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[heller-castiel]

if i am evil. i create character A, who indulges often. always eating, always fucking. but time and time again reveal that he is not hungry. he is not lustful. he performs hunger and doesnt truly feel it. he performs sexuality and doesnt truly feel it. and for fifteen years he performs indulgence into desire he doesnt feel. i create character B, who does not indulge. never eating, never fucking. but time and time again reveal that he IS hungry. he is lustful. he denies hunger but feels it deeply. he denies sexuality but feels it deeply. and for fifteen years he refuses to indulge in the desire he feels. and then. in the final season. allow character A to finally desire something. allow character B to confess his desire. and then kill them both before either is able to really indulge in something they truly desire. if i am evil. i do this.

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SUPERNATURAL 7.03

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I have been waiting all year to post this.

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I just started watching the BBC Sherlock (I'm so late I know) and I love it. Benadryl Cabagepatch is a great pic for Sherlock, but.. THEY'RE NOT GAY??!!! KBDJSAFCHJKSDFVLBJSDFVBKJL YOU'RE TELLING ME THESE TWO ARE NOT GAY??!! MRS. HUDSON'S LINE IN THE FIRST EPISODE??!! I'm falling into the pit of the Johnlock conspiracy and I don't intend to leave.

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funniest explanation for sam not calling anyone when kevin disappeared is that he simply didn't have any numbers because everyone was dean's friend, not his

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funniest explanation for sam not calling anyone when kevin disappeared is that he simply didn't have any numbers because everyone was dean's friend, not his

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SUPERNATURAL 7.03

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I’ve been feeling quite sick and crappy the last days and obviously that means I have to make self-indulgent whump art :I

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tulips season 🌷💐

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he's disappointed 😔

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taking a lil break from tumblr

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the self, among other made up shit

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"Cas, listen to me. There's some stuff you just gotta let go." ↳ 10.09 - THE THINGS WE LEFT BEHIND

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need more castiel in my life. where is he.

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19 years ago today, Oceanic Flight 815 crashed.

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genuinely evil that we didn’t get to see this play out onscreen