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I can't stop thinking about the kitchen fight scene like Eddie went in there looking for a fight, buck wasn't being dramatic, he wasn't acting out or making it about himself and it was driving Eddie crazy because he doesn't know how to handle that.

He'd probably tried a hundred subtle ways to get buck to open up but buck was too busy trying to take care of everyone else. Eddie was worried about buck not dealing with his grief and he didn't know how to even begin processing his own so he went there looking for a fight, saying anything that'd finally get a rise out of buck so they can finally just be sad and broken about this tragedy together.

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I fear we're losing the plot a bit, people aren't perfect, they aren't supposed to be perfect especially when they're dealing with grief.

Yes Eddie was a bit of a jerk, so has buck and so have you. People are jerks sometimes, but he admitted it and he made it up to buck.

Second take on the plot I don't think Eddie was mad about the things he said he was mad about. As unhealthy as it is, subconsciously being mad is the only way Eddie allows himself to show his deep feelings "if you want to be mad at me to make it easier for you, be mad at me" that's what Eddie was doing, and that might not be the right thing to do but people aren't always right or rational or fair. But they can still love us and we can still love them.

He wasn't mad at buck for making it about himself because he wasn't doing that here at all, Eddie picked up an old fight about the only thing he knew buck would make about himself (going to Texas) because he needed to be vulnerable and he needed buck to lower his guards too.

He hated that he wasn't there to save Bobby but he also hates himself for not being able to help buck, so he needed to break the surface with whatever tool he had to help them both

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Rip dean Winchester you would've loved wearing flannels and being gay in the home you made with your best friend and kid

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using google keyboard alchemy to create the most miserable emojis possible

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one thing tumblr has unironically done to improve my mental health is completely rewrite how i view disgust as a concept. there is no higher compliment to me than being told i have something wrong with me and should be ashamed of myself when i'm just living my life in a way that is perhaps odd and hard to understand, but ultimately as harmless as you can get in our society. which probably wasn't the intention of all the advice i got in therapy to reframe my negative thought patterns as more positive ones, but it's doing great things for me.

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where is all the art that perfectly appeals specifically to my exact tastes and desires and nobody elses

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he’s BEEN wanting that damn cookie since 2018

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Whenever I talk about whatever media I’m into at the moment imagine I am presenting the characters to you like this

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did you hear they're gonna start publicly executing anyone with a glimmer of hope and a light in their eyes

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Hair ornament (2003) by Susie Ganch

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kind of weird how parts of your soul are left in various locations without any warning… like yes i’m always at the top of that hill, sitting at the bus stop, in the cool light of the Japanese restaurant, standing at the pier etc etc

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ive been trying to lock in for like 12 weeks now

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Buck after the crossover thinking " I wonder why TK thought I was flirting with him, that's just how I normally act around Cute guys I think are cool"

Blissfully unaware that those guys are called Crushes and He's been flirting with all of them. And one of them he's flirted his way into being his husband.

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imagine you’re tailgating and the view is sports rpf