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I've meant to fill this out for a bit, but recent life events have kept me off Tumblr for a while. But, as always, I love talking about my horribly lovely boy-creature. Here y'all go!

ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘɪᴄᴋ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜʀʀᴇɴᴛ ᴍᴜꜱᴇ(ꜱ) ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ?

I've wondered this for years, actually, and I believe it's the product of several factors. I honestly think of it less as "pick up" and more as "latch onto." I got into Hetalia when I was twelve and living in extremely bad conditions. There was a point when I didn't really think I'd get out. But little me saw Sealand and saw myself in him, I suppose. He was kind of everything I wanted to be--determined, free, and a wildcard. I needed somewhere to put everything I couldn't handle, and so he became my outlet. Now I mainly write adult Sealand because he's grown with me. I'm not a system, but I am high enough on the dissociative scale that I can tell there was some mental illness effects on my identification with him. There was at one point a bit of breakdown between "him" and "me," and it stuck.

ɪꜱ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ?

I don't like writing (or even reading, really) kid Sealand. By that I mean the fanon era Sea where he was almost purely written as naive, annoying, etc. It's likely because my brain has conflated him so much with my younger self, but I just can't do it. I can't write him as a young child without thinking of my younger self, which....doesn't vibe at all. Also SeaLat. Nothing against it; it's just a squick of mine since Latvia tends to be a sore subject for me.

ɪꜱ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ?

Aside from the obvious adult Sealand, I love writing dark and gritty content. I grew up on it, and so it's stuck with me. I enjoy exploring psychology and the depths of depravity humans can harbor. One of my favorite genres is psychological horror, so I tend to incorporate a lot of those elements. I tend to think of gore and whump as my expertise.

ʜᴏᴡ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴꜱ?

I don't even know. I almost always have several lore threads/timelines I work on concurrently, so ideas and pieces just kind of fall into place over time. A lot of them arise from music, though others come from quotes, people watching, or myself. I can't pull from one singular source because humans are by default an amalgamation of experiences. The same goes for characters!

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ɪɴ ꜱɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴏʀ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘʟᴀʏ ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ?

It depends on where I am. Sometimes I'll just jot down bits and pieces in my notes app as they come to me. Other times I'll actually sit down and have something playing, be it music, a true crime podcast, or video essay.

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘʟᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʀᴇᴘʟɪᴇꜱ ᴏʀ ᴡɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ?

Again, it depends on whom I'm communicating with. When I was younger, my replies were much more off the bat. I don't RP much right now because I put a lot more thought and effort into my replies. I just don't have the time nor energy to do that right now, unfortunately.

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ꜱʜɪᴘᴘɪɴɢ?

It's one of my favorite parts of fandom! Sadly, most of my Sealand ships are unpopular, so I can't engage much with other Hetalians. Right now I'm shifting between KugSea (my main), one-sided MolSea, and HongSea. I'm also a big fan of life partner SeySea, though not really in a romantic sense. They're fun to play with!

ᴡʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀʟɪᴀꜱ/ɴᴀᴍᴇ?

On here, it's generally Blue. My Discord name is Apalone_sealand, so in servers people usually to call me some variation of that. One TMNT server I mod has taken to just calling me "Sealand" because they associate me with him.

ᴀɢᴇ?

Nineteen, though my health problems make me feel middle-aged. Last week I ran on knee braces, Motrin, and spite.

ʙɪʀᴛʜᴅᴀʏ?

Whatever you want it to be. I don't like sharing my birthday online--that's a good way to get hacked.

ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀ(ꜱ)?

Blue, space age orange, baby pink, mint green, sage green, charcoal, neon yellow, magenta, steel grey, dusty lavender.... I can't pick just one!

ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ꜱᴏɴɢ(ꜱ)?

It changes regularly. Right now it's "It Ends" by Eddie Haley.

ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜᴇᴅ?

I don't watch many movies. I think it was the FNAF movie when it came out?

ʟᴀꜱᴛ ꜱʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜᴇᴅ?

I really don't watch many shows, either. It was either Trigun Stampede or Land of the Lustrous a few weeks ago when my partner and I had a watch party.

ʟᴀꜱᴛ ꜱᴏɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪꜱᴛᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ?

I'm listening to Sabaton right now. "Fields of Verdun" just finished!

ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ꜰᴏᴏᴅ?

