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Undisclosed Desires // Muse

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Then you did what he asked you to do: you opened your heart up Right there on a napkin on the carpet and part of it was frostbit But you've always been a smart kid Could still distinguish, the blood black as pitch Valves had gone stiff, veins and scar tissue Four chambers just a standard issue But none had room, forgiveness is huge And you had two full of ice water One full of salt, one packed with coal Eager and ready and willing to find fault.

Dessa, “Mineshaft II”

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Was hoping we could trade Just for tonight Like I could borrow your heart And I could give you mine It’s not much for collateral Tattered and battle-scarred But I can promise you solemn That I’ll be back for it tomorrow I only need yours this evening So I can call an old friend And I can tell him that we’re finally even

Mineshaft II (via gender-anarchist)

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He’d known, since the moment he figured out who she was, that while Celaena would always pick him, Aelin would not.

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Call Off Your Ghost || Dessa  x  Celaena/Choal || Heir of Fire by Sarah J. Maas

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dessa lyric sentence starters.

❝  some nights i still can’t sleep.  ❞

❝  i prayed over your body, i asked god to take the damage out on me.  ❞

❝  anger is just love, left out, gone to vinegar.  ❞

❝  please put me down.  ❞

❝  i can’t ask you to show love, but would it kill you if you did?  ❞

❝  if they ask me i ain’t heard a thing.  ❞

❝  i heard from the rest of the world you’re in trouble.  ❞

❝  i think of you still, more than you might suppose.  ❞

❝  call me up, day or night.  ❞

❝  you chose this, you know it’s supposed to be over.  ❞

❝  i don’t suppose you’d tell the truth, so i won’t ask anymore.  ❞

❝  i don’t regret a single day.  ❞

❝  it was an accident.  ❞

❝  this was our very last chance.  ❞

❝  you’re looking desperate lately.  ❞

❝  take a minute now, think this through. give it a second and a bird’s eye view.  ❞

❝  looks like your afterlife is covered; i hope on earth you’re careful, kid.  ❞

❝  he doesn’t make me happy but he helps to still the shakes.  ❞

❝  you were always safe with me.  ❞

❝  i guess that makes us the survivors.  ❞

❝  i’m bad with names, shit, i’m bad with faces.  ❞

❝  when i lost you i lost a good love and a hand to bite.  ❞

❝  i didn’t come looking for love.  ❞

❝  i didn’t come to pick a fight.  ❞

��  hello, it’s only me, i know it’s late.  ❞

❝  i’ve been having that dream again.  ❞

❝  i sleep uneasily when you’re not in my bed.  ❞

❝  can’t we just be friends?  ❞

❝  you once said if we were careful we could do this all our lives.  ❞

❝  i did it, i kissed him. i knew it would hurt you.  ❞

❝  don’t waste your worry on me.  ❞

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Lakshmi Menon in Amit Aggarwal Couture, ELLE India September 2013

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❝ Have you fallen in love with the wrong person yet? ❞ ❝ I turn myself down occasionally, just to keep it interesting. ❞ ❝ Is this the part where you start tearing off strips of your shirt to bind my wounds? ❞ ❝ If you wanted me to rip my clothes off, you should have just asked. ❞ ❝ Don’t touch any of my weapons without my permission. ❞ ❝ Sarcasm is the last refuge of the imaginatively bankrupt. ❞ ❝ I am stunningly attractive. ❞ ❝ You guessed? You must have been pretty sure, considering you could have killed me. ❞ ❝ What the hell was that for? ❞ ❝ Declarations of love amuse me. Especially when unrequited. ❞ ❝ Maybe we should all have code names. ❞ ❝ I’m not really in the mood right now. ❞ ❝ Just because you call an electric eel a rubber duck doesn’t make it a rubber duck, does it? ❞ ❝ And God help the poor bastard who decides they want to take a bath with the duckie. ❞ ❝ We were just kissing. ❞ ❝ How swiftly you dismiss our love. ❞ ❝ Don’t be ridiculous. No one believes in mummies. ❞ ❝ The meek may inherit the earth, but at the moment it belongs to the conceited. Like me. ❞ ❝ You need a nude model. Well, I’m not in the mood. ❞ ❝ It sounds like he ate a dictionary and started vomiting up words at random. ❞ ❝ That’s why when major badasses greet each other in movies, they don’t say anything, they just nod. ❞ ❝ Where there is love, there is often also hate. They can exist side by side. ❞ ❝ If there was such a thing as terminal literalism, you’d have died in childhood. ❞ ❝ A diary with no drawings of me in it? Where are the torrid fantasies? The romance covers? ❞ ❝ Just coffee. Black - like my soul. ❞ ❝ I figured all your classes were stuff like Slaughter 101 and Beheading for Beginners. ❞ ❝ Tsk tsk. No swearing in church. ❞ ❝ I like anyone killing things, especially me. ❞ ❝ I have a high pain threshold. In fact, it’s more of a large and tastfully decorated foyer than a threshold. ❞ ❝ And next time you’re planning to injure yourself to get me attention, just remember that a little sweet talk works wonders. ❞ ❝ Come in. And try not to murder any of my guests. ❞ ❝ All knowledge hurts. ❞ ❝ Going round and around inside a dryer can be fatal, whereas pasta is rarely fatal. ❞ ❝ Those must be some killer late fees. ❞ ❝ I’m sleeping with your mom. Just thought you should know. ❞ ❝ I could point out that you burned my clothes. ❞ ❝ To love is to destroy, and that to be loved is to be the one destroyed. ❞ ❝ Not everything that’s true needs to be said. ❞ ❝ You know, most psychologists agree that hostility is really just sublimated sexual attraction. ❞ ❝ Haven’t you ever heard that modesty is an attractive trait? ❞ ❝ The most terrible things men do, they do in the name of love. ❞ ❝ You want me to hold your hand? ❞

