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Moving!

Hello to anyone who stills lurks on this blog <3

I’m moving to a vent/general tumblr now!! If you want to keep up with me, follow me @celestialborderline

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hi i’m probably going to write some more original fiction that’s not fanfic and post it on this blog in order to work through something that’s happened in my personal life (nothing serious dw). i would just leave it sitting and rotting in my google docs but honestly i think writing this and letting the public see may help me release the pain from this situation

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desperately need to stop learning about other people’s interests when they don’t even care to learn about mine

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i wish i didn’t know you existed

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damn guess who’s about to start figuring things out in her head through the use of fanfic

damn kinda in the mood to write fanfic and project onto the people my own problems and emotions

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damn kinda in the mood to write fanfic and project onto the people my own problems and emotions

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not to be concerning or anything but i desperately want a specific man to look me in the eyes while holding me by the chin, spit in my face and call me pathetic

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if i get one more card denoting love in my next tarot reading i will actually flip my shit i’m not even kidding anymore

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Candle Light - NCT Haechan Drabble

genre: fluff

around 500 words

prompt from prompt generator: y/n reminiscing about the time they first met haechan. They're still in awe of how far they've come.

A/N: here’s a quick drabble for haechan since i’m working on my hendery streamer au rn!

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“hey remember the first time we met?” you giggled. the dinner had been entirely silent until you spoke up. it’s not that you were complaining, the fact your fiancé even agreed to have a meal at home instead of going out to some new expensive restaurant was a feat in itself. in fact, you’re pretty sure the only reason he agreed was because you said that you could order something and light up some candles to set a romantic mood.

“y/n~,” haechan dragged out your name, “you know i don’t like that story,” he pouted. it’s not that he didn’t actually like the story, he was just embarrassed and slightly ashamed of the circumstances of how you two met.

“but it’s funny,” you chortled, “you practically bought me a three course meal just so i would move.”

“you know i was really annoyed that day right?” donghyuck mused, “i had just gotten back from practice where the teacher would not stop telling me i was doing everything wrong.”

“i know, i know,” you sighed, “but i can’t believe you came up to me just to say ‘excuse me, you’re in my spot.”

“i did not say it like that,” he interrupted.

“okay, but that was the vibe i got,” you smirked.

meeting haechan was quite the experience. it was a day in late november when the temperature went below freezing. you expected much warmer weather considering how colourful it was still outside and ended up dressing in only a sweater with a light jacket over it. the cold quickly became unbearable when the sun dipped below horizon so you shuffled to the nearest cafe, ordered a hot drink and sat down. you must’ve sat down for five minutes at the most, scrolling through social media before an exasperated man tapped your shoulder. immediately sensing your distress his look softened and he lowered his mask to let you see his full face.

“i’m sorry for disturbing you but normally i sit here. would you mind moving? i’m apart of a kpop group and tend to get people swarming around me if i’m facing them,” he looked away, embarrassed he even had to ask for something as stupid as this.

deciding that just because he was a celebrity, your celebrity crush no less, you would not be moving for him. “i know who you are, and i’m sorry i won’t be moving.”

donghyuck was never one to back down so he decided he would compromise. he pulled up a chair on the side of the table and put down his stuff, “seems we’ll be having dinner together,” he mumbled.

“ah, i can’t believe you were silent for ten minutes. i didn’t even find out you had a crush on me until we had been dating for one month!” he said, slightly aggravated.

“well i didn’t want you to think i was only dating you because you were a celebrity!” you retorted.

that was just how your relationship was, always filled with joke arguments that brought you closer in the end.

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i’ve risen from the ashes

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Angel! You're back!!🥺❤️ how are you? Are you doing well? I read your update a while ago, is everything going good so far?-🍒

hello! everything is going great! how are you on this fine day?

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pog everything but the masterlists have been archived

i’ll have to change their links before i reblog them since they’ll just go to a dead url if i don’t

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thinking about changing my name and making my blog all encompassing because that honestly might be what’s keeping me off tumblr

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me???? back on tumblr for a week before disappearing for another month??? it’s more likely than you think

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It can’t be September, just yesterday it was Marchgustuary

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turns out comtech class is useful for something after all

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