hazy-el

[hazy-el]

really strange how you can be almost at peace with something that happened to you but it will continue to be a defining moment of your life for the rest of your life. you wont think about it much anymore but in a conversation about a film someone will mention the year it was released and you’ll think to yourself, “that was before it happened” and you’ll see an old photo and think how strange it is to have existed before it happened and somehow it’s like living a life in two acts

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i love constantly evolving into a cooler version of myself

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i think there’s actually nothing better than being randomly told “I love you” after doing something characteristically stupid. Like what do you mean I’m a lovable person and I just did something silly and you thought “of course you would do that. I love you.”. No better feeling

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once i learn to express any strong emotion without bursting into tears it’s over for y’all

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everything. cost money

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— vladimir nabokov, in a letter to his wife [24 march 1937] from letters to véra (trans. olga voronina & brian boyd)

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anybody else going through life feeling like a dog that wasn't socialized enough as a puppy

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✨💖🦢💖✨

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no i don't want you to redirect me to your app i want to look at recipe

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"do it scared" ok but I would like to do something some other way occasionally. Like at least once. For a change.

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it’s okay to not be okay and still experience happiness

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um................... can i help you