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Lakshmi Menon for CR Fashion Book Issue #3

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Zombie - The Cranberries (No Need to Argue, 1994)

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WELCOME TO WOLF 359

spoilers ahead! this is the audio log of officer doug eiffel, onboard the uss hephaestus station, orbiting the red dwarf wolf 359 in the leo constellation. feel free to change pronouns and modify to your needs.

SUCCULENT RAT KILLING TAR.

“that’s fine, everyone makes mistakes, but if she could stop talking about my, ‘fragile, carbon-based, uncomfortably liquid body,’ it’d be a real breakthrough.”

“i’m still banned from the lab.“

“well, yeah, i guess that’s fair.”

“eat your heart out, you succulent rat killing tar.”

“y’know what, i think i need some coffee.”

“calling it coffee helps.”

“well, clearly this is an important matter that requires my immediate attention.”

“take me away, sweetheart.”

“one-thousand and… ugh, it’s the extra one that’s really annoying.”

“are we seriously blowing up now?”

“not explosion. something… less destructive. a hairdryer, perhaps.”

“i guess we have to break into his lab and make sure he doesn’t die.”

“sweet merciful tap dancing zombie chorus girls.”

“i should probably make sure [name] isn’t burning to death.”

LITTLE REVOLUCIÓN

“we can safely conclude that operation… freaky… deaky… space music is ongoing.”

“yep. super calm. totally uneventful day.”

“i have little to no idea what you’re talking about.”

“actually it seems like pre-meditated caution.”

“—basically i took the entire tube.”

“hostage is such an ugly word.”

“before anyone decides to get clever or heroic, you should know that i’m not above doing something stupid here, alright?”

“radio as entertainment seems to be making a comeback around here.”

“i still have the right to toothpaste.”

“just because i’m crackin’ up doesn’t mean i’m crackin’.”

“i’m here to discuss the terms of your surrender.”

“it’s more orange than red, really.”

“this little revolución is over.”

“i guess there’s nothing to gain by saying how sorry i am?”

DISCOMFORTS, PAINS AND IRREGULARITIES

“this is a day of darkness. low tide. —a half melted fudgsicle of despair.”

“he’s like a friggen shark sniffin’ for chum.”

“i was just trying to be helpful.”

“i like to think i tactically misrepresented the data available.”

“so you ‘tactically’ lied to me.”

“i was wondering what that thing taped to my door was.”

“you might, however, be surprised at what you can live through.”

“i guess your lies get bigger as you go higher up in the ranks.”

“i know we’ve had our ups and downs but i could kiss you right now.”

“i never used the flame thrower before, so this might be fun.”

“with napalm, you moron!”

“this has been a good day.”

CATARACTS AND HURRICANOES

“today, i am not unlike the gods.”

“sorry, i didn’t mean to enjoy the majesty.”

“loud and clear.”

“okay okay, got it. class dismissed.”

“oh god, my eyes.”

“everything’s ‘gimme shelter’ out here.”

“son of a bitch.”

“a hundred feet? jesus christ.”

“i’m gonna drown? in outer space? what kinda sense does that even make!”

