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CARING FOR STUBBORN MUSES. for when the person you’re trying to care for insists they don’t need your help.

“at least let me clean the wound!” “you’ll be even worse off if you don’t let me bandage this.” “i really think you need to see a doctor.” “i made you some soup, and i’m going to sit here until you eat it. i can wait.” “your feelings matter too! i can’t help you if i don’t even know what’s making you upset!” “..i’m here if you need anything, okay?” “stop trying to push yourself! you can’t do this on your own!” “listen, i know you don’t want to, but.. maybe you should rest for a while. you’re not going to get anywhere like this.” “i’ll make you a deal: i’ll just get you some bandages, and nothing else, and you stop making a fuss over it.” “how long has it last been since you slept?” “have you even been taking your medicine?” “i know you think you have to get through this by yourself, but you have people here to help you.” “let me take care of you, for once.” “you’re gonna hurt yourself even more if you do stupid things like that!” “i hate to break it to you, but you’re not supposed to do any strenuous physical activity for the next couple weeks, and if i have to personally make sure you don’t every waking hour of the day then i’m fully prepared to do that.” “it’s okay to cry in front of me, you know. you don’t have to carry this alone.” “stop trying to act like you’re not bleeding out in front of me!! this is serious!” “listen, asshole. i’m gonna carry you home whether you like it or not. you’re not in any condition to get there yourself.” “oh my god, why didn’t you tell me it was this bad?!”

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Bruce Wayne in Superman #37 

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If I follow you & don't roleplay with you...

100% chance is that I’m stalking your blog from afar, reading your roleplays, sending you anons, & wishing I could be one of the lucky people who write with you but aM JUST HIDING IN A CORNER TOO AFRAID TO SAY ANYTHING. 

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“Sleep is for the weak,” i say. my hands are shaking. i can hear colors.   

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Extremely Exhausted Starters

“You. Rest. Now.”

“You took five steps and need to sit down again?”

“I’m absolutely fine, I just need to sit down.”

“I just need to sit-what do you mean I’m already laying down?”

“Your eyes aren’t focusing. Just close them for ten minutes.”

“Write one sentence on this piece of paper, and then I’ll let you up.”

“I just need a breather, that’s all. Maybe ten. No fifteen.”

“We’re both so exhausted we can’t even argue about not being exhausted.”

“When I said I needed five more minutes I meant it more like hours.”

“… no… I’m tired… let me sleep… I don’t want to get up.”

“We need to get out of the heat, you’re starting to look sick.”

“You can’t hide those shaking hands from me. You need to stop.”

“I’m just a little cold, I’m okay, really. Let me sit with a blanket or something.”

“Moving…? No I’m good thanks.”

“Gravity has a hold on me of which I have not the strength to break.”

“Was… was that actually there? That wasn’t there was it?”

“I’ve had no energy for three days.”

“You worked yourself so hard that you’ve been sentenced to three days of bed rest.”

“Listen I can… I can get up. It’s fine.”

“If we’re both in this state, we both really screwed up somewhere huh?”

“I have energy for exactly one more person of favourable standing, and going the hell to bed. With or without that person, bed is happening.”

“You’ve struggled to move anything for the last hour.”

“This is what happens when you over exert yourself.”

“You were almost dead from pushing it too far!”

“I went a little overboard sure… but I’m still alive. So shh.”

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( please specify which muse you’d like! )

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     i will FIGHT until my last breath, and you better pray i stay down.

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shenoiir‌

       bruce wayne. at the thought of his name, a delicate path of shivers crossed her body. there’s something … mischevious yet exclusively triggering about that man. so far he’s become her favourite client. a secret pleasure of lurking. maybe also because he’s truly demanding. 

       dark-painted eyelids blinked a few times. rosa caught herself staring at a random person while being thrown into a battle of her own confused thoughts. only the night breeze woken her up. night breeze accompanied with the appearance of mister bruce himself. ‘ good evening mister wayne. ‘ she bit her cheeks from the inside just to stop her lips from performing a questionable smirk.

       𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥.  —  @heldcn​

a sigh slips past his lips as he hurries towards the car waiting, phone already in hand to message lucius that he was running late. VERY LATE. with alfred out to run the necessary errands, and with his new million dollar aston martin still safely parked at wayne manor --- there was really only one option left. and these days he found he was in NEED of her quick services more often than not. 

