heroceanandsea

[heroceanandsea]

just how does someone feel productive after a day like this 😮‍💨

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Jesus! I was about to sleep without reading my Bible 😭😭.

Omo that's how my phone fell on my face, and I heard this strong voice in my head " common wake up " .....sleep has goneee 😭😭

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Exam kan ola....Novels are dropping....YouTube content creators are dropping banging contents, Netflix is Poppin, IG feed is giving, Spotify's shuffle play list is bussing, writers are giving me the time of my life mtcheww!Let the exam finish!

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In honour of Benny Blanco and Selena....

What I like about Benny Blanco

1. He chose to be happy

2. He controls himself

3. He knows what he wants from each thing before it starts.

4. He loves hard and well.

5. He understands himself and his partner

6. He's very understanding

7. He did all that he did all that good and deepness.... Behind the scenes away from the publics eye and it's just 🎉

8. Benny is calm and patient

9. "Maturity over self respect " -Benny Blanco

10. Benny is chill and in his own world

11. Benny loves his own world

12. His energy just emits peace

13. He is at peace with himself

14. He is ambitious and driven and good at what he does

15. Literally everything he touches turns to gold.

16. Benny is soulful (he's in tuned with his soul)

[heroceanandsea]

It's how that episode just didn't focus on "watch your tongue" but she dropped some points on how ....our mouths and minds (literally what you say in your head) kind of controls how we see and feel things and I was like damnnnn! That's so true. I mean if the devil sends this situation my way ..how am I looking at it? "Am I like omg lord help!😱🙀" Or "am I like lord what ?😒".

You should reallllyyy check it out.

https://youtu.be/g8JlehmO3Mc?si=R3FlYLQE6trXxLJS

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Story time! 🥳🧚🏽‍♀️ This is hella longgg!

Timi you're wearing all pink?

Me: Yes.

💕I have a story to tell. 😏I was trying to choose an outfit for today yesterday night and asked the holy spirit to choose an outfit for me. "take the Aso-Oke skirt" he said 🤷🏽‍♀️okay I replied,I'd always had a blouse for each of my outfits like a uniform. I was about to take the blouse when he said "No" 🫤I was confused and asked "okay what then? " He then asked me to look up and take this pink shirt 🫤in my head I was like "yeah that's too much attention mmm no! " Omo I kept trying to dribble him by saying different things ! I even said if there's a stain on the blouse I wouldn't wear it. 🥲 Immediately I carried the shirt I saw a stain 😏😏hehhehe "Timi 1 Holy Spirit 0" I thought.

Immediatelyyyy!!! he said take it to the bathroom use the sponge to get rid of the stain 🫤🥲 unconsciously yet conscious I got rid of the stain, sprayed the shirt and ironed it I was confused 🥲 different thoughts through my head "should I be doing this ? " "This is ridiculous".

Sunday Morning came 😊😏😏and boyyyy did thisss confidence just rise with meeee💃🏾. I got ready to leave, on my way to church I saw my church member running , me catwalking I just asked her "are we late?" She replied "yes oh less than 3 mins" 🥲😭😭see me running with a TM shirt (ifykyk don't do sweat related activities with that brand, you'll look crazyyyy after like black girls hair that had a silk press in the pool crazy).

When I got to church everyone kept asking me "ooo I love your pink outfit what got you to go with it ? "

Every outfit has a story has a story with me....so Mr 🥲holy spirit what's this story ?

Thennnn he reminded me of when I hated the color pink lorrrrddddddd🥲 if my mommy got me anything I'd never use it and I had girl mom 😭😭. I didn't like the girl life the pink and the bows and the fancy dresses and the slow life and gentle energy 🫤😒I hated ittt?!!!!

Fast-forward to now I'm going all around town with my catch phrase "I'm just a girl" infact if you've talked to me recently and not never heard me say it 🤣🤣 it's just not possible!

I'm currently at a stage in life where I'm all about embracing my feminity, where I'm loving this girl world. If I had to be reborn I'd be a girl over over and over again 😒boys? yuck! 👎🏾👎🏾

With all that being said I just want to say " to the younger me that hated pink,girls and the girl life, this is what you should have always had. This is what you should embrace and love. Cause this is who you are. 🧚🏽‍♀️💕.

FYI I love you more than anything! ✨

[heroceanandsea]

Story time! 🥳🧚🏽‍♀️ This is hella longgg!

Someone: you're wearing all pink?

Me: Yes.

💕I have a story to tell. 😏I was trying to choose an outfit for today last night and asked the holy spirit to choose an outfit for me. "take the Aso-Oke skirt" he said 🤷🏽‍♀️"okay" I replied,I'd always had a blouse for each of my outfits like a uniform. I was about to take the blouse when he said "No" 🫤I was confused and asked "okay what then? " He then asked me to look up and take this pink shirt 🫤in my head I was like "yeah that's too much attention mmm no! " Omo I kept trying to dribble him by saying different things ! I even said if there's a stain on the blouse I wouldn't wear it. 🥲 Immediately I carried the shirt I saw a stain 😏😏hehhehe "Timi 1 Holy Spirit 0" I thought.

Immediatelyyyy!!! he said take it to the bathroom use the sponge to get rid of the stain 🫤🥲 unconsciously yet conscious I got rid of the stain, sprayed the shirt and ironed it I was confused 🥲 different thoughts through my head "should I be doing this ? " "This is ridiculous".