“i’ve had enough dramatic irony for one day, thank you.”

“i don’t exactly have breaks on this thing.”

“well, you’re still you. so.. eh?”

“he did have to resuscitate you so you may now qualify as ‘undead’.”

“scouts honor.”

“hey, baby. did you miss me?”

“i have something for you.”

CIGARETTE CANDY

“i feel [coughs] fine.“

“i got this stupid skin rash that’s driving me nuts.”

“you are a great man.”

“you look terrible.”

“theoretical science first, practical medicine… more of a past time.”

“true science mustn’t be so severely hindered.”

“just answer the damn question.”

“don’t worry. you’re in extremely capable hands.”

“i may be in slightly more dire straits than i previously thought.”

“who knows what that maniac’s told them.”

“and then we’ll see how he likes it when someone’s messing around with his internal organs.”

“the fifth amendment says i don’t have to answer that.”

“no, [name], it’s not ‘four-ish’.”

“the only experiment here is the one you are conducting on my patience.”

“i have every intention of seeing this through to the end.”

“i always thought i’d die in a science fair. turns out, i wasn’t that far off.”

“just because i’m a scientist doesn’t mean i am mad ingenious super-villain.”

“i think there’s a lesson here, but it’s kinda lost in all the hallucinations. i’ll get back to it.”

SUPER SAVER ENERGY MODE

(less than enthusiastic noise maker sound)

“and by party, i mean helping me procrastinate my work shift.”

“you’re way overthinking this. it’s just a taste thing, there’s no wrong answer.

“i don’t know what i want but i know how to get it.”

“are you upset? i didn’t know you got upset.”

“did i tell you about that time i thought he was trying to kill me? — any of those times?”

“things don’t ‘get’ to me.”

“score one for old school double-a’s.”

“has this place always been so overlook hotel-y?”

“— or that time you poisoned that liter of water trying to make whiskey.”

“why are you underneath that table?”

“i’m guessing it’s not one of those ‘gets better by itself’ situations.”

“basically we’re barreling toward certain death. that’s all you gotta say. ‘barreling toward certain death’.”

“oh, it’s spooktastic in here, baby.”

“okay, i swear to god somebody’s talking to me.”

“whooaa, what just happened? did… did everything just kind of blink around for a second there?”

THE SOUND AND THE FURY

“god, they’re still at it.”

“in the meantime, that means we gotta make our own fun.”

“on friday we’ll have mustard. umm… that’s all it says for friday. im not sure what that means.”

“[name] does pigheaded obstinacy like it’s an olympic sport.”

“i think we might have a situation on our hands.”

“sit your swiss ass down and pick a side.”

“you’re both utterly useless.”

“oh, stop. do you know how condescending that is?”

“you can’t hold that against me. you were practically wire tapping.”

“why am i not surprised.”

“oh, right, like i actually care enough about what you do to try and sabotage you.”

“that’s exactly what i was afraid you would say.”

“our rating on the peril-o-meter just went from ‘spidey-sense is tingling’ to ‘bat signal in the sky’.”

“and, just in case it wasn’t already obvious, i am absolutely terrified of both of you.”

“the fact that i’m trying to get the two of you to do the responsible thing is scary enough.”

“she’s just taking out her insecurities on you.”

“just say what you really think!”

“you stay here. i’ll deal with you later.”

BOX 953

“it’s either not smoking OR sylvia plath’s ‘lady lazarus,’ not both of them together.”

“already i don’t like where this is going.”

“that, however, will be a clever lie.”

“you can’t solve all your problems by knocking people out.”

“i never really paid attention to this room before.”

“only. um. none of them have eyes.”

“holy crap! you guys—there’s a canon in here! why is there a canon in here?!”

“why would anyone want that many l-shaped blocks? l-blocks are useless.”

“this is some raiders of the lost ark level stuff here.”

“no. it is not cool. it’s diametrically opposed to cool.”

“you don’t understand. there is SINGING.”

“so, yknow. ew.”

“i’m not sure if it was a warning shot or if she just missed.”

“i’m always multitasking.”

“i’ll see you on the other side.”

“in lieu of super human strength, i went to get a crow bar.”

“once again, our quarterly talent shows have taken something away from me.”

THE EMPTY MAN COMETH

“uugh. balls.”

“can we really be ready for anything?”

“riders on the storm, man. riders on the storm.”

“whatever happened to those weekly calls from mom and dad?”

“we’d be looking at- i dunno- random strings of ampersands and sevens .”

