hopecoreclown

[hopecoreclown]

its like 105° outside andhes been in his garden forlike 4 hours hesgoing to get heat stroke

stephens sitting in a lawn chair during this in a bathrobe and sunglasses and drinking a mimosa watching jett inthr garden like hes stephens poolguy and stephens a cougar orsomething

[hopecoreclown]

Vampire au. Who bites who first

I think the coven head turns Bellini, and Bellini turns Lawrence in a moment of panic one night. Lawrence has forgiven him already, but Bellini still feels really guilty about it to this day. Tedesco is one of the newer ones (and by newer I meant maybe like a century ago). Everyone else is basically turned by the coven head (kind of the rule), Lawrence is just the exception and got accepted into the coven anyway

[hopecoreclown]

Math is really tiring, im so glad i finally get to relax and do some knitting and crochet and i oh god oh my what the fuck

[hopecoreclown]

i need 2 get more mysterious. and weirder

[hopecoreclown]

every time I mention how many days sober I am I appreciate people congratulating me and telling me to keep up the good work. it is nice. but I also wish that milestones in addiction recovery weren’t still so pinned to length of sobriety/abstinence

yeah yeah I’m 50 days sober who cares. how about the fact that, when I do drink, it tends to be nipped in the bud after two days nowadays instead of weeks or months? how about the fact that drinking has been condensed to a six pack because I’m at the end of my tether, instead of browning out every night? how about my friend who has decided to stop drinking alone, and is actually sticking to that? recovery doesn’t always look like sobriety and I wish it was more normal to talk about that. yknow. when addiction is normal to talk about at all

[hopecoreclown]

as a severely mentally ill 14 year old, I remember thinking “the medical system would treat me better if I was physically ill and not mentally ill” and then I coincidentally developed multiple chronic illnesses and found out that actually they dgaf even when you’re essentially bedridden

[hopecoreclown]

I NEED TO READ I NEED TO WRITE I NEED TO CREATE I NEED TO DRAW I NEED TO CLEAN I NEED TO WORK OUT I NEED TO LEARN *watches YouTube for 6 hours*

[hopecoreclown]

i want to go to sleep but that will skip to the next cutscene (work) and i really dont want to do that right now. why are the save points always the bed 🙄🙄

[hopecoreclown]

anyone else wish they would get roped into a freaky friday body swap situation just for the hope that the other person will go "oh jesus fuck how do you live like this" and instantly validate your feelings of being Strange and Built Wrong.

[hopecoreclown]

Happy pride month to my dad. When I came out as bi to him, this man googled what it ment, look at me and said "ohh. Yeah. You get that from me. You'd have far more siblings of I only shaged women." And went right back to his work emails.

[hopecoreclown]

The possibility of Arthur finding Faroe in The Dark World is a small one, but not small enough that I find myself thinking about it at least three times a week.

[hopecoreclown]

the purest form of serotonin is when a cat looks at u and u go like “what?” and it meows at u

[hopecoreclown]

[hopecoreclown]

[hopecoreclown]

took me 4 tries to beat spamton and 2 days to defeat jevil. what

[hopecoreclown]

Poster references under the cut!

[hopecoreclown]

If you see this you’re legally obligated to reblog and tag with the book you’re currently reading