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this is my post from when I was 15 :’) still true

by starparkdesigns

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i love when its sunnyyyy yaaaay i want to get married

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Christopher Isherwood's diaries, September 8, 1960

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my hobbies…..chai lattes. smelling like sugar. listening to songs that hurt my feelings on purpose. faceplanting into my cat’s fluffy tummy. and pointing at a pretty cloud as though i’ve never seen a cloud before

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i’m kind of like if a girl did nothing with her life

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Ok <walks away in a direction you cant see or imagine>

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To love life even when you have no stomach for it as they say!

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I want to be soft and gentle and kindhearted and warm and loving and have open ears and an open heart and have people know that I care about them and I’ll listen to them

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Mark Laver, "I'm gonna shine out in the wild silence" / "Everything looks beautiful, when you're young and pretty" / "I may never be unhappy again"

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Fairy design for a crop tee

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this actually is rewiring my brain as we speak

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when women have brown eyes well thats the entire point isnt it. of everything

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SUMMER 2023

- UNLEARN THE SHAME

- DANCING IN THE DARK (1984)

- TANK TOP (NO BRA)

- JACK OFF

- SERVE CUNT

- FIND HOLY IN THE MUNDANE

- IGNORE THE DREAD

- BUSH, HAPPY TRAILS, BODY HAIR

- BISEXUALITY

- SHOW YOURSELF GRACE

- BE GENTLE AND KIND

- LET GO OF THE PAST

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idk what traumatized or mentally ill person needs to hear this but dreams (especially the really disturbing ones you dont want to talk about to anybody) arent some deep peek into your psyche or a sign of your True Desires or whatever theyre quite literally your brain making fruit salad with whatever it can find on the shelf. just putting all that shit in a blender and hitting obliterate. its fine, youre fine, youre not a weirdo for it

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they should invent a life that is liveable and a sleep that comes easy and a winter that doesn't feel like decay and a spring that doesn't feel like the past and a head that doesn't hurt and a heart that doesn't sit in your chest like a rock and a body that doesn't hate you and a hometown that doesn't make you lose your mind and a university that won't kill you they should invent a me that is normal I think that would be really neat. ok good night I love you