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(person who learned from childhood to make themself as small and unimportant as possible to avoid being a burden) yeah its okay we dont have to do my thing if you dont want i dont mind

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I'm an OSDD-1b system (looking to be properly diagnosed soon)

Something I absolutely need to have for system things in general is screen limits hooked to apps like Simply Plural.

It's really unhealthy for our host specifically to be on tiktok during late hours of the night due to reasons I won't be stating.

We desperately need screen limits for strictly when our host is in front, so things don't go to shit. Unfortunately, I don't think a thing like that exists. We can't keep our host off of tiktok otherwise...

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I’ve never had a reheading go this horribly before. I’d say I’m pretty good at beheading- I may have broken a neck once or twice, but never any parts I actually liked or intended on keeping, and usually a reheading is the easiest thing, right? Just a little squish and a pop and done, a complete person. But this time it just- it just won’t go back on the body?? Which is incredibly frustrating but also, like, why??

And the funniest thing is, I’m not even swapping a head!! This is a curvy dancer head going onto a curvy dancer body!! They match!! This should have been so simple!! But no, this head’s just flopping around like a limp flaccid idiot and my hands are all red and sore now but the head just isn’t attaching all the way!!

Today I did six beheadings and two other reheadings, and I wanted to get this one attached so I could take a picture, but somehow it just isn’t working!! The head is just getting squished around but isn’t stretching over the neck right!! And I’m way too lazy to go and boil the head just to make the slip easier!! And I don’t wanna keep forcing it cuz I might break something but this is!! So frustrating!!

Like, what could I possibly be doing wrong!! Fuck!!

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I’ve never had a reheading go this horribly before. I’d say I’m pretty good at beheading- I may have broken a neck once or twice, but never any parts I actually liked or intended on keeping, and usually a reheading is the easiest thing, right? Just a little squish and a pop and done, a complete person. But this time it just- it just won’t go back on the body?? Which is incredibly frustrating but also, like, why??

And the funniest thing is, I’m not even swapping a head!! This is a curvy dancer head going onto a curvy dancer body!! They match!! This should have been so simple!! But no, this head’s just flopping around like a limp flaccid idiot and my hands are all red and sore now but the head just isn’t attaching all the way!!

Today I did six beheadings and two other reheadings, and I wanted to get this one attached so I could take a picture, but somehow it just isn’t working!! The head is just getting squished around but isn’t stretching over the neck right!! And I’m way too lazy to go and boil the head just to make the slip easier!! And I don’t wanna keep forcing it cuz I might break something but this is!! So frustrating!!

Like, what could I possibly be doing wrong!! Fuck!!

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“For you to see beauty here does not mean there is beauty in me, it means there is beauty rooted so deep within you, you can’t help but see it everywhere.”

— Rupi Kaur, Milk and Honey

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me: i don’t want to see jellyfish so i will blacklist the tag #jellyfish

people with no common sense: je11yf1sh, je11¥fi5h, j*llyf*sh, je//ÿf!sh, j3ï||yf¡sh, gel lee fisk

result: cannot account for the sheer amount of possible ways to alter the word jellyfish

conclusion: i have to see jellyfish now.

Once again, tumblr is not tiktok, tag properly.

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tried to give a character a personality and now they won’t shut up. literally hijacked the whole plot. i am a side character in my own novel

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Reminder to all authors and creators out there.

You have free will.

You. Have. Free. Will.

You can go as far from Canon in your story as you want. YOU HAVE FREE WILL.

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Living with a 13-year-old little brother honestly has to be one of the funniest things ever.

It's about midnight right now, and we both have horrid sleep schedules, so I was up making food, and he was on the computer playing roblox. When I was done eating, he got off the computer and made the mental choice of terrorizing his older sibling (me).

We talked like civil human beings for a moment while I cleaned up. I offered him some of my leftover food, and he rejected me (the food was amazing).

Anyway, later on, as I was doing something, I asked if he was going to go to bed. He said yes, but only after he did something. This 'something' in question was him stepping past me, reaching into the cupboard in front of me, and grabbing a handful of hard caramels.

He then left after presumably saying he was going to bed. That was a lie. While I was washing my dish, I heard his door open. I didn't look up, but I did feel something hard hit my stomach. Knowing it was a caramel, I look to my side. To my demise, I see in the darkness of the hallway, this child standing there like a menace as if he's going to call me mother and tell me he just threw up.

Strange. After that, he went into the bathroom, which gave me peace for a solid 2 minutes. I cleaned everything up and went into my room. Not even after 30 seconds of peace, I hear a small knock on my door. In confusion—all while knowing it's the demon spawn of a child—I say come in.

This 13-year-old boy struggles to open the door, opens it, sticks his head into my room, and then promptly throws another caramel at me. He leaves without another word.

This all happened at midnight on a Tuesday.

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I find it really funny that the DCA would actually hate all of us

Like, if you put all of us in a room with them, I think they'd genuinely lose their mind and tweak out. Half of us would be in the corner yapping, another half would be trying to climb on them, and a few of them would either be simping or trying to get out.

They'd genuinely hate us and I find that fact actually hilarious

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If you are the person creating GITM c.AI please stop. I don't consent to my work being used for AI in any capacity.

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I do not like the 'moondrop has lost his comfort tiny audio'. I do not know much about it, but I know it exists.

I just generally don't like it. It's not my style of AU for the daycare attendant because it feels very weird to me. There's not much else to explain about it, I guess.

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Yknow as someone whose sensitive to gore content and also has such a heavy and horrible paranoia of something bad happening to their cat.... those things don't mix well.

My cat currently has worms and an infection from a bite wound he got from a fight with another cat. (He's an outdoor cat, so he spends most of his time outside on the farmlands)

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imiss. william afton

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Me realizing at midnight on a school night that I actually have to write to keep this amazing AU idea up instead of laying in bed trying to urge my insomnic ass to sleep is the worst time I'm having right now. Please dear god someone save me

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crisp glass of water moodboard

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I hope this ask is okay to send, but I kind of wanted to share refeeding syndrome as a potential whump option. Basically if someone is severly malnourished/starving and ends up eating too much they can get extremly sick or even die I think it get‘s even better if someone is trying to help them, by feeding them too much, not knowing what might happen

the same also applies to dehydration!

personally, I like it when caretakers know what to do / what might happen if someone who’s severely malnourished or dehydrated suddenly consumes too much food or drinks too much water. because the malnourished or dehydrated character will want lots of food / water, and it’s their caretaker’s job to know the balance and the limit their patient’s body can take. they’ll have to make sure they eat / drink, yes, but they’ll also have to make sure it’s not too much too soon.

saying I prefer it when caretakers know because I like it better when, say, a dehydrated whumpee is drinking water from the straw while caretaker’s holding the glass for them, and caretaker has to pull the glass away before they can drink too much and then caretaker has to comfort and tell whumpee, who still craves more water, why they can’t have too much for now.

just personal preference of mine but I prefer it when a grown adult whumpee is childlike / childish when they’re ill or wounded and caretaker knows exactly how to take care of them and keep them safe.

one of my favorite things about writing whump is that my caretakers know what to do to keep whumpee safe