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she’s a 10 but she rots in her room all day listening to music and making up scenarios in her head

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i feel embarrassed whenever i think anything i say is important and worthy

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i went to the mitski concert a couple nights ago this is one my favorites

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it’s gonna be good it has to be im gonna be so good everyones gonna be good

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i honestly can’t keep denying the impact twenty one pilots had on me. i still see aspects of myself now that i can relate to who they were and what their music has done for me.

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i had a dream i finally kissed her i was so happy it felt so real i forgot i was in a dream. i just want to kiss her. i know i have to wait but it will be worth it.

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I REALLY REALLY LIKE HER I WANT TO KISS HER SO BAD

she is making me crazy! these past two years i’ve never wanted to be near someone more than now oh my gosh what is she doing to me!!!!!!!! please i want to kiss her she’s the greatest. i love being alone with her.

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fuck

bad idea okay control 🙌

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don’t talk to me it makes me think about you even more

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i hate myself for that

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im such an idiot

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if i think about air and oxygen i start to suffocate

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marianne had the sense that her real life was happening somewhere very far away, happening with out her, and she didn’t know if she would ever find out where it was and become part of it

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what am i doing

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i want to be appreciated just a little

if i ask it won’t feel sincere

i wish i didn’t have to ask first

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it’s not even the fact that it didn’t work out with you that makes me upset

it’s the fact i felt so much towards someone, did so much to keep the connection going and at the end it just didn’t work out.

is it gonna be like that every time i fall in love?