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Why do other people’s opinion of me matters to me? Seriously, it’s been dragging me off since time immemorial! I kept asking myself, am I good enough? Is she/he angry with me? Did I do it right? Oh, he’s looking at me.. is there something wrong in my face? The way I dress?

It is really frustrating :( I wish I’ll respect and love myself more by shutting off their opinions of me and live what I wish I want in my life.

2021, please let me love myself.

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Why am I suddenly getting emotional on little things? Is it hormones? Or just me getting old and seeing my parents aged?

Actually, there are times I hate them - for being nagging, for being intrusive, for not always having a say on everything I do.

But looking back, I kind of understand them. Not all parents are perfect but somehow... they wanted to be what their children want from them A PARENTS WHO THEY CAN COUNT TO WHEN THINGS GO ASTRAY.

Despite their shortcomings, I wanted to focus what a positive constants they are to my life and maybe, that’s what made me emotional.

I don’t want to lose them because I think... I’ll be forever needing their guidance.

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Clichés, aren’t it? I’m back here in Tumblr to share how my... first day of 2021 went and then... stopped in the middle of the year bec. I felt so lazy and I prefer to procastinate.

How did my first day of the year went?

Since I slept around 3AM, I woke up at 6... had breakfast and went back to sleep. That’s pretty much about it. :) Then woke up again to... eat. So much for losing weight, huh?

As for my New Year’s Resolution? A LOT ACTUALLY BUT I DON’T WANT TO OVERTHINK...

I JUST WANTED TO BE KIND TO MY SELF AND TAKE IT ONE STEP AT A TIME.

- JMAD

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All my life, my heart has sought a thing I cannot name.

Hunter S. Thompson (via quotemadness)

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oh wow…

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How do you move on from someone you're deeply in love with?

It’s possible to move on from someone, even if your heart refuses to let go. And it’s not something you need to consciously do. It will just happen gradually, over time. The ache will always be there but the intensity will fade and you’ll find other beautiful things to fill your days with. 

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Sometimes I remind myself that I almost skipped the party, that I almost went to a different college, that the whim of a minute could have changed everything and everyone. Our lives, so settled, so specific, are built on happenstance.

Anna Quindlen, Every Last One (via wordsnquotes)

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In the past, I would not have moved across the world because I never liked challenges, I liked familiar things, I liked my comfort zone, I liked staying the same but now I’ve changed and grown in so many ways and I’m working on becoming someone I never thought I’d be. I didn’t think I was capable of changing this much, I didn’t think I was capable of working on myself, I didn’t think I could actually change my life without some miraculous magic wand and that’s all the result of life not turning out the way I planned.

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Complete

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If you love me for what you’ve heard, then you would love me for my words.

If you love my heart and my mind, then you would love me, for all that I’m.

But if you don’t love my every flaw, then you mustn’t love me— not at all.

(My sketchbook + Lang Leav)

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Date someone who is a home and an adventure all at once.

Unknown (via ohteenscanrelate)

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The only thing I know is this: I am full of wounds and still standing on my feet.

Nikos Kazantzakis (via quotemadness)

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Someday you will sleep with a feeling in your heart that they aren’t here to leave but to stay.

Kriti.G (via quotemadness)