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@poeticphoenix // Starter Call

"People always come to the Inn for the same reasons." They weren't what one would call varied. In the end the reason either was company, whether it was someone who wanted excitement or a reason to feel alive, someone who wanted to feel less lonely, someone taken there under strange circumstances...Lola had seen them all. In different flavours perhaps, but they all boiled down to the same thing. And yet she found herself curious, occasionally people who didn't fit the mould crossed her path.

"Want me to guess your reason? Don't mind if that's not the case, always fun to be kept guessing. Makes things interestin' at the very least.."

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quick starter call

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🐝  *  ―  𝑺𝑰𝑿 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  all of this is my fault.  ❜ ❛  are you even listening to me?  ❜ ❛  are you scared? 'cause i'm scared.  ❜ ❛  are you sure you'll be okay?  ❜ ❛  can you say that again, please?  ❜ ❛  do you have anything to say?  ❜ ❛  do you wanna go out sometime?  ❜ ❛  did you ever really love me?  ❜ ❛  have you considered trying something else?  ❜ ❛  how long do we still have?  ❜ ❛  i can't do this any longer.  ❜ ❛  i can't wait to go home.  ❜ ❛  i didn't want to do that.  ❜ ❛  i don't follow, i always lead.  ❜ ❛  i don't know what you mean.  ❜ ❛  i hate him but i love him.  ❜ ❛  i like i here, it's nice.  ❜ ❛  i'll only go if you go.  ❜ ❛  i'm here if you need me.  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, i had no idea.  ❜ ❛  i'm weird, just deal with it.  ❜ ❛  is this your first time here?  ❜ ❛  just tell me what to do.  ❜ ❛  just tell me why we're here.  ❜ ❛  no one will believe you anyway.  ❜ ❛  nothing else matters except for you.  ❜ ❛  please just let me help you.  ❜ ❛  there is time to fix this.  ❜ ❛  what do you want from me?  ❜ ❛  where do you think you're going?  ❜ ❛  when will you come back here?  ❜ ❛  why are you acting so stupid?  ❜ ❛  why do you ask these questions?  ❜ ❛  why would i lie to you?  ❜ ❛  will you go out with me?  ❜ ❛  you are more important than me.  ❜ ❛  you don't mean that, do you?  ❜ ❛  you have nothing to worry about.  ❜ ❛  you'll always be my best friend.  ❜ ❛  your hair looks really nice today.  ❜

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“men want to fix you save you or fuck you I can’t be fixed and I don’t care to be saved”

— Jeanann Verlee; “men” (via fypoetry)

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The Magus (1968) dir. Guy Green

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The only thing Lola hates about being 5'11'' is that she's not 6'0''.

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"You might not be, but I am. Let me feel bad for once."

Though her voice was tinged with the same amusement it always had, she frowned for a moment. It was a shame that she wasn't much of a fighter, beyond intimidating people out of the place with her height. Perhaps if she was better then her poor saviour here wouldn't look so roughed up. Usually, the music of the Honeybee Inn was enough to make her forget her troubles, she was a different person when she was on the job, glamorous, in control, not some farmer's kid who had no control over her life.

She paused, lost in thought, in the music as a few of her colleagues brushed past, welcoming smiles, moving to the beat. Anything to maintain the atmosphere that so many people liked. But Lola snapped out of it, eyes lighting up the moment Fang mentioned a proper date. Now she hadn't been expecting that, hadn't had a proper date since. Having dinner with someone who wanted to feel desired didn't count, especially if they paid for every little thing. But Fang...Fang was sweet, the idea of a date with her actually excited her.

"Oh? A proper date, well I'll be. I'm happy to do both. Though it'll be my treat, of course."

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"Maybe but I'm not too bothered by it," Fang uttered gently.

The gash in her side would mend on its own before morning. It was well tended to under the bandages now. Her shirt was tucked into her slacks but left unbuttoned since half of the buttons were gone after the whole ordeal. Nonetheless, it worked to pull off a look showing off the torso wrapping but also the muscle on her body too. Her chest was well hidden but the way she had things left little to the imagination.

Glancing at Lola, Fang offered a gentle smile toward her. The idea of a home-cooked meal sounded tempting but what caught her eye was how Lola leaned on the bar. It was easy to just relax watching her move. Of course, she noticed when people brushed by behind her. One such instance made her turn a moment to notice other dancers moving by. A hand to her shoulder here from two. Eyes drifted back to Lola where they remained.

"I wouldn't turn down dinner but yes, I was more in the line of asking you out for a proper date."

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i decided to just say fuck it and make a separate blog for knife because i have 0 impulse control

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the urge to turn this into a multimuse because i've been reading up on before crisis and used to rp knife back in the day

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"Might I interest you in dinner sometime? It's the least I can do after you helped me get patched up."

"Shouldn't I be the one asking you since you only got hurt 'cause of little, old me?"

A giggle passes her lips, though she covers her mouth with a hand. Lola's always vouched about how she's capable of looking after herself, anyone who got too mean to the other girls would eventually feel her ire, but the other woman had managed to prove her wrong. Shouldn't she be the one thanking Fang?

"I've got an apartment close by if you'd rather not go out, I'm not a bad cook if I do say so myself. Least I can do for my knight in shining armour right? But it's up to you, sweetheart."

A mischievous grin spreads across her features as she leans on the bar, her tone jovial.

"Unless you're asking me out on a date?"

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WHILE I’M ALONE AND BLUE AS CAN BE, DREAM A LITTLE DREAM OF ME

[Independent Dream of the Fayth AU!Lenne loved by Apple]

promo credit

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“I enjoy pretty women and pretty words. I like the way both taste on my tongue.”

— prophetoverprofit  (via wnq-writers)

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Lola has an apartment that's just for her clientele, she's often paid just to keep lonely people company, a confidential conversation there, a home-cooked meal here. For people who want a bit of normalcy, for all her popularity as a dancer she's a simple companion/emotional support dancer and her waiting list isn't as long as Andrea's.

The apartment itself is small, but impeccably neat and tidy and just happens to be the first one she had when she moved in with her last lover, who ended up leaving her for a member of SOLDIER. She couldn't bring herself to get rid of it, but also couldn't bring herself to live in it again.

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“She pins you to hotel doors— not a goddess anymore, but she still looks like religion in high heels. She kisses you godless. Whispers,We dress like princesses to go out and kill kings.”

—

Ashe Vernon, 

from “Old World Gods,” 

Wrong Side of a Fistfight 

(via 

inkywings

)

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Laura Harrier as Camille Washington in ‘Hollywood’ (TV Mini-Series, 2020).