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Sweetest Marmee

I am 19 when i realized things. I came from a middle class family. Thus, We have been through up and downs in terms of our financial aspect. Despite that, my mom always try her best to spend everything for her children. I saw and deeply appreciate her efforts. Shes a wonderful housemaker. When i was little, i never knew that my parents were actually in need of money and was going through a bankcrupt. I was never aware of this as my mom covered it really well. On the evening, she always made us chocolate chip cookies and rainbow cakes. Letting us interrupt her baking session,letting us help her and mold the cookies into whatever we want. A shape of heart mostly. She also bought us colorful sprinkles and chocolate chips specifically for us to have fun in decorating the cookies. We did it all with laughters. The cookies we baked came out with different shapes and sizes and my mom would kept it in a lovely big jar she had. My mom is really a dreamer. She built a lovely garden for us to play around. She bought her daughters bicycles even. She kept a small camera by her side. And In it, were a lot of pictures of us laughing happily. On some lovely evening also, my mom would made us a homemade popsicles in various of cute shapes mold. Doraemon's character mostly,the one her daughters were all fond of. I love her so much. On my 16th birthday, she surprised me with 2 expensive cakes. Everything was wonderful. She even surprised me with pricey birthday baloons. Throughout my life, i realized that she is the best listener i have, and the best problem solver as well as my personal decision maker. Nothing ever goes wrong whenever i take her advice. At one point,i even wonder wether my mom is actually an old and wise mage. Shes totally wise. When i was 5, i remember her, gathering me and my little siblings every evening to read us enid blyton's children fantasy novel. English is not our first language, so my mom would translate every single thing to us all with expressions,gestures as well as her wonderful storyteller voices. My mom is a lovely creature. I once told her that the rice that my uncle served us with (he is rich) was so good. I would never stop talking about it to my mom. She smiled and gave me back the same excitement towards the rice. One day, she saved up her money to buy us the expensive and fragnant rice to cook. I was ecstatic and thankful that she made my wishes came true. One thing i noticed is that,she never ever spend money on herself. Always me and my siblings first. She loves me, just like how i love her. Me and my mom even developed the same interest and hobby. Our taste in everything is the same too. Ofcourse,i have seen her in tears many times due to my siblings. Because of this,i stayed unproblematic to her. I would say, i am satisfied with our current relationship. I will always try my best to make her smile, just how she would do to me. So i helped her with all the chores despite how my other siblings never helped us. I followed her everywhere. I never realized all these affectionate gestures she made,but now i stopped and sit down for a moment to write this whole entry to appreciate it all. Thankyou, marmee. The day you will be gone will be the day my soul died.

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"The language of myth is still, as ever, the secret speech of the inarticulate human soul; and if one has learned to listen to this speech with the heart, then it is not surprising that Aeschylos and Plato and Heraclitus are eternal voices and not merely relics of a bygone and primitive era. Perhaps it is now more than ever important to hear these poetic visions of the orderly nature of the universe, because we have grown so dangerously far from them. The mythic perception of the universe governed by immutable moral as well as physical law is alive and well in the unconscious…" ~Liz Greene, "The Astrology of Fate"

Dancing Nymphs ~ 1920's ~ Blendon Reed Campbell (American painter, 1872-1969)

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My Dearest

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Sweetest Marmee

I am 19 when i realized things. I came from a middle class family. Thus, We have been through up and downs in terms of our financial aspect. Despite that, my mom always try her best to spend everything for her children. I saw and deeply appreciate her efforts. Shes a wonderful housemaker. When i was little, i never knew that my parents were actually in need of money and was going through a bankcrupt. I was never aware of this as my mom covered it really well. On the evening, she always made us chocolate chip cookies and rainbow cakes. Letting us interrupt her baking session,letting us help her and mold the cookies into whatever we want. A shape of heart mostly. She also bought us colorful sprinkles and chocolate chips specifically for us to have fun in decorating the cookies. We did it all with laughters. The cookies we baked came out with different shapes and sizes and my mom would kept it in a lovely big jar she had. My mom is really a dreamer. She built a lovely garden for us to play around. She bought her daughters bicycles even. She kept a small camera by her side. And In it, were a lot of pictures of us laughing happily. On some lovely evening also, my mom would made us a homemade popsicles in various of cute shapes mold. Doraemon's character mostly,the one her daughters were all fond of. I love her so much. On my 16th birthday, she surprised me with 2 expensive cakes. Everything was wonderful. She even surprised me with pricey birthday baloons. Throughout my life, i realized that she is the best listener i have, and the best problem solver as well as my personal decision maker. Nothing ever goes wrong whenever i take her advice. At one point,i even wonder wether my mom is actually an old and wise mage. Shes totally wise. When i was 5, i remember her, gathering me and my little siblings every evening to read us enid blyton's children fantasy novel. English is not our first language, so my mom would translate every single thing to us all with expressions,gestures as well as her wonderful storyteller voices. My mom is a lovely creature. I once told her that the rice that my uncle served us with (he is rich) was so good. I would never stop talking about it to my mom. She smiled and gave me back the same excitement towards the rice. One day, she saved up her money to buy us the expensive and fragnant rice to cook. I was ecstatic and thankful that she made my wishes came true. One thing i noticed is that,she never ever spend money on herself. Always me and my siblings first. She loves me, just like how i love her. Me and my mom even developed the same interest and hobby. Our taste in everything is the same too. Ofcourse,i have seen her in tears many times due to my siblings. Because of this,i stayed unproblematic to her. I would say, i am satisfied with our current relationship. I will always try my best to make her smile, just how she would do to me. So i helped her with all the chores despite how my other siblings never helped us. I followed her everywhere. I never realized all these affectionate gestures she made,but now i stopped and sit down for a moment to write this whole entry to appreciate it all. Thankyou, marmee. The day you will be gone will be the day my soul died.