Anything spicy or sweet. Or a combination of the two. Also salty things. I love a good habanero mango salsa.

ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ꜱᴇᴀꜱᴏɴ?

The American South isn't known for its Fall, but that period between August and November down here is glorious.

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴛᴜᴍʙʟʀ ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ?

The amazing @iced-coffeebean, who has listened to my frantic rants at length. They know more about me than I'd like to admit. Plus, they're as dedicated to Molossia as I am to Sealand, so we've had some great conversations <3

Tagged by: @bates--boy ! Thank you so much for the tag, and sorry it took a bit :3

Tagging: @iced-coffeebean , @astrophilic-soul , and @addrianastarflower

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I love Hetalia guro!!

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Sealand spotted

whatever dude

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is this anything

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shes dark academia shes cottagecore shes indie sleaze shes a londoner shes from the countryside shes a fairy queen shes goth shes punk shes preppy shes yuppie scum shes a chav shes literal nobility shes a horse girl shes a cat lady shes a pirate shes a drunkard shes a smoker shes a mean old lady shes literally twenty three shes over a thousand years old she knits she sews she cant cook to save her life she plays bass shes got a tongue piercing she lives in a cottage in the woods shes a witch shes catholic shes anglican shes a witch she is a disney princess shes an evil stepmother shes a loli shes a milf shes an old maid shes a massive bitch shes secretly kind shes got a stiff upper lip shes never cried in her life shes a massive crybaby shes traditional shes a feminist shes a girlboss she's dysphoric shes a dyke but shes so so normal shes basically a nun shes a bookworm shes tired of reading briefings and memos dont talk to her until she's had her morning cuppa she hasnt been relaxed in centuries shes an unmedicated bipolar queen she needs a hug don't touch her or she'll slap you she needs some heroin she sometimes forgets what century it is shes five feet tall english isnt her first language shes a prey animal shes a tiny bunny rabbit shes a lion shes an apex predator shes an introvert shes a mean girl she loves to tend to her garden she misses her mother she wishes she were closer with her sisters she does everything she can to push them away she has no friends she loves her friends she loves being alone her biggest fear is being alone

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me: I have GOT to get weirder!

also me when I do get weirder: *visibly shaking* I'm going to be killed with hammers by everyone for being a freak.

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America: wearing a bunny costume: Look! I’m the Easter bunny!

America, holding Sealand dressed in a chick costume: And this is my lil’ Easter chick!

Sealand: Cheep cheep mother cluckers.

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This would for very well in my Sealand Pinterest board—

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I am once again comparing Sealand and Sandy Fishnets from Evelyn, Evelyn. That is all.

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big into lithuania lately

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Same bestie

I'm going insane over Molossia and Slowjamastan's relationship/dynamic.

They are so important to me, you don't UNDERSTAND!

GUUUYSSSSS ❗️❗️❗️

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speaking of projects i have SO many fic ideas rattling around my brain as of late. yet a writer's worst enemy continues to be writing... </3

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we seriously need to bring back the concept of “despite its flaws i still enjoy it” instead of ‘cancelling’ every fuckin thing in sight 

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on the topic of aging up characters:

why does aging up a character (whether or not to create nsfw content about them) make *me* problematic? why am i wrong for wanting my favorite characters to be my age and experience the same things as me?

and, for that matter, what about all those people being obsessed with a character being a teenager forever and ever? how am i weird for wanting a character to be my age but these people aren't weird for being obsessed with teenagers never growing up lmao

sorry im just mad. hope ur doing well

attacking people for aging up characters in fic/art is all about controlling other people. It's about telling other people that they're playing with their toys "wrong".

These people don't ever want to see or imagine the characters as adults, so they have decided that its "immoral" somehow to do so. Because if its immoral, instead of just something they don't like, then they feel like its okay to attack people and tell them they can't do it.

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some assorted gil outfits over the years

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New ask game:

Reblog if you want your followers to tell you what your trademark ™️ is. Like, what’s that thing that really identifies you.

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okay final round of fancasts i think you’ll hate this one

so for romano and spain I’ve cast Oscar Isaac and Antonio Banderas

for russia I can’t get Armie Hammer out of my head because of that one movie where he plays a Russian spy. Apparently he’s a cannibal but I think Ivan would like that

sealand is played by Timothée Chalamet

edit: Canada is played by Michael Cera OBVIOUSLY