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Yes, I know it hurts, that's the point. Your suffering gives me pleasure, enjoyment, and so I'm going to watch you endure this for just as long as I like.

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Imagine the nasty things she’ll eventually offer to do as her arms get tired and she starts to choke. The look in her eyes tells me she’s already halfway there.

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Good girl. My kinks are our kinks. You don't have to like it, you just have to take it.

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I hope this isn't too personal to ask about, but what was healing like for you, and how did it interact with your submissiveness? I'm submissive as well but I feel like it's so hard for me to actually let go, even with someone I trust, which ironically makes me feel helpless and out of control in a bad way.

I can so relate to that. I’m sorry. It’s a really difficult thing to navigate.

Healing looks different for everyone, but for me it included: distancing myself physically/emotionally/financially from the perpetrator of the damage, therapy, building/maintaining healthy relationships (platonic too), medication, support from my partner, and time.

A big part of it for me was creating a marriage/household in which safety, love, and happiness were valued. That helped me let go of the “household of the past” and reside fully in the present.

As for building up my submission, we went super super slow and if we hit a bump, we paused and sorted it out. There wasn’t a drive to do it all right away or fit a mold. Felt like a custom process based on what timing worked for us (and me).

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Happiness.

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*gluck gluck gluck*

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A good girl will always make sure you enjoy your morning coffee

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Come to my office for a moment please, we need to resolve some pending matters.

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