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Imagine being kissed without ur consent as a 12 year old and then when u go to ur mom crying about it, she talks to that persons parents and then YOU get blamed and treated like shit by them and their family for the next decade. Jazlind, if u ever see this, I hope u know the pain you’ve caused me. I never outed you. You are predatory and I strongly believe you’ll never change.

Dear J,

I guess I’ll start with you. First let me say it amazes me how much my words and the things I say to you mean to you. You hate me but you don’t want me hating you. Well I do I hate you so much it makes my heart burn. Forcing me to come out to my portents like that f you. You know they don’t really like people like me so f you again. I won’t ever be your friend again. Take the hint and don’t talk to me. Don’t message me. Don’t you ever say hi to me because all I want to do is punch you in the face. Bye. Dear M,

I love you so much. I’m sorry for the crap I have been through and you dealing with it with me. It makes me so happy to see I have a message from you. Ahhh you make me smile so much. Thanks for being my only friend. Dear L,

You really didn’t need to get into j and my argument because all you did was make it worse. I hope you know we als aren’t friends. Don’t talk, look, message, smile, say hi to, and don’t try to be my friend. We aren’t friends and we won’t ever be. You to K. I hate L, J , and you k. Leave me alone.

Bye, Your curly hair freek

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“One day I woke up and we no longer spoke the same language. I haven’t heard from you since.”

— Where did you go?, Hishaam Siddiqi

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to never have truly felt loved and accepted is the worst pain but the only one I can remember most 

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Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

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Vivre sa vie (1962) dir. Jean-Luc Godard

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euphoria is so triggering. you don’t realize how much you’ve put on the back burner till you watch it on tv. the screaming, the yelling, the crying, the lying, and the dumb fucking excuses. the car ride home from rehab scene. when she slept outside after running from everyone. that’s what I imagined for years as the future and to see it in a different medium other than my fucking brain is awful.

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via weheartit

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by Livia Fălcaru

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weekly reminder

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Me introducing myself like hi I romanticise everything, overthink way too much, live 85% of my life in my head and still can’t believe I’m a Real Person

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first peom in years, am i truly hurting again?