helplessl0v3r

[helplessl0v3r]

❝I couldn't help it. My heart beat learned to follow the sound of your name. My body grew tender to the feeling of your touch. My mind found shelter with the sound of your voice. My nerves found comfort in the familiar scent that was you. I found myself in the rawest way possible whenever I was around you, even from a distance.❞

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❝I was never gentle when it came to love, and I guess some people thought my way of love was wrong. It's okay though, maybe the reason for all these intense feelings where to keep you here with me forever.❞

[helplessl0v3r]

❝Can't even go 1 minute without missing you. That's totally pathetic.❞

[helplessl0v3r]

❝You need space? I'm sorry baby, the best I can do is give you a few inches because I'm not cutting that rope tied to our ankles keeping us together. Sorry.♡❞

[helplessl0v3r]

❝If your attention is not for me? Then who is it meant for? Who has you busy? Who are you talking with? Are they making you laugh? Smile? Stop wasting your time with these useless moments.❞

[helplessl0v3r]

I agree!! Then you're just worried trying to debate whether they're not online or if they are.

❝Who is it? Don't you lie to me. I see you, you come on at different times yet you aren't responding. Are you talking to someone else? Is that it?❞

[helplessl0v3r]

❝What do you mean you're lacking contacts on your phone? ... Why did you notice that? You shouldn't be focusing on something like that!❞

[helplessl0v3r]

❝Your love takes me high into the sky, and I know I'll fly too close to the sun it'll burn my wings and make me fall back down to earth with no safety net. And I'm okay with that, because I never liked the idea of being so far away from you anyways.❞

[helplessl0v3r]

❝And my body folds in on itself. It caves as my ribcage twists and hardens over my heart like a customized armor begging me not to fall in love with you. But we both know it's too late, because it's already dripping on my hands as I wear a weakened smile.❞

[helplessl0v3r]

❝What do you mean you need to go outside?? Was letting you glance out the window for a few minutes not good enough for you? Am I not good enough for you?? Do I need to lock you up again???❞

[helplessl0v3r]

❝Who is it? Don't you lie to me. I see you, you come on at different times yet you aren't responding. Are you talking to someone else? Is that it?❞

[helplessl0v3r]

❝I wish for many things, it is only one lifetime we have afterall. I wish I meant something special to you, like how you mean the world to me. I wish you felt that tenderness in your gut wanting to yearn so badly. I wish you felt that rage in your blood wanting to claim it all as yours.❞

[helplessl0v3r]

❝This isn't something that can be easily forgotten. This isn't like those stories where people say you'll close this chapter of your life and move on. You're not allowed to, you can't. I'll always be there watching. And that emptiness will sink into you, that cold breeze of air that flows into your side when you remember I'm not sitting by your side. The lack of touch, because I'm not running my hand through your air. The lack of affection, because I'm not there to smile and praise you with kisses. The silence because there's no laughter exchanged at the end of your jokes and words.❞

[helplessl0v3r]

❝You're my lucky star.❞

[helplessl0v3r]

❝I was meant to yours<3 We were meant to be one! Don't give up on me now, finish what we've begun❞

Meant to be Yours- Heathers

[helplessl0v3r]

❝I'll keep all the things I've said to you. Maybe one day you'll come back and remember all the things we did. Like finding your favorite hoodie you had misplaced, just to drown in the familiar comfort it gave to you.❞

[helplessl0v3r]

❝People will hurt you, they'll use then throw you out when you're no longer of use. It's a eat, or be eaten kind of world. Even so, I offer myself willingly to you. Use me however you'd like, I'd do anything just to hear you say you love me.❞