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helpisgotten · 4 years ago
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This is a train wreck-
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helpisgotten · 4 years ago
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Hey, I'm just coming here to dump a cover I made. Here you go.
Take this oof.
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helpisgotten · 4 years ago
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I get that I'm probably not the best on here but here's my longest prologue. I'm just going to share it here because why not? Also I apologize beforehand if my writing sucks.
     The gentle swish of her dresses end; the click of her heeled shoes on the flooring of her castle. Braided hair up into a dazzling bun. Long flowing sleeves, hair done to look amazingly. Oh how the shine bounced from her wavy brown hair, no wonder boys go after her. Rings from the family fitting onto her fingers perfectly, the heirloom pendant necklace she got from her mother. The dress she wore being a pale pink. Sleeves going down to her wrists, kind of puffy from the crook of her elbow down. This beautiful lace starting around her neck, going down her dress some. Shaped like flowers the lace is, pale pink in color the lace is. It went down her front, back, and sides, skirt of the dress being made from tulle, if that is even the right word for it.
     Her brown eyes scanned over other royalty, Queens, Kings, Princes, Princesses, Dukes, Duchesses. Eyes scanned her; her walk, the way she set her hand on the rail. How her curtsey seemed too perfect. Gaxes caught onto her hair, not a single strand being out of place. Her entire appearance made it out for other people to believe the fact, the fact that she does not belong.
     They take into account her wall, her actions, her talk, the way she moves, her hair's "perfectness". Kingdom's and Empires, all gathered under one roof for a night of fun. Drinking, feasting, eating, chatting, sleeping with someone from another Kingdom or Empire. Oh yes, that happens a lot. Some heirs to their parents crowns should inherit two kingdoms or empires, or, a kingdom and empire. No one says a word about it though. It would destroy many treaties and relationships if word got out.
     Grand columns of marble held the roof up. A second story of places to stand and look over the ball room she has entered. Wine flowing freely, slipping in to hands of some; responsible ones knowing their limit. Some... not knowing their own limit. The times of guards escorting royals out the door is astoundingly large. Even they like to let go of all sanity, whatever sanity they have left that is.
     "Princess, may I have this dance?" A male voice called out to the princess already in a bow, his hand extended for her to take.
     Who would be asking her of all people for a dance? Three glasses of wine in, she will surely step on his shoes, scuff them, ruin them someway. There will always be a way for her to embarrass herself infront of this man. Surely, all of what she believes cannot be true about herself, right? Right. She just needs to forget about her usual, clumsiness and tomfoolery for one dance, one dance with a, complete stranger. Yes, a complete stranger will surely make her forget about her usual antics.
     Once she was done contemplating her choices, her brown eyes glanced over, only to meet a well shaped chest. Knowing better to be in someone's chest like that infront of many others, she took her gaze farther up. Meeting a pair of grass green eyes. So light in color, looking to be full of life. Pale brown hair, tanned skin from being in the sun. A jawline that guys envy. This man, whoever he may be, can capture a women's heart this easily, could he capture a man's as well? As to not dwell on his sexuality any longer than she had already, she spoke.
     "Ah, I sincerely apologize for not speaking earlier. I may have been distracted by the chandelier above us." How much of a lie she has used this moment.
     "There is no chandelier above us." He chuckled, catching her in her lie. "You have not answered my question..."
     "Oh, ah, yes." She corrected herself quickly when it came up. "I accept your offer, what is your name?"
     "Bennet, Drew Bennet."
     "Get the archers ready Arthur!" Hogan bellowed to the other men, staring at the large beast infront of them all. "On my words!"
     Men rushed around, getting weapons ready; sharpening swords and arrows. Lighting arrows on fire, shooting them out at the danger. Weapons stuck in the meat and flesh of the enemy. Fire tickling up the sides of the building, they cannot escape this fire. The large brick gate they stood on stood has not a single chance against their enemy.
