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gnawing at the bars of my enclosure

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real as fuck

no lube, no protection, all night, all day, from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat, from the dining table to the bedroom, from the bathroom sink to the shower, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, quadratic, exponential, logarithmic, while I gasp for air, scream and see the light, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, doggy, backwards, sideways, upside down, on the floor, in the bed, on the couch, on a chair, being carried against the wall, outside, in a train, on a plane, in the car, on a motorcycle, the the bed of a truck, on a trampoline, in a bounce house, in the pool, bent over, in the basement, against the window, have the most toe curling, back arching, leg shaking, dick throbbing, fist clenching, ear ringing, mouth drooling, ass clenching, nose sniffling, eye watering, eye rolling, hip thrusting, earthquaking, sheet gripping, knuckles cracking, jaw dropping, hair pulling, teeth jitterbug, mind boggling, soul snatching, overstimulating, vile, sloppy, moan inducing, heart wrenching, spine tingling, back breaking, atrocious, gushy, creamy, beastly, lip biting, gravity defying, nail biting, sweaty, feet kicking, mind blowing, bone breaking, world ending, black hole creating, universe destroying, head nodding, soul evaporating, volcano erupting, trembling, sheets soaked, hair drenched, flabbergasting, lip locking, skin peeling, eyelash removing, eye widening, pussy popping, nail scratching, back cuts, spectacular, brain cell desolving, hair ripping, mouth foaming, heavenly, awakening, devils tango ever bro could cause a nuclear bomb inside me and I'd still ride

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Like What You See?

summary ➣ after several months of not being able to see your boyfriend yuto, you decide to surprise him at his dorm, and let’s just say he wasn’t the only one surprised when you got there

genre ➣ fluffyish

warnings ➣ weight loss??

“so are you sure it’s alright if i spend the weekend with you guys?” you nervously buckled your seatbelt as you listened to the drastic sigh that was released on the other end of the phone call. “yes Y/N, i’ve told you for the hundredth time that it’s ok. i checked with our manager and he said it’d be a great stress reliever for yuto.”

relaxing your muscles, you laid back on to the soft fabric of your drivers seat. it seems like you haven’t seen yuto for ages and to add on you’ve never been to the dorms without his guidance. the whole situation made you a nervous wreck but you really wanted to surprise him after such a long time.

“Y/N, are you still there?” hui’s voice echoed throughout the speakers within your car, “yeah yeah sorry, i’m still here hui.” your thoughts were so jambled you forgot you were still on the phone. with your startled response you could hear hui chuckle at you from the other side, “listen, he’s gonna love to see you, don’t even stress about it. it’ll be great i promise.” you and hui had been friends years before you and yuto even started dating. he was like an older brother you never had and he always knew the right words to say.

exchanging brief goodbyes you hung up the phone, pulled out of your driveway and began the dreaded 45 minute drive to cube entertainment. the entire ride there you had to constantly fight back your anxiety. why were you so anxious? you guys had been dating for more than a year and you’ve never been uptight about things like this, so why now?

trying to take deep breaths to calm yourself down, you began to quiet the rising anxiety that had been creeping on you for the past hour. to distract yourself even more you rolled down the windows and turned up the radio to drown out any wondering thoughts still left. focusing on your driving you realized you only had a little ways to go before you reached your final destination. the thought of being able to physically see yuto again immediately put a smile and your face and you returned to your bright and happy self. “it’s all gonna be alright” you thought to yourself, “it’s all gonna be alright...”

after about 50 minutes of traffic from hell, you were finally able to send hui the text telling him you arrived safely and were waiting for him in the parking lot. about six minutes passed before you saw the medium sized black haired man appear from a set of white double doors dressed in a jersey and blue jeans. if his outfit wasn’t enough to identify him, his smile would 100% give away that it was indeed Mr. Lee Hoetaek.

“well well well, if it isn’t the one and only Mrs. Adachi.” taking a low bow in front of you, you smacked the back of his head. “ah hui, what did i say about calling me that” you whined as he laughed and stood back up to your eye level. “cmon, i know you like it” you waved that little annoyance of a man off and ignored his teasing. “am i gonna have to deal with your teasing this entire weekend?” you asked as you already started to walk away.

“well, no, technically you’ll have to deal with...” he quickly counted a number out on his fingers before finishing his statement, “eight, eight people’s teasing this weekend”. you chuckled at hui’s words, damn, you really missed being around him and the boys. they were like family to you, it’s hard to believe how much they really meant to you.

