So this is my first time writing anything in my life and I think it's pretty good. I mean its not the best thing to ever be written but its good for a beginner. Anyway, I hope that whoever reads this enjoys my writing. I know I still need to work more on the details and I'm gonna get better at writing stories one day I hope.
WHO KNEW
Liking one of the top 3 boys in school is honestly a curse because if they just happen to like you back their fangirls will kill you. Now being friends with one of them is just as bad because now they don't like you because of your spending time with their crush. I just happen to be friends with all of the top 3 boys in school and just so happen to have a crush on one of them. I met him when I joined the drama club he was on stage and I was just amazed by the way he portrayed his character. His name is Dori Sakurada he's older than me by one year but his birthday is 3 days away from mine. Mine’s is December 4, 1998, and his is December 7, 1997. Now I've told him how I feel already but he said he doesn't look at me in that type of way so I just ended up walking away crying and calling myself stupid the entire way home. He tried to stop me but I just played it off because I didn't want him to see how pathetic I felt by his rejection. It was the first time I ever confessed to a boy that I liked but I guess that reality for you.
time skip to two weeks later
“Dori, I have to get ready I'm going to be late so help me choose an outfit already or I will kick you out,” I said, “Jocelyn I already said you should wear your black skinny jeans with your black crop top and your black and white vans with my jacket”, he replied while looking at his phone and eating my chips.
Dori, I can't wear your jacket because one you're wearing it right now two it's going to smell like you and three I'm going on a date so I can't wear your clothes”.
“Honestly, I don't think you were listening to me when I said I need your help to get ready for a date” “ What you can't go on a date I'm here what do you need a boyfriend for when you have me,” he said sounding a little angry.” Look, Dori, I'm trying to get over you because your the one who rejected me, okay so you can’t lead me on and say I don't need a boyfriend because I have you”, I said raising my voice a little because it hurt to talk about his rejection. “ Look I know what I did okay but I don't want you to talk to other guys’ “ Admit that you have feelings for me and I won't go on that date” , I said now pissed the fuck off at Dori. “ Look I don't have feelings for you Jocelyn I told you I just don't see the point when you have me” he said trying to calm me down. “ What if I wanted to get fucked and that’s, why I'm going on this date what if I wanted to feel a, mans hands on my body or lips kissing and sucking hickeys into my neck” I said stepping closer to him. “stop “, was all that came out of his mouth at my words. “ What if I just want someone to love me back are you gonna do that for me” I said while looking down. “ I don't want….. to ruin our friendship Jocelyn but you know what I don't want another man to touch you either”, he whispered “ I lied to you that day when you confessed to me I do like you but I don't want us to break up one day and not have you by my side because that would kill me”, he said full of sorrow. “ I want to be one that does those things for you so don't ever talk about a man leaving hickeys on you because you're mine “, Dori expressed.
“I never knew you liked me in that way I thought you just saw me as a friend I thought I would always just be your friend. I thought I was gonna have to watch you get a girlfriend and be happy with someone who isn't me. I cried so much that day when I told you how I feel ”, I said.
Dori then pulled me into a hug and I honestly felt so warm inside like the winter storm in my heart has finally melted and welcomed spring but I also felt like I couldn't breathe because how hard he's hugging me “ I haven’t liked a girl since I met you 4 years ago you've been the only girl on my mind I didn't even want to date before I met you but then you came into my life and everything changed you're all I think about” he said picking me up and wrapping my legs around his waist. I buried my head in between his name and shoulder at his actions.
“ You know you're my girlfriend now right,” Dori said making me internally scream. “Hmm well I suppose you can be my boyfriend,” I said smiling so big I probably look like Jeff the killer right now. “ shut up you know you want all of this” he said making me laugh. “ so wanna kiss to seal the deal Jocelyn or are you just gonna hide in my neck forever” i never thought Dori would ask me for a kiss so I just kissed him I didn't reply to what he said because I was so shy. His lips felt so soft but that's probably because I'm always making him wear chapstick. I didn't feel those fireworks like people say they do in the movies. No, I felt every emotion I've been feeling ever since I met Dori. I felt happiness, sadness, anger, excitement and so much more than I can't even describe my feelings anymore.
“ Now call that guy and tell him you're not going on a date with him because you have a boyfriend now so he needs to kindly fuck off my girl,” he said trying to sound like he wasn't jealous but he was. “ Okay I will,” I said with a smile on my face.
I'm literally so scared of 2030 because what if they say is true what if the climate changes and we die I don't wanna die at the age of 29 but nobody is doing anything out it and if we do we are ignored
Genre: Sci-fi with a little angst and a LOT of smut
Pairing: BTS x Reader (yup - all seven)
Summary: You are the only female crew member on a 12 year space mission with seven handsome men. The sexual tension is real, y’all.
Word Count: 11.8k
Part 2 / ?
Part 1
Warnings: explicit sexual content, masturbation, voyeurism, pornography, slight dom/sub kink, blindfolding, slight degradation, excessive sexual tension and a bit of cum play.
A/N: This chapter focuses Yoongi, Jimin, Hoseok and Namjoon.
thank you all so much for the likes and follows and comments! i’ve never been more excited about something in my life! i will try my best to make wonderful fics for you!
Here’s a little preview of what I have coming to a blog near you:
Kim Seokjin
Elf!au
Inspired by the quote from Lord of The Rings “I would rather spend one lifetime with you than face all of the ages of this world alone”
Park Jimin
ex-boyfriend!jimin
This fic was basically inspried by Ed Sheeran’s song “New Man.” Ed sheeran is so fucking talented so get used to him being my inspiration for fics
alrighty, so get your saddles ready because these are coming in hot(and smutty)!