     Men were doing many things, writing short letters to their loved ones, taking their own life at the gate. Stripping themself of an piece of clothing, leaving it for someone to find with the hope of remembrance for the dead, for the ones who could not make it out alive. Some were eating their last meal before death. Some were saying good bye to their friends before death.
     "The beast is winning! The beast is winning!" One man cried out, shooting another flaming arrow at the beast. "We cannot win! I retreat!"
     "What are you doing! We need all of the men we have to defeat this-" The first man to speak turned his head around wildly, left, right, up, down; all of his soldiers, all of his men are fleeing. No one else is going to try to defend the gate, the town, the people, their families. Some have given their life to protect their kingdom! But no, most end up fleeing the fight. They are right. All of these men are cowards.
     He stared up, into the bright orange eyes of the enemy. His heart pounding against his chest, blood rushing to his ears. Legs beginning to quiver, mouth dropping to the ground. Weapons rendered useless, so he dropped them. The banging of his bow and arrow on the bricks below him did not bring to his ears. His fear took over him, legs quaking as if an earthquake was two bones surrounded in flesh and meat. Trying to stumble back from his fate, he shouted out something random. He was flamed down like the rest of them.
     The flames of the unknown beast took down the man. Killed remaining survivors of the village, painting an orange hue over it all. Hay lit on fire, animals died, babies died, everything and everyone is dying.
     The dragon smiled, huffs of smoke coming from her nose. Wings beating against the air, claws as long as oak trees dragging on the bricks. Tis not a human that broke through their defenses, tis a dragon.
     Running is fairly easy when they have been training for it, years of training. That, or he has been chased by bullies and shop owners too many times to count.
     "Get back here you little ruffian!" He called out, mocking the men behind him. So slow, can't even keep up with a Sixteen year old thief. "Never!"
     "I think never has come young boy." He stumbled backwards, landing on his behind. The bread he stole falling from his pocket. "Young thief."
     "I didn't want the bread for myself, I got it for my brother. And I'm not a thief, I simply borrowed it. Borrowed it forever, maybe." He glanced around for a second, before springing up, running for the opening of the alleyway. He was grabbed on the upper arm.
     "You are so infuriating." One man snapped at the younger guy, stepping closer to his skinnier enemy.
     He was waiting, awaiting for his face to be bashed in by a barrage of fists and feet. By his ribs breaking, his entire body screaming in pain. It's going to happen; bruises, cuts, scrapes, stab wound, slash of a sword or guillotine. His life is over, his entire life is over. He is going to die.
     "What are you doing to him?" A female voice could be heard, her eyebrow perfectly raised at the four of them.
     "Princess!" A gasp came from another man, two of them hoping she would not kill them all. "We were-"
     "About to harm a commoner boy? For stealing a chunk of bread; you are so corny, childish, ugly, rude, prudish, nasty..." She listed off insult after insult mouth quicker than a revolver. "Let him go. Right this instant or my father will have your head on the ground, detached from your body."
     The men took in what she said, and scattered. Rushing past her, leaving him against the wall. He still cannot believe she is infront of him, standing up to the three guys who could have killed him in moments. Glancing to the princess, who changed his fate, can't believe that this is even real. It feels so fake, imaginary.
     "Thank you?" Not knowing what else to say, it just came out, came out like a question.
     "Don't act like a question is your answer." She flicked her hand outwards, signaling for him to follow after her. "Are you ignoring me?"
     "Oh, never!" He got by her side in seconds. No one is going to ignore someone who has this much power is not to be ignored.
     "Now, follow me. We need to have a discussion."
     
     The scent of bread flowing through the bakery, going out the open door to draw in more people. Every person knows of this bakery, they know of the best bread in town coming from here. All of the sweets royalty eat come from this very building, made by her and her fathers hands. Rolled out, put in their containers, carted off to their desired destinations. Hands of the unknown touching the bread, passing it off to the next person. Feeding many, many mouths with their goods. They know of the name that this bakery goes by; no one can pronounce the name though, so complicated to do.
