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22.06.2025

Another photo from my camping trip and some more notes about neurogenesis.

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I started studying the basics of philosophy. I am currently reading A Brief History of Thought: A Philosophical Guide to Living by Luc Ferry, and it's pretty good for beginners! ​​

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candlelight lectures, faded manuscripts, a touch of melancholy in every poem 🕯️📔🔖

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𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖓𝖉 𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖘 𝖑𝖔𝖘𝖙 𝖕𝖗𝖆𝖞𝖊𝖗𝖘

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15 June 2025

Chem tech lab final went rather badly, so I made these chocolate-filled pastries to cheer myself up. Luckily it didn't affect my final grade much! I finished another batch of corrections for my thesis and sent it to my professor, can't wait for him to find even more things that need fixing... But in the meantime I have to focus on the next final: chem tech. Seems like the lecturer is cooking up something evil, so I really can't slack on this one. Some friends and I are hoping to take advantage of office hours next week but we're all kind of scared of the professor lol 💀

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i love you green. i love you forests. i love you smell of damp earth. i love you feeling before the storm breaks. i love you moss. i love you rivers. i love you streams. i love you thunderstorms. i love you sunlight shining through leaves.

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artistic spaces

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Keeping this quote to my grave

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05.30.25 // studying during an absurdly whimsical month…

two days after this study session i attended the stray kids concert in la! which was absolutely awesome and totally reglued together parts of my soul that had no reason to be broken any longer. i’ve been a fan of these guys since they debuted in my freshman year of high school, and as i’m graduating from university in a week, it truly feels like the end of a very long and gruelingly difficult but rewarding era.

continuing my poetic streak for a little longer, i just finished my last week of undergraduate years and i can’t really process that. no more school… at least for a bit? i’m planning on going on to law school, but who knows what else life has in store…

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survival is an act of rebellion. jim loves you SO MUCH. i hope this finds all of us who need it today. please stay alive so we can make it out together. sending so much love and strength

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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

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Simple pleasures: eating seasonal fruits, enjoying nature, going to art museums, getting lost in a book and savouring a cappuccino and croissant for breakfast.

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12.02.2021

got some new tombow pens yesterday and wanted to try one out so i switched up the normal grey to a green :)

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