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Where the nasty girls at? 😪

other peoples memes, last batch for tonight

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What is the point in attempting to treat a woman like a woman, when, in fact, she just wants to be treated like a whore? You put on this bravado of "independence" and "queen" energy, yet you're on the internet slutting yourself out. You look me in the eyes and tell me to respect you and that you're a woman worthy of worship. I'll look you in the eyes and tell you you're a piece of shit. You'll know it's the truth so you'll get mad and start berating me. I can't respect women of this new culture. You're not gonna tell me that you want your partner to worship you and then have a OF. What's there to worship? Everyone is getting to see your most intimate self. Whats there for me to have that no one else has access to? The best advice I've ever heard is, "treat em how you meet em."

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I wish my thoughts made sense and were orderly. I do not believe that I have an addictive personality, but I find myself, not addicted, but, unable to not with certain things. For example, masturbating. I don't feel a NEED to do it, but I get bored, I need to fall asleep, sometimes I'm horny, but I don't need to do it. It's not life or death, and it doesn't impede with daily life. I contradict that with the fact that every time I say I'm going to "stop," I find myself doing it again within a few weeks or months. Maybe I do have an addiction? Or maybe I just like the way my hand feels gripping my cock? Sex is cool and all, but being alone and busting a quick one is so much better (not better than the actually act of intercourse (better as in time efficiency and effort required)).

My disbelief in my "addictive" behavior comes from the lack of a diagnosis stating that I do, in fact, have an addictive personality. Eh, even if it's not "addictive," I would strongly suggest "obsessive" as a second option. Can one be obsessive without being compulsive? I have enough self-control that I don't act on impulse (usually). I guess it depends on the day and my mood. But, I do think the same thoughts generally, or thoughts of the same nature. That's why I believe that I may be obsessive if not addictive. I guess I'll never know for sure unless I go get a diagnosis....

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I'm an aggressive paradoxical person. I grew up disliking "ugly" people because, "pretty" people thought I was ugly. I grew to base my likes and dislikes off of those around me. I personally have no discourse towards unattractive people. My discourse lies deep within with societal structure. I like all types of women: short, tall, skinny, thick, fat, Caucasian, ethnic of some sort, bald or hairy ect. Mainstream brainwashing has people believing if you're not a size 0 and "fair skinned" with blue eyes, you're not pretty. Over time, the standards have become more inclusive (on the surface). I prefer hefty women over thin ones. Idk why. Something about all the extra body for me. Soft succulent mass, squishy and loveable! This is where the aggression comes in. As inclusive and loving as I am, I also still have that judgemental programing. If you're beyond reason, in your size, I'm going to think of you as unattractive. If she is overly hairy, unattractive. Acne is ridiculous, unattractive. I would still be cordial and polite, it's just unattractive. Women who look overly masculine, unattractive. The tricky part is, I don't really judge off looks. If you're cool and we vibe, we could work something out. When other people attack you, me or us, that's when I get aggressive. "Why you got an ugly girlfriend and be mad that someone called her ugly?" I'd be ready to rip your throat out. I know she ugly. I didn't choose her for her looks. It's bogus I even agreed she ugly, but I'm not blind. Her soul is what I'm after. That beautiful inner being. The paradox.... I dislike ugly people but will be with an ugly person and get mad when someone calls them ugly. Thank you for coming to my Ted talk.

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I've come to the conclusion; I need multiple women to fulfill my basic desires. I need a pet, to give my attention to during emotional influxes. Someone who will wear ears and a tail and really get into character (she doesn't necessarily need to walk on all 4s). I need a "mom" to pick up after me and do chores around the house while I'm away. Check on me and make sure I'm doing alright. Give me words of encouragement and praise. We can have sex, but thats up to her. I need a bimbo to fuck when I'm horny. Preferably, a huge ass and huge tits. She's strictly for fucking and showing off. If she wants to go out with other people, keep it casual. You're mine, but feel free to take advantage of others. I need a feedee. I have discovered my love for women who gorge themselves and get nice and plum. I want a nice soft body to fuck. I want someone who will be gassy because of their crappy diet. I don't want a relationship with my feedee, I just want to satisfy my sexual needs and her gluttony. I need a "little girl" that runs to me for everything. She was picked on and needs me to hold her. She spilled her food and needs me to hold her. She wants to look at the animals and for me to hold her hand. She wants me to read her a book before bed. She wants me to help her get dressed and undressed. She wants to spend time with me learning the things I take interest in and shows off what she learns. I need a dominate woman. A woman who argues. A woman who takes control sometimes when we're fucking. A woman who will stand up for the others while I'm away. A woman who understands she's the boss, but as soon as Daddy comes out, HE'S the law. I need a girlfriend to have a real relationship with. She needs to be okay with my polygamous arrangement. She too has to be monogamous (unless she's into fucking our housemates. That's totally acceptable.) I want someone to spoil and eventually settle down with. Maybe she'll learn aspects of the other "personalities" and we could get rid of them and be totally mono and get married.

Is this too much to ask for? 😅