     Having not a single care in the world for her own safety, Annalise slipped her fingers in and out of the rich pockets. Looting, taking, no oone will notice their grandfather's watch be missing. Long nimble fingers moving quickly to get out of the area quicker. Guards are already on her tail for the last stunt she pulled; Annalise does not need to meet the royal guards three times in a week. It won't make her have a good reputation with others.
     She managed to grab three items, going over forty thousand coins easily, more than enough to get her by for some time. She does not need much food to survive on her own. Eating lightly for so long gets Annalise used to not having much food. Her poorer background may have a thing to do with it as well, but she will not share that information with anyone. Her background is for herself to know; for herself only.
     "Annalise!" Sarah skipped over to her best friend, metal jingling about in her satchel. The fruits of her labor can be heard clearly with every step she took. "What did you get? I got a few things over here. I got a necklace, a ring, a fan, a-"
     "Sarah. If you raise your voice anymore than you already have we will surely be caught. Your antics are what got us the surprise visit from the royal guard the day before?" Annalise calmed her friend down, showing her the three items she snagged. "Fourty thousand, in only three items."
     Her doe brown eyes widened at the sight of the three things Annalise held. "You got a ducheses coin purse, two diamond earrings, and a matching necklace? Annalise how did you manage to get the necklace, you would of been so close to a woman to snag this? You could have gotten caught when doing this."
     "We could have been caught easily every single day we went on the town to collect our prizes. Doing this for so long Sarah, you begin to simply not care for your own safety anymore. If we die we die. If we live we live then. No one other than fate himself can decide what happens to us. It's just unpredictable. Come on now, we need to walk otherwise..." Annalise moved closer to whisper, but didn't. Sarah got the hint Annalise gave her instantly. She nodded quickly, linking her arm with Annalise's. They began to walk down the street.
     Looking at them from a different point of view, no one could have guessed they stole from people and businesses to live, to eat, to keep their home afloat. Yes, Annalise and Sarah are poor. Very poor. The clothes they have are from their apprenticeship at the Taylor's shoppe. If they did not have the internships they have now; rags or being naked would be their two options of clothing. And they are not going to be naked.
     They kept the usual chatter and banter up as time passed. Feet moving in the same direction; at the same moments, in perfect sync. It is very questionable for how they can move like this. The two do not question it however.
     "Annalise, can we get a new loaf of bread? I am becoming a tad bit hungry now."
     "Sure, Sarah. We'll go get a loaf of bread."
     Fenway dodged the apple core thrown at his head, the constant laughter of the bullies infront of him loud and annoying. He took a step backwards, then turned tail to escape their wrath. Feet hitting the ground harshly as he ran to his cottage, his home, where father will surely make them leave him alone. Fairy tails are what he dreamed. There is no escaping them. 
     Swiftly navigating through the tall flowers, Fenway could see the top of his home in the distance. His feet were weak, legs shaking a little bit. No, he will not give out, he will not be weak.
     He gave out, he's weak.
     "Can't even run the entire way home Fenway. You are so weak in your bones it makes me laugh." Henry spat down to the side, finally catching up with him. Brown eyes stared down to the green ones filled with tears.
     Fenway kept his mouth shut, knowing better than to anger kids bigger than him; they will kill him if they wish to do so. Ruthless that twelve year olds can be.
     "You're still on the ground, huh? Still on the ground face first in the grass like the coward you are. Do you think you can fight back? Do you think you can? No one can beat me, no one can beat me! I am the greatest, the greatest person alive here. I am the king, the one that rules over everyone here! Everyone will kiss my feet, including you Fenway. You will be, my servant." His choice of words are always going to be demeaning, to have the tone or hint that he's better than everyone. It's his turn to be the bully.
     "You are a bully Henry, I apologize that your Dad left for war and never came back but that has no reason to make you angry with me." Fenway got from the ground, albeit he should not have after he spoke. "You need to talk about this to your Mum. Not take out your frustrations on me."
