#poor memory

[angelartemojis]

I'm not great with formating like the others are, but uh, have some "blurred/ fuzzy memories" emojis.

Anyone can use it as long as you dont use it with malicious intentions.

Which means endos are FULLY WELCOME to use any emoji we make. And any Anti's who try to bully them about it will lose their privileges to use any of our art 😋

Rori (Ze/they/he) & Bill (He/him)

[eggdropcat]

New vinyl stickers are available on my etsy!

[themanirealityshifter]

me scared to send an ask to one of my mutuals/post something, cuz i can’t remember if i asked it already or said it already (bad memory go brrrr):

[yvernal]

I Am But An Echo Of Myself

I more than probably already said it but I tend to forget things easily. Most of the time, I only remember things that happened to me by accident, or because a situation I'm currently in the middle of echoes with one I was in before.

Sometimes I recall an anecdote because of something another person said. It's always a bit strange when it happens, because I have the sudden urge to share it, put it into words and air it out like some sort of washed laundry long forgotten in the washing machine's drum. It's wrinkled, humid and in a less than pristine condition. But it's mine nonetheless.

I feel quite shameful everytime I recall one. I feel even more so when I actually share it, find the courage and shamelessness to interject something along the lines of "it reminds me something that happened to me when-".

I feel like I monopolize the conversation when I do, despite being hardly the most talkative person out there. I'm always anxious of being the subject of back talk about how I keep bringing back everything to myself.

In a sense, I do bring it to myself.

But I need you to understand, I'm not doing that to overshadow you and your experience. I'm not doing that to be the center of attention or the most interesting people in our fleeting conversation group. If anything, I'm thankful that you were the first to talk, the first one to bring that subject on the table.

I have a terrible memory.

There's so little of me that I am merely an echo of myself, something solely able to exist by linking my existence to your own. There's nothing to envy or be jealous of, truly. All I do is gravedigging my own past like it's some forgotten treasure long buried to which you just gave me back the map leading towards it.

This blog is my hoard, in a sense. An empty jar that I'll slowly fill up with bits of nothings and slivers of my very benign existence, little trinkets and small treasures haphazardly recalled, stumbled upon, asked for.

I want to put my everything here, to remind myself just as to remind others that I once existed.

I exist. I exist. I exist.

Maybe if I write it enough, it'll start feeling true.

[mayaswiterblog]

Memory

This poem was originally posted on Wattpad on 11 July 2015.

I never remembered texts Nor I do nowadays and now The pictures, moves, Colours and rooms All of them I remember clear The posters, the films The appearance of my friends But words and songs I cannot recall without fail I may remember the way How the song goes But how the sentence forms I have no clue, And I muss up the words No speech, no talk Only pictures and eyes

[cosmicredcadet]

I wish ppl didn't take it as a personal attack if I can't remember things about them. I promise I care about you my memory is just shit.

[vampirepuppyboyfag]

i hate having poor memory

i take so many photos so i have proof my experiences, i forget important conversations and inside jokes and even just

what has been said before that day

i am obsessed with documenting my life so i don't lose it all

[therealmofamorus]

Hello. Have you received my "normal date vs horny date" prompt about Ishtar and Male!Snow White?

I don’t remember if I did receive. I might have accidentally deleted it through?

[trash-panda-paws]

Having a poor memory is so FRUSTRATING. Aside from the obvious reasons, if you remember something clearly that your friends don't remember at all, they'll just accuse you of lying.

Like, I have a poor memory, I'm not fucking delusional. I'm not making shit up just because. I'm sorry Mr Oh So Perfect Memory knows for sure that he has "definitely never heard this song before" but I distinctly remember showing it to you as we were driving somewhere because you asked me when the musical was coming to theaters. I told you it probably wasn't because it was an online musical only right now, but a lot of the songs were already out, and that's how we ended up listening to the entirety of Epic The Musical.

The worst part is, he's saying I've gaslit him several different times (I will admit I did one singular time because I was embarrassed that I didn't remember something so I stuck with what I thought I remembered happening, which is honestly probably just lying??) And I think he believes that song incident (as well as one other song incident with similar vibes) was one of them.

Like, idk the exact definition of gaslighting, but doesn't it have to be for manipulative purposes and also if you GENUINELY believe something you're telling someone, that's like...not gaslighting, right??

TLDR; I have a poor memory and when I remember something my friend doesn't remember, he accuses me of gaslighting him, or goes "well I guess I'm just fucking stupid then" or "well I guess I'm just fucking blind".

[heroceanandsea]

One of the things that I hate happening to me.

People refusing or complaining to explain when I say I don't understand what they said.

Like whyyy . Do you think I want to be like this ??? Be forgetful??? Do you have any idea how many things I've missed out on , how hard it is to not have the memory of my peers ?? My fears of what it'll be like when I'm much older 😭😭😭 how much work I have to put into studying to get good grades ?? do you think I find this in anyway funny or what I want ???

Crazy thing is if I ask you ...I'm asking because I thought you'd be kind enough to do so but you're not. You really aren't. "Never project expectations onto people" I guess I never really understood it. Now ...I'm learning it.

I'm not asking you to explain for fun urghhh!! It's so frustrating I'd want to cry. I'm really sad about this part of me ....but it's part of me ...and I've learnt to accept it now if it's too much for you or you think it's funny please get out !!! I can't do this !

Making me feel less of myself? There's no way I'm going back to be that person you be the "bigger person" and leave me the hell alone.

Thank you.

#theforgetfulfunnygirl #forget #

[spenjelly]

[squirrelsarecool]

One fun thing about getting covid twice along with the affects of living thru various things and chronic illness is that my memory is now shit and i can rewatch shows and aside from a general memory of main characters and settings, it's almost all completely new to me.

[gaygothfluid]

Having a shitty memory is horrible.

Cause like I know I was neglected or something as a child but 𝙸 don't remember.

[cosmicredcadet]

do u guys ever remember watching a movie but dont actually remember the movie at all. Like you KNOW you watched the movie before but the plot just...you watch it and it's all new to you. You realize you never remembered what it was like in the first place. none of it is familiar. none of it comes back to you. you're watching a movie for the first time on you second, third, fifth, tenth, etc viewing...

[c0ntaminxted]

something I find really funny is how insistent my parents are on the idea that I'm ''too young to have a poor memory''.

I make comments to them alot about how I can't remember when I've done things, or I don't remember how to do something on a daily basis. Like, for example, I usually don't remember if I ate dinner the day before, or if I did, I don't remember what it was. that's pretty minor, sure, but it happens enough to where my mom finds it annoying. but she's never actually been concerned into why my memory is so horrendous?

like she'll say "lord please help this child" probably as like a joke or something, but that's the most she'll do. she's said I need to take vitamins for my bad memory but since I've never said I wanted to (because...unless someone can prove me wrong, I think they won't do shit...) she's never given me vitamins for that

tbh. my parents say I'm ''too young'' for alot of shit. but this is by far the most ridiculous of the bunch lol

[thefuckingchronicillnessmanual]

Because I really cannot fucking believe I messed this shit up in the exact same way I did when I did it the first time

It’s going to take you a few days to bleach your whole head

There is literally nothing you can do about that

Too high an energy sink

For the love of all that is fucking holy

Do one section at a time across 4+ days

Because if you don’t, you’re still going to be working on it across 4+ days

And it’s also going to be 10x fucking harder because nothing processed evenly