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Why do i keep writing about sadness with you while i cant write anything about you when we are happy, I dont know why argument got me into writing or it just me who obsessed with melancholy. I hate argument i hate ignoring yet i adore that much until i write about it.

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I didnt say that i wasnt warned

Im aware that you gonna leave

Im aware that we'll be broken

Im aware that theres no us

Im aware its never gonna be a good ending

But why am i still staying

Why am i still holding on

Why am i still fighting

When everything eventually a heart broken.

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“i run on adrenaline and anger and when i’m done, when i don’t have anything left to give, i feel completely dried out, empty and useless. like a star that has given up shining because no one bothers to look up at the sky anymore.”

— giulswrites

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You don’t have to try harder when it comes to love everything will come naturally from order to beauty no trial and error no forcing no begging just two hearts met at the right time at the right place

Me To You | Love

Df. 

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“Where are you now? What happened to hands clutching hands as we desperately stood up against a world that wanted to tear us apart. I remember there was passion. Nights full of tears, and we knew just how to fix it. You were a moment away, and you were my world. It felt like love, whatever love meant to me then. Time sanded away the colorful memories of you, and there’s mostly just a blur left. I don’t really know what happened. I think all that is left is this yearning to be with you again, in any way I can. But you’re gone, so it just sits here, wanting to run to empty memories.”

— Miriam Kamens, a breath away

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You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

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“I have yet to convince myself that hopelessness is just a way of the universe telling me that there is love to be found in the little things.”

— Juansen Dizon

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“I am enough. I have to be enough. I can’t afford to feel worthless anymore. It’s causing too much pain. It takes too much time. In the time it takes for thoughts to strike, i will rebuild myself from scratch, this time with a stronger foundation.”

-change comes from the inside out

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“Savor this moment darling, as I watch your silhouette come closer under the city lights, and I reach my hand out to touch yours, warm, as we, two people who have already found ourselves, get lost in each other.”

— V.I.P.P.

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But darling,

you are worth

to be loved,

no matter

how much

you’ve hated

yourself.

Who says it’s wrong? //ma.c.a

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You deserve much better than me

I’ve always had a weakness inside me.

A weakness for falling,

a faultline etched beneath the skin.

Tell me something I want to hear

and I’m already convinced.

Funnily enough the only thing I’ve ever refused to believe in is ghosts,

but a ghost is all I’ve ever been.

—

I’m carrying fistfuls of disaster,

but the faster I run the further the future feels.

It’s already late and I’m impatiently waiting for someday to become today.

Farewell my foolish fears.

Be still, my barely beating heart.

I’ve hardly slept a wink in weeks but I have made friends with all the stars.

Even the faintest points of light that hover in the haze on the horizon where the sky meets the land.

The devil is eager to make work,

and I am idle hands.

—

We all create our own masters.

Mould your own gods like clay between your palms.

My deities are all disasters,

but I’m devoted.

Wringing my hands nervous,

aching fingertips stained with purpose,

and a mouthful of dirt.

Waking early and writing out my woes and weighing up what little the words are worth.

—

There’s contempt in the core of me,

barely hidden,

thinly veiled by veins and skin.

Contempt for the warmth.

Contempt for the living.

We all get lost in ourselves and our troubles,

and need a good soul to bring out the gold in us.

We all need someone with a promise

and a steady prayer

to bring out the god in us.

We all wish for the whispers,

crave the grace,

beg for the blessed breath that escapes holy lips.

I might be sinking, but I will go down willingly with this ship.

[honfrozen]

“i’m not a one size fits all kinda lover. don’t one size fits all your love with me. learn me, feel my nuances, understand my internal language. i have layers that require time and patience.”

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