     Silence wiped their feet off on the welcome mat by the front door. Putting their fedora on the hat hook in the mudroom, Silence then began to take their shoes off. Shoes put in the right place, socks pulled off and chilling in the small hamper in the corner. Large winter coats hanging off wooden hooks built into the wall. Rain boots sitting on a mat under the winter coats. House slippers sat unused in their cube shaped storage units. Lights were off in the home, until now.
     Silence walked out of the mudroom, turning on all of the lights in the house. It began to make itself at home, popping a bag of popcorn in the microwave as they looked in the fridge for a soda. When they found a coke zero, they frowned, but shrugged. Silence can deal with a coke zero as a drink. The sound to get the popcorn out as soon as possible came; Silence put their drink on the counter to pull the bag out. Once the bad sat next to the soda, Silence looked through all of the cupboards, finding a round bowl to pour the popcorn into. One is set on the counter. Ah, the food is amazing.
     Aside from Silence taking it's time to settle in, the argument got worse between the two boys. Henry is getting more aggressive, shoving Fenway while the yelling occured. Fenway kept pushing against Henry's shove, which is why he has not fell to the ground. Fenway hoped that he would not loose the sudden confidence he gained in this moment. His confidence leaves quickly in different situations.
     "That isn't your concern!" Henry snapped. "My parents are none of your concern!"
     "Then why are you defensive?" Fenway raised an eyebrow to Henry. "You are so childish Henry."
     That made the first punch be thrown. Fenway's jaw began to bruise when Henry's fist connected. He used his left leg to kick at Henry's knee. He dodge the pity kick, tackling Fenway to the ground as the wrestling began. Flipping from Henry being on top to Fenway under him, then the other way around; grass being trampled by the constant rolling. Seeing this as a opportunity to run back home, Fenway pushed off of Henry to sprint again. Henry ran after Fenway, slamming him to the ground ten feet from his home.
     He yelled out in pain, a rib or two being bruised in the process. Fenway kicked his legs, frantically reaching backwards to feel for Henry's hair. If he yanked on it hard enough then he will leave him alone? Henry smirked to himself as he grabbed a fistful of Fenway's hair, preparing to hit his face against the ground multiple times. At that exact moment though, he was screwed over. A small blue dragon came shooting from the sky, wailing itss war cry of a thousand kittens in the attempt to scare Henry off. Due to their younger ages, it did not take long for Henry to be scared.
     Fenway took massive breaths of relief at Henry's form getting further and further away from him. The calmness finally came, but he doesn't think it will last for long. His savior came at last, in the form of a baby dragon still growing.
     "Thank you, George. Thank you, thank you, thank you. You just saved my life." George growled out, smiling while his tongue lolled out of his scaly muzzle. He does like compliments, George does indeed.
     The small blue dragon could barely be considered blue. Pale blue scaes that could pass as white if just giving a glance to it. Claws a white color stained with blood from hunting mice and other small animals it could. Teeth small but sharp enough to get close to the bone. Wings that are probably the length of Fenway's arms, flapping up and down to keep him afloat. George's tail swishes back and forth as he's flying to balance himself out. Little patches of ice spotted on his scales, cold air puffing out of his nostrils. Ocean blue eyes being the darkest blue on George. Holding so many mysteries, calming, like the waves before the storm; knowing the calm fury that comes with water.
     "Come on now George, we need to get home." Fenway breathed out at last, signaling for George to follow him with a flick of his wrist. "Mum will have to clean us up."
     George flew a few feet above Fenway as the short journey to his home came to an end. He entered the front door of his home, George walking in after him. Barely being able to fit through the door; George is going to grow so, so much more in the near future.
     "Fenway! Did that Henry boy bother you again?" Ginny, his mother, came from their small kitchen area upon hearing her son enter home again. His roughed up form could only show hoe pained he truly felt. "You have so many bruises!"
     "Mum, George saved me though! Henry would have done much worse if he wasn't there to stop him. Aren't you glad I have someone like George Mum? Aren't you?"
