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Destiel is like a medium to me there’s drawing, poetry, film making, there’s felted quilts, woodworking, collage, there’s destiel

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dean study woo yeah

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when it’s No Kids November but your sons keep trying to track you down

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the double meaning of "watch out for sammy"

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he’s grooming us

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it’s so hard to be one of two people who headcanon a character as trans but in the opposite way as a popular trans headcanon. and i’ll never stop

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but fandom in general has this boner for the crux of all characters being highly imperfect self-knowledge - your repressors, your delusionists - but those types are not necessarily the most interesting to me. i think a lot of people have self-awareness but whether this changes things is the operative question. i think this reversion to this as ultimate character type - that there is some BREAKTHROUGH that must come for one not to be miserable, and it is the challenges to that breakthrough, whether it will happen or not, that drives narrative tension - is very sort of historically specific, structured by kind of a psychoanalytic gaze. it’s an framework where what is in the MIND is the most vital part of a life, always, more than material conditions or structures, and the character arc is about battle between individual and mind with other characters as additional opponents providing obstacles or getting in the way. but straight up a lot of people especially in the epic span of human history have not conceived of life this way, you know? and so like what if you took what they say they want seriously. they probably actually do want it. people want things that are either not to their benefit or not actualizable all the time.

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i really am obsessed with supernatural as a concept. it’s one of the worst pieces of media i’ve ever willingly consumed in my life and yet i think castiel is the greatest character ever written

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if dean had been a non problematic child

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how its been

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me watching the show the american military was obsessed with and was sent dvds to stationed in afghanistan : idk why this show doesn’t acknowledge the

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sam sees dean as his brother and dean sees sam as his child but if sam saw dean as his father and dean saw sam as his brother then sam would be evil. this is what happened to anakin

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Well, thanks for stopping by, Charlie.

SUPERNATURAL 8.20

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also i think people are weird and classist about dean and sam in a crazy way. yes poor people do read. why are we treating that as if it’s a miracle

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i’m not even #deancritical like i’m obsessed with him forever permanently. it’s just that everyone writes about him like he’s a stupid baby and/or from heartstopper. first of all that’s jacks abusive stepdad second of all that’s a serial killer. so what are we gonna do now

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i’m gonna be real with u all. i think he just stole things