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I will love you today, tomorrow and forevermore because I’ve held on to this love for you long enough to last a lifetime.

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You are what you eat,

You are what you lift,

You are what you love,

You are what you hold on too,

You are what you think!

So what are you?!

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I planted a rose a long time ago,

It’s full grown now but it has no where to go,

I haven’t given myself to love anyone,

Have I wanted too, yes so many times,

I prayed and prayed,

I have lost my way time and time again,

Doing the same thing over and over again,

They say very few find true love and I wonder still am I one of the few?,

I still feel young but time knows I’m not,

Wasted years and failed dedication to the Rose,

It was there but I just didn’t give to anyone,

Sure a few deserved it,

It all started In Michigan when I was 16,

Like Garth Brooks sings “that summer”

If there was one girl that made me feel like me it was her,

Rachel Lenaro she captured my heart and love but I didn’t give her the rose,

but ever since her I have never really felt another love like that were I loved her back the same…

When I first came to the Lord at 19 a few years into my walk with him, I met the most wonderful woman of God whom honestly I did not think I was worthy of her, but how would I ever know if I never told her, what if she felt the same? Chances are!

Maybe I am weak, maybe I am not good enough, maybe I should just settle, time seems to be running out and dreaded out the best of me… I don’t want my son to see me alone and not having someone to love for myself and call my wife,

I wouldn’t want him to not be able to see examples of how a gentleman should treat a lady,

Lord I Cry out help me become the man you have created me to be, I am beyond failing strength of failing you I am tired of not being the man I see in my dreams,

Help me change I pray!