     Ginny smiled, shaking her head at her young son and his odd friend. It's still unknown whether George will have fire or ice, possibly a completely different power or element. Maybe, perhaps, George would have both. Perchance it would be blue fire that George has. Who cares? They will all know eventually what his little power is.
     "George can't stay in home forever Fenway. He'll have to start sleeping outside your window now if he grows too big." Ginny ruffed his hair, then gently rubbing George as she grabbed a wicker basket. "Sorry to leave all of a sudden Fen, out to gather more corn and berries."
     Fenway nodded as his mother left out the door for that corn and berries. Now being home alone, he could finally go to his room and pull out his sketchbook to finish a previous sketch of George. He found his room rather quickly, rummaging about in his chest to find the sketchbook he worked so hard to get from the city. His hands grasped his leather cover; at last, his therapy. How he escapes the world without going to the forest with George. Fenway just, loves, this sketchbook of his. He really loves it with his entire life. If he had to be honest, Fenway loves this sketchbook as much as he loves George. Which already means, he loves this sketchbook and George beyond everything.
     His left hand held the pen he used to draw and shade with. Most people guessed he was right handed because, well, most people are right handed. Fenway has never met another left handed person in his life- besides his father. Father is left handed, but Fenway has no idea who his father is. It seems that Mum knows who Dad is, but she won't tell a single soul who he is. Fenway will find that out eventually, he will know who his Dad is before he dies, passes away, ceases to live, any alternative to saying before he croaks and just falls over, unable to wake up from it.
     "George, can you move right there so I can see your claws better? And can you put your foot on my leg? Thank you George." The small dragon moved over, setting a foot on his leg. The claws are super close up now, amazing.
     Dipping the pen in and out of ink as the page became filled with the shape, shades, and scales of his small friend. His round eyes, blue, his favorite color. Another reason why he loves George. Just so amazing in his eyes. Also, one handsome dragon to draw.
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     Fenway rolled to his left in his sleep, nearly falling off his bed. George picked his head up, seeing this, and going to push him back onto his bed. The dragon baby stood on his legs, nudging Fenway onto the bed. He huffed in a satisfied way when Fenway stayed still, sleeping leacefully once again. His best friend at last is comfortable, asleep. Safe from Henry, safe from the world. If only he could hope that to be a reality.
     Someone heard of Fenway's little dragon buddy George. Having a dragon familiar is unheard of, and leads to death for the person and their dragon familiar; because of a dragon's typical murderous tendencies. George is one of the most energetic and childish dragons Fenway has ever met. George is the only dragon familiar he has ever met, the only dragon he has ever met in his entire life. He's pretty sure that dragons are mainly extinct because of the mass killing of dragons decades ago. Because one tree catches on fire from an abused dragon all dragons deserve to die.
     With the location of Fenway and George being confirmed by Henry himself, they are no longer safe. People are on their way to kill George and Fenway. Holding massive pitchforks, fire arrows, swords, knives; what is coming for them is not the Royal Guard, tis an angry mob of people wishing death upon the two. No one wishes to see a dragon. Never again; they want dragons to die.
     Years ago, the first dragon familiar came to be. Breaking out from an egg and growing into a large black death bringer, it came out to be the most dangerous familiar ever known. Once that familiar hatched, more dragon familiars popped up everywhere. Elderly were getting dragon familiars, babies were getting dragon familiars, teenagers, people of all ages got these dragon familiars. Some dragon familiars grew to be the size of parrots, some growing to be the size of a small kingdom. Some being the size of a horse, some fitting in the palm of their hands. All sizes, all colors, all shapes of dragons came out, were documented, were seen, amazing. A rainbow of dragons. Lovely.
     His calm did not last forever. It is never going to be calm in his life, never going to be calm when there is a dragon in the house however.
     "Fenway!" Ginny threw his door open, charging towards his bed as the blanket was yanked off of her son. "Fenway get up this instant! Fenway!"
     Fenway did not listen to his mother, rolling onto his other side now to hopefully, "get rid of the dreadful noise" that wishes to disrupt his amazing slumber. She began to frantically shake them as the surrounding area lit up with yells. That finally seemed to wake him up; the yelling.
