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It took me years to finally accept that I’m just a mediocre.

That all I have is my shortcomings.

And today, I’m going to forgive myself.

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I try to follow the red string that goes to you.

But I end up seeing my dead body at the end.

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You cannot “play safe” life eh?

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Trust the process.

Trust the timing.

But it doesn’t mean you’ll just sit around all day until it voluntarily comes everything in your hands.

It doesn’t work that way.

Make a move.

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I’m glad this end well

Feb 26, 2021

9:10

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Feb 25, 2021. 10:21pm

I pray that I passed my thesis proposal tomorrow 🥺

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Feb 23, 2020 8:55am

I hope, all the favors will dwell upon me today.

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Feb 22, 2021 10:20pm

Today, I realized that most people change when they experienced having power.

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02/22/2021 6:07am

Stressed hormones sucks. I wasted a whole day just because by emotions are acting up. But now, I’m okay.

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3:30pm Feb 21, 2021

Still feeling sad-tired.

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You know? what really scares me is to die without doing what I really love. This responsibility is too much sometimes. To the point I imagining myself on my deathbed while all my regrets flashed. . .

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. . . slowly. 

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I hope, people will realized that there are people who is not good in socializing. I hope everyone will respect how private they are.  

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Dear Self,

           Trust the process. Take it slowly. And every time you think you are willing to let go of what you have, please remember to look back that you’ve prayed for this. 

            For now, you need to be honest. You are currently tired so allow yourself to rest.

02/21/2021