Sunday Morning came 😊😏😏and boyyyy did thisss confidence just rise with meeee💃🏾. I got ready to leave, on my way to church I saw my church member running , me catwalking I just asked her "are we late?" She replied "yes oh less than 3 mins" 🥲😭😭see me running with a TM shirt (ifykyk don't do sweat related activities with that brand, you'll look crazyyyy after like black girls hair that had a silk press in the pool crazy).

When I got to church everyone kept asking me "ooo I love your pink outfit what got you to go with it ? "

Every outfit has a story has a story with me....so Mr 🥲holy spirit what's this story ?

Thennnn he reminded me of when I hated the color pink lorrrrddddddd🥲 if my mommy got me anything I'd never use it and I had girl mom 😭😭. I didn't like the girl life the pink and the bows and the fancy dresses and the slow life and gentle energy 🫤😒I hated ittt?!!!!

I attended an all girls secondary and boyyy did I hate every minute of that life. 😒I couldn't stand the idea of them 🥲hell I wasn't in the schools group chat because I didn't want to have face those girls .... buttt errrm 😏😏nowww hehehhe nobodyyy! Can whine me. 🤣🤣 (Now.. I'm on the group chat I joined today and this marks another chapter of my little girl world.)

Fast-forward to now I'm going all around town with my catch phrase "I'm just a girl" infact if you've talked to me recently and never heard me say it 🤣🤣 it's just not possible!

I'm currently at a stage in life where I'm all about embracing my feminity, where I'm loving this girl world. Choosing my girlfriends with love and precision . If I had to be reborn I'd be a girl over over and over again 😒boys? yuck! 👎🏾👎🏾 I'm a girls girl😏💅🏾 we're allll about that.

With all that being said I just want to say " to the younger me that hated pink,girls and the girl life and girls..🫤, this is what you should have always had. This is what you should embrace and love. Cause this is who you are. 🧚🏽‍♀️💕.

FYI I love you more than anything! ✨

[heroceanandsea]

There's nothing better than (embracing ) discovering then acknowledging and then embracing your imperfections.

Life will feel different afterwards. 🧚🏽‍♀️

[heroceanandsea]

One of the things that I hate happening to me.

People refusing or complaining to explain when I say I don't understand what they said.

Like whyyy . Do you think I want to be like this ??? Be forgetful??? Do you have any idea how many things I've missed out on , how hard it is to not have the memory of my peers ?? My fears of what it'll be like when I'm much older 😭😭😭 how much work I have to put into studying to get good grades ?? do you think I find this in anyway funny or what I want ???

Crazy thing is if I ask you ...I'm asking because I thought you'd be kind enough to do so but you're not. You really aren't. "Never project expectations onto people" I guess I never really understood it. Now ...I'm learning it.

I'm not asking you to explain for fun urghhh!! It's so frustrating I'd want to cry. I'm really sad about this part of me ....but it's part of me ...and I've learnt to accept it now if it's too much for you or you think it's funny please get out !!! I can't do this !

Making me feel less of myself? There's no way I'm going back to be that person you be the "bigger person" and leave me the hell alone.

Thank you.

#theforgetfulfunnygirl #forget #

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You know I've been thinking about something....

You know the way when things happen to people ....how someone kind of advises them ... "it's not that bad" ...or" it's soooo good " "you shouldn't overthink this".

I've realized that I don't need that extra person. I'm that person for myself. If I lost something I don't need to sulk on it ...for too long ..hell if I sulk at all. I'm always able to evaluate the situation and then move on .you know ...i feel like this is hard to explain. I just hope you get it.

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Lol ...I just come on here post consistently for about a week or 2 and thennn disappear for 2 weeks and thennnn return and keep the cycle going. 😂😂

I'm sorry. 😂😂

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FYI just a follow up I've got 60+ and I cleared some about 4 days ago

I said I was going to reply messages on time, I'll not have a pile of unread messages.

Justtt Day 4 of the new year I already had 42 unread messages.

😒It's harddddd!!

I just cleared my unread messages. Let's see how it goes 😔

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It's March, pens in my hand I'm undefined.

It's March...oof damn it's another month 03/12.

What have I done so far. What am I doing right now helll?? What will do from now ?

It's been so long.

We're focusing on the good things baby ....not what we've not achieved or the lost opportunities or whatever!

We're who we say we are.

We've been conditioned to make mistakes but we can't live that way.

So from now on we're taking life by the marker and taking control of each page, drawing and writing out our story on our terms with no external influences.

Hey You,

Love the journey and experience the journey.

Pens down.

Inspired by Natasha Bedingfield's Unwritten.

[heroceanandsea]

There's nothing NOTHING ! *NOTHING* crazier than reading your old write ups.

When you just write it you're like 🫤😐this isn't good ..I need to step up ..

and theeeennnn you read about a month after 😲😮😧🥺🤯and you're like damnnnnnnn😂😂 Chimamanda infact ! O'Leary nobody has a thing on me !

[heroceanandsea]

Having a face with features from both parents ...is such a 💕... What's the word 🤔😏..

Me : oh Good afternoon ma,my mom or dad said to give this to you. .

Them : Who ? 🤔

Me : stares at them for a while. 👀

Them : oh oh oh yes yes ...I remember...moti ri oju won loju e.

Right the word is ..."face card that never declines " 😏hheheh

🫠If you don't understand Yoruba sorry. 🥲

[heroceanandsea]

How do I navigate through love?

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February?

How do I do this month?, What's it going to be like? Where and what?

It's February no 2 of the 12 month goal.

I'm so scared I don't know why?

Like serious scared....and calm?