     "Mum what's going on, why is everyone yelling?" Fenway sat up, stretching and groaning as be blinked to get eyesight back. "Mum, what is happening?"
     "You need to get up. They're coming for you. You need to run and take George with you." Ginny threw some of his clothes into a sack that held food rations, tying the sack together as she opened the window in his room. "Fenway you need to leave and never turn back."
     "Mum why do I need to leave?" Fenway's worrying only grew as the sack hit him square on the chest. "Mum why do I need to leave? Please answer me!"
     "They figured out you have a dragon familiar. Dragon familiars are prohibited from living here Fenway. Having a dragon familiar will lead to your death if you do not do as I say and leave with George out your window this instant!" Ginny turned her glare to fix upon her son. "Leave Fenway. Whatever you do, do not come back here. Ever."
     "Mum I don't want to-"
     "Leave, now Fenway!"
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helpisgotten · 4 years ago
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My thumbs are going to hate me by next Wednesday.
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helpisgotten · 4 years ago
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Hey, I'm going to add some more covers to here cause I haven't for a while.
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And an aesthetic I made!
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Note that these images are not mine, I don't own any of these. ♡
And a purple (?) aesthetic as well! I'm going to start offering them to be done here. I can do wallpapers, aesthetics, online book covers, and other things as well. Note that I'm just 14 and I'm not the best at this so sorry if it sucks.
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And there you go!
Idk what payment should be since I'm 14 and I don't have a bank account, so I guess just a shout out until I get one!
My name is Fern, I go by he/they pronouns and I make aesthetics + online book covers + more! Payment is shoutout if you want a thing from me!
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helpisgotten · 5 years ago
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Time to add the quote I say all of the time;
" Fuck society Imma get crunk! "
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helpisgotten · 5 years ago
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I made another thing -
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It's a chapter header for a different site but I think it's okay?
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helpisgotten · 5 years ago
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What the fuck is my life-
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helpisgotten · 5 years ago
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I think I should sleep.
Hello. I shall sleep. I will share some other things in the morning.
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helpisgotten · 5 years ago
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I make book covers and aesthetics, and other things, for people on a different site than here. None of the images are mine unless I say so. Here's a few of the covers that I have made.
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It's only two, but I think they're good? Also, the ©HelpIsGotten, is the username I go by on that site.
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helpisgotten · 5 years ago
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Should I even go as a banana for Halloween next year?
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helpisgotten · 5 years ago
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Bakugo; Fight me
Midoriya; *exists*
Midoriya; I HAVE LEGS!
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helpisgotten · 5 years ago
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So I'm just gonna hide over here, I am just going to hide on my Tumblr that I barely come on because my mental stability is probably shit. So I care about my weird as hell rant? No. I'm just gonna come over here to rant.
Basically like, a week or two ago, I sent a fucking email to my high school's principal about me when I tried to ☠ myself when I was nine. And about the time I tried to @@@@ my wrists at ages eleven and thirteen. Told her some other shit. Now, I think I have a therapist.
Now I am trying to keep it from my dad, well I don't have to keep it from my dad because I haven't seen him in over a year. We don't even talk to eachother so it works out that way. So I don't even know what is going to happen in my life at the moment and it's a mess and I just don't know what is going to happen in the future and 7ffzfauissiiarrarsitsarra84w74w95eots.
Button mashing at it's finest up there. Ah. Idk what else to put here.
I need more friends.
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helpisgotten · 5 years ago
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Well I have exposed my boyfriend-
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helpisgotten · 5 years ago
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     Daddy was always home early. Where was he now? Mommy told me to go get him, but he isn't here. Where's daddy? He isn't in his shed. So maybe he's in my room to surprise me for my birthday! That's it! I'm gonna go find daddy hiding in my closet and he'll yell " Happy birthday! ".
Why was mommy in my room?
" Mommy, I can't find daddy. " I want my daddy.
