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i know what this situation needs…explicit fanfiction

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whennnn is someone going to write elain accidentally pavlov-ing lucien into a praise kink because of his utter desperation for just a few words of affirmation from her 😫

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A Study In Drowning by Ava Reid

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teenage girls in fiction: hes so cute i wanna slow dance with him at prom :3 hehe

real teenage girls: imagine if he got injured and i had to tend to his wounds and i could watch him seize up a bit as i disinfect them and in the haze of fever he sees me as an angel

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(trying to give relationship advice) from a narrative perspective i think both of you dying together would be the most emotionally satisfying resolution but i’m guessing that’s not what you want to hear

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buddy, i can relate that song to two fictional characters in ways you wouldn’t believe

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there’s nothing wrong with me plus i don’t have any wants or needs plus i don’t feel or think at all

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postcard c1910

I shall pass through this world but once, any good thing therefore I can do, or any kindness I can show to any human being, let me do it now, let me not defer it or neglect it for I shall not pass this way again.

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i am simultaneously self-improving and being self destructive dont ask me how i just am

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respectfully i trust the shadow’s judgment more than azriel’s

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it’s genuinely so funny that im alive and this is what im doing

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ugh. forget everything i’ve ever said. unless you thought it was smart or funny in which case remember it forever

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Lucien breaking the wards constraining him to cover Elain with his jacket, snarling at the males gawking at her body in the wet nightgown. Lucien declaring himself a mated male and refusing any females, despite not even knowing his mate beyond the surface. Lucien maintaining that loyalty, even going so far as to feel guilt for his own assault at the hands of another female.

Lucien on the run, abandoning his home, and asking Feyre to tell him about Elain. Lucien willing to accept that Elain has a lover, despite the agony that it would bring him. Lucien finding Elain to be the most beautiful female he has ever seen in her current state, while others describe her to be sickly. Lucien gripping his teacup to keep from shuddering from Elain saying his name for the first time. Lucien being the one to tell everyone to take Elain outside, to take her to the sea.

Lucien traveling across the world on a whim from Elain’s visions, trusting her solely. Lucien fighting in a war and, upon completion, took off running across the shore to make certain that Elain was alright. Lucien being the only character to credit Elain personally for her assist with the King of Hybern. Lucien keeping his distance, despite how much it pains him to do so, in order to allow Elain that comfort. Lucien longing for Elain, for the bond to be accepted. Lucien offering Elain two perfect Solstice gifts, one that he learned of as a side thought and remembered months later.

Lucien Vanserra is at the mercy of Elain Archeron.

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I have this Elain headcannon that because she’s so connected to the mother and cauldron and totally not letting any of her real emotions out right now (continues to keep herself small and agreeable, etc), that she starts to unknowingly affect things around her (just some minor bending of space and time)! It happens most often when someone speaks disparagingly about or insults Lucien and she feels she can’t say anything. For example, maybe a random court lady gossips about his scar, Elain overhears, and then when the lady gets home she finds her favorite teacup that always sits on the top shelf of a closed cabinet completely smashed on the floor. Or some Court of Nightmares lackey insinuates Lucien’s emissary skills are lacking and finds himself with an extreme bout of bad luck that lasts for weeks.

Like we already know Elain is a very loyal character, I know she’s just going to be absolutely feral too, even if she doesn’t mean to be at first.

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Me after I go through some crazy Outlander-esque shenanigans to get to Prythian

To encourage and celebrate fandom creativity this @tamlinweek i made a PICREW!

Here's to you, TamlinxOC enjoyers! Take a picture with Tamlin!

Some tips on how to use it under cut:

If a body part has a "move" icon, it means it can be moved around. Keep in mind to get the details just right!

Arrow buttons move the parts around, rotation arrows tilt them. Reset button returns it to the default setting.

When picking eyes and pupils make sure you pick the ones facing the same way.

When making a haircut you can either use a short top part, then add hair strands and/or long hair OR create the top part out of top hair and bangs.

If you wish to make a new character and want to reset all the parts, go here.

"Reset all" will reset everything to the default setting. Randomiser buttons will make cursed creations. Have fun!

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Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals

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sorry for being so obsessed with that little man who lives in my head. as if i have any choice