❝ a pleasure as always, rosa. ❞ he’s quick to mumble a greeting as he opens the door but there’s a hint of a smile as eyes land upon familiar features. her company after all, had always been a DELIGHT. ❝ i apologize for the short notice --- ❞ he starts off, his focus back on the messages currently popping up on his phone as he gets seated more comfortably. fox was surprisingly fast. ❝ just hope it hasn’t been too much trouble? ❞

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miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

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WHUMP STARTERS (i’m not sorry) **potential triggers for vomit (emetophobia), blood, violence, substance abuse

❝ are you okay? ❞

❝ can you walk? ❞

❝ i can’t move. ❞

❝ i can’t breathe. ❞

❝ you’re shaking.❞  

❝ you’re bleeding! ❞ 

❝ who did this?! ❞ 

❝ i need a ride home.❞

❝ that’s it. get it all out. ❞

❝ you’re gonna be fine. ❞ 

❝ you can’t even sit up! ❞

❝ it’s withdrawal. ❞

❝ i’m not feeling so hot. ❞

❝ you’re not looking so hot. ❞

❝ i need a trash can. ❞

❝ your nose is bleeding again. ❞

❝ it’s broken. it’s gotta be broken. ❞

❝ you hit your head, stay down. ❞  

❝ i’m not leaving you by yourself. ❞

❝ i think i’m gonna pass out. ❞  

❝ my chest hurts so fucking bad. ❞

❝ my stomach hurts so fucking bad. ❞

❝ the bleeding won’t stop. ❞ 

❝ drink. you’re dehydrated. ❞

❝ shh. it’s okay. i’m here now. ❞

❝ lets get you out of the sun. ❞

❝ lets get you out of the cold. ❞ 

❝ hey – look at me. what’s my name? ❞

❝ what the hell did you take?! ❞

❝ you’re shaking like a leaf. ❞

❝ it’s my job to keep you alive. ❞

❝ this is gonna hurt like hell, okay? ❞  

❝ what the fuck happened to you? ❞

❝ you did not just throw up on me. ❞ 

❝ that’s just your oxygen mask. don’t take it off. ❞

❝ that’s just your IV. don’t pull it out.❞

❝ i was fine just a few minutes ago.❞

❝ you were fine just a few minutes ago. ❞

❝ you were right. i should have stayed home. ❞ 

❝ stay awake – come on, keep talking to me. ❞

❝ why are you still in bed – whoa, what’s wrong? ❞

❝ that’s blood. you’re coughing up fucking blood.❞

❝ i don’t think the bone is supposed to stick out like that.❞

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deathtake

𝑆𝑇𝐴𝑅𝑇𝐸𝑅               //            @heldcn·

❝ You dropped this. ❞

❝ ah --- ❞ a NERVOUS chuckle slips past his lips upon looking at the item in her hands and realizing just what he’s lost. he’s hastily checking pockets just in case, but there’s really no question about it. that was his wallet alright. ❝ thank you, i guess i owe you something for this. not a lot of people around here would’ve done the same. ❞

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Clark being adorable || Pilot Episode: Lois & Clark:The New Adventures of Superman

Kal-El literally runs on sunshine. L I T E R A L L Y . (insp.)

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roleplaying psa

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❧    𝐉𝐎𝐇𝐍 𝐖𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

FEEL FREE TO CHANGE PRONOUNS, WORDING, ETC. TO SUIT YOUR NEEDS

❛ I heard you struck my son. ❜

❛ people keep asking if I’m back and I haven’t really had an answer. ❜

❛ so you can either hand over your son or you can die screaming alongside him! ❜

❛ it’s who you did it to. ❜

❛ who? that fucking nobody? ❜

❛ father, I can make this right. ❜

❛ you’ve lost weight. ❜

❛ are you here on business, sir? ❜

❛ I’ll leave you be then. ❜

❛ do I look civilized to you? ❜

❛ they know you’re coming. ❜

❛ your membership to the continental has been, by thine own hand, revoked. ❜

❛ everything’s got a price. ❜

❛ it’s okay. let’s go home. ❜

❛ now, as I recall, weren’t you the one tasked to dole out the beatings, not to receive them? ❜

❛ I’m retired. ❜

❛ you look terrible. ❜

❛ people don’t change. You know that. ❜

❛ you look good. ❜

❛ beautiful car. ❜

❛ she’s not for sale. ❜

❛ not this bitch. ❜

❛ be seeing you. ❜

❛ how long has it been? ❜

❛ so tell me, how was life on the other side? ❜

❛ I’d like to talk with him. ❜

❛ no, I’ve got that covered. ❜

❛ they sure as fuck broke the mold with you. ❜

❛ I thought I’d let myself in. ❜

❛ that’s unwise, I assure you. ❜

❛ you were always a pussy. ❜

❛ you stole my car, and you killed my dog! ❜

❛ housekeeping will find you. ❜

❛ treat all your ladies like this? ❜

❛ you are no lady. trust me. ❜

❛ I was dealing with an uninvited guest. ❜

❛ are you scared of the fuckin’ boogeyman? I’m not. ❜

❛ fuck management. ❜

❛ fuck you! ❜

❛ I’m not telling you shit! ❜

❛ how may I be of service? ❜

❛ that sounds perfect. ❜

❛ how’re you holding up? ❜

❛ are you sure? ❜

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Dean “Life is Not A Runway��� Winchester