" Well DADDY ISN'T HERE! DO YOU WANNA KNOW WHY?! BECAUSE YOU MADE HIM LEAVE! "
" I d-did? " Why was mommy so mean? 
" HE SAID HE DIDN'T LIKE YOU. I KNEW IT! I SHOULD OF JUST LEFT YOU IN THAT DAMN HOME! " Mommy was really mad. She threw my teddy that daddy gave me out the window.
" Vinnie! " Mommy is so mean!
Vinnie got hurt. He was really dirty from when mommy hurt him. 
" DON'T YOU DARE THINK TO COME BACK. I DON'T NEED YOU, YOU DAMN BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! " Mommy closed the window.
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     It was 16 years ago. That woman never loved me. I was thrown out to grow up in a world I wasn't ready for just yet. I've been put in, what, 5 foster homes so far. And returned all times because I was  quote on quote " too depressing ", or " not girly enough " or my favorite, " not happy enough ". How can you be happy if you were thrown out onto the street when you were four. Barely past the age of a toddler and your mother throws you out onto the street. Expects you to be able to survive. Hah, what are you kidding. A four year old can't be on their own. They can barely do shit. 
     I'm 21 now. Do you think I'll find my dad? Probably not. She just said he left because of me. I was only four, only four years old. I grew up without a dad, 6 different schools, and no one who truely loved me. I thought that I was alone. Turns out, my dad divorced my mom because she cheated on him with another man and got pregnant. She thought he would pay for child support for the other man's baby. He was only supposed to pay child support for me. She got mad at him and tried to leave him. He already left her so she couldn't leave him.
The reason why she left me to die? 
The divorce papers were finalized.
Why didn't she keep me?
She had no use for me anymore.
     Fast forward in the past a little to when I turned 19. She showed up to my college begging for me to come home and help her. I forgot who she was. Because a mother doesn't treat her daughter like that.
     Her druggie boyfriend died in a shooting. The child they had together was taken by CPS and she was homeless, in debt and the IRS was looking for her. She got what she deserved and I don't regret helping her at ALL. 
     You know now that I think about it, I don't think my mom ever truely loved me ya know. But yeah. I'm Sarah Faulks, and that is my sad life that happens to so many children and people way too often. 
So What's Your Tale?
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helpisgotten · 5 years ago
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" Jake, Jake get back here! " Claire grabbed his arm, making the brunette turn to face her.
" You didn't tell me you were pregnant! I don't want a baby! " Tugging his arm free of her grasp he walked of. These were her last words to him.
" I still love you. " 
CRASH. She thumped to the ground as the car skidded to a stop, blood pooling everywhere. He ran back to her, falling on his knees. Checking for a pulse that wasn't there, he broke. If he took her back she wouldn't of got hit. He just thought she was getting fat. He didn't even think she was pregnant. For all he could remember he used protection. 
" Oh nonono the baby. YOU KILLED HER BABY!! YOU KILLED MY BABY!!!!!!! "
Police and medics were on the scenes, with peoe starting to crowd. Wanting to get good views the media soon tried to speak to Jake.
" I don't wish to answer any of your questions right now. Please leave me alone. "
20 years later Cynthia went to her mothers grave. She died to save her life. For a child she would never grow up to know. When they made mothers day presents in school she always had to explain since they never understood what she told them. She had no mother or stepmother, so who was she supposed to to make a mothers day gift for. Her cat? Yeah her cat gave birth so technically she could work, but then she would be teased because she's giving a stupid animal a card and it can't even read.
So she was just stuck getting bullied in college because she doesn't have a mom. She never knew why people resorted to this type of thing to get at people. Cynthia could never understand it. Why be mean to someone you barely know? Because if you don't know them then that means you don't have anything to say about them. You could talk about appearances and that is basically it. You can't really judge someone without knowing them.
I wish I had a mother is her constant thought in her mind. She wants something so badly she was willing to go to great lengths to make sure she got it. But just how far would she go for her dream to come true? She would eventually figure it out. In due time...
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