“but it makes no sense.”

“what the hell are we supposed to do with this?”

“un momento por favor.”

“what happens when we run out of numbers?”

“we should be… pretty safe? based on our limited perception of safety.”

“you had to say something you had to open your mouth.”

“okay. officially, now. what the hell.”

“’mathematically unlikely’? that’s the best we can do right now?”

“there are a lot of ‘could’s in that explanation.”

“i like the sound of my voice a lot better than the sounds of what’s going on out there.”

“oh, god damn it.”

“well, following that, this is gonna sound a lot less sexy.”

“it’s cruel! and sick! and… other adjectives!”

“i think we need a proper nights sleep to really let our anger reach its full potential.”

“hint: IT. WAS. AWFUL.”

EXTREME DANGER BUG.

“i’m gonna be a little less npr and a little more national geographic.”

“— or, it’s scientific name, ‘stick-iss up the ass-us’.”

“you say that like it’s supposed to mean somethin’ to me.”

“is that ‘yes, i did it’ or ‘yes, i have no idea what you’re talking about but i don’t want to get in trouble’?”

“god damn it, [ name ].”

“so. um. yay? i’m s- i’m really not sure what’s happening here.”

“i have an alternative theory, but i don’t think you’ll like it.”

“where did the spider go?”

“it’s just a bug.”

”it’s an EXTREME. DANGER. BUG.”

“i can’t do this.”

“what if we just shoot it off?:

“i’m gonna sneeze.”

“how is this gonna work again?”

“if i die, [ name ] gets all my toys.”

“is it dead?”

“i also brought a gun. just in case.”

“if the two of you’ll excuse me, i’m gonna faint.”

“i’m gonna go— not sleep. no sleep. never again sleep.”

AM I ALONE NOW?

“why are we so afraid of being alone?”

“we make big bomb. now everybody is afraid of us.”

“nothing in the dark that isn’t there in the light, yes? 

“there must be monsters underneath someone’s bed. 

“open only when you are alone. 

“is anyone laughing now?”

“can you hear me? hello?”

“— whoopsies.”

“you’ve used the word ‘basically’ thirteen times in the last five minutes.”

“them’s the rules.”

“i’ve never been great at proverbs.”

“it wouldn’t be hard, either.” 

“i doubt it, but you never know. i can be full of surprises.”

“is anybody in here?”

“do you ever feel like you are ot where you are supposed to be?”

“yes. in fact, can we like… underline that yes? and bold it? and put like a bunch of stars and arrows and a drawing of a scary plant monster next to it?”

“oooh, brotha.”

“spice things up a little. give it that hal 9000 touch.”

“god, honestly, it’s like he’s nine years old.”

“i’m not sure which possibility i find more disquieting.”

“i’m fine. really. don’t worry about me. and don’t make that face.”

DEEP BREATHS

“i’m using the last of the real turkey for this.”

“there’s other things happening aside from sanatized pagan rituals.”

“anyway. as i was saying. impenitrable darkness.”

“it’s okay. don’t cry for me argentina.”

“not now. taking a personal insanity moment, ask again later.”

“you’re still not listening to me.”

“ready to go nuts?”

“consider it my present.”

“we have an honest to god situation on our hands.”

“turns out i might be really good at my job. hold your applause.”

“after that went so well last time? pass.”

“this ones got a bit of a kick in it.”

“holy crap. they were right. they knew.”

“what the hell are you doing?”

“enjoy your last half hour of oxygen.”

GAS ME TWICE

“score one for crazy, dangerous plans.”

“you’re smarter and stronger and better than that bastard’s ever given you credit for.”

“step six, don’t die in any of the above.”

“who is this? who am i talking to?”

“you’re so eager to seem smart, you don’t always do smart.”

“are you trying to get us all killed?”

“why yes, mr. pot, mr. kettle is looking a little black today.”

“cutting it a little close. i was starting to think you forgot about me.”

“hope you like life as a popsicle!”

“just remember. you made me do this.”

“don’t bother. it’s not her.”

“go to hell.”

“do you have anything to say for yourself?”

“he wasn’t lying. not about that, at least.”

“can we fix her?”

“i’m not sure of anything right now.”

“there’s something bigger going on here.”

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How It Ends// Devotchka

There is no escape from the slave catcher’s songs For all of the loved ones gone Forever’s not so long And in your soul they poked a million holes But you never let ‘em show Come on, it’s time to go And you already know Yeah, you already know how this will end

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