“so i’ll take your bags, let the boys know you’re here, and you can go find yuto, sound good?” hui already began to strip the light luggage you brought from you and slyly leave you behind. “hey! can you at least tell me where he’s at?” you yelled at him from halfway down the hall, “now if i told you what’s the fun in that? plus i’m not really sure where he’s at.” hui then turned around and scattered along with your overnight clothes. “sometimes i just really really despise that man.”

the cube building was HUGE, even though you weren’t a huge fan of the company you had to admit it was really pretty on the inside. but with cube being such a big building it made navigating much harder. yet on the bright side, hui had you park on the dorm side so you had three basic places yuto could be: the small practice room, the gym, or genuinely just inside pentagons dorm.

before you set off on your little yuto scavenger hunt you went ahead and sent wooseok a text asking where yuto was. you knew he wouldn’t answer immediately so you wanted to give him enough response time so you weren’t just wondering every where on cube property. but your safest bet was that he was down a couple hallways in the practice room, he had been talking about how he kept messing some footwork up on their latest choreography and how he’d been spending extra time practicing. you were kinda hoping he wasn’t practicing right now, just because you thought he was starting to overwork himself these days. he always strives to make himself better which you loved and hated about him, just sometimes he doesn’t know when to stop.

just a few steps away from the room you could already see there were people inside the practice room whether one of them was yuto or not. putting your hand on the door knob you told yourself just to act normal just in case he wasn’t actually present in the room. when you turned the handle you made immediate eye contact with three guys, none of which were yuto. a sigh of relief exited your body and a loud scoff could be heard.

“well hell are you not surprised to see us or something?” you instantly matched the voice with shinwon and a smile stretched across your face. “yea what the hell Y/N”, the second voice could be matched up with kino who had his arms crossed in front of his chest. you turned around and closed the door but before you could even get a word out a pair of long dangly arms picked you up off the ground.

“AH Y/N ITS BEEN SO LONG, I THOUGHT HYUNG WAS KIDDING WHEN HE SAID YOU WERE VISITING!” and this happy boy can easily be recognized as wooseok. you laughed and patted for him to put you down which he did once his energy levels dropped a bit. “no, no, i’m happy to see you guys i really missed you all. i was just hoping yuto wasn’t in here overworking himself.” the three boys let out a long ahh and shook their heads in agreement.

“so you’re looking for king of japan huh?” shinwon slipped in while making his way to lean on a wall. you nodded in agreement and looked at wooseok and kino for their responses. “well i’m pretty sure he’s in the gym working out right now.” wooseok added, “he’s been working out recently so your best bet is there.” hmm so he has been overworking himself a bit...

you had light conversation with the three and thanked them before going to check the gym to see if yuto was there. you enjoyed being able to talk to them, they’re some of the members who are closest to your age so conversation and interests were easier to talk about.

the gym was only a hall and two rooms over from the practice room, hopefully he didn’t hear wooseoks loud ass from the practice room or else the surprise would be ruined. as you got closer to the door the pain in your chest started to rise and you tried your best to ignore it. instead you tried focusing on the booming music that was leaking from the blurry door leading into the gym.

you couldn’t recognize the music to be yutos but you didn’t exactly know what kind of music he listened to when he would work out. so slowly you cracked open the gym door, allowing the music to grow louder and make your thoughts incoherent. you looked around a little until you saw a shirtless guy with glistening honey skin curling some weights in the corner. making your way in fully and shutting the door you tried finding the source of the loud music to turn it off. unfortunately you were unable to find any noticeable off switches so you decided to just sneak up on him.

the closer you got, you realized how buff and toned this guy was. maybe it wasn’t yuto? your thoughts all started to doubt each other and now you had to decide whether or not you wanted to take the risk of embarrassing yourself because you thought some random trainee was your boyfriend.

but while your thoughts started eating each other up the music had stopped and the man had put down the weights. you immediately snapped out of your confusion and just waited for the man to notice your presence. that’s when he finally got up and turned around and at that moment you thought you were for sure going to pass out.

“Y/N?!” but at least your first instinct was right, it was indeed yuto, but a very toned, more muscular, sexier yuto... in that moment you forgot how to speak the only thing you were capable of was scanning every inch of yutos body.

“You like what you see?”

his deep cocky voice instantly flooded your cheeks bright red as he made his way over to you.

“s-surprise!” you managed to choke out before sweaty yuto enveloped you in a tight hug. all he did was chuckle at you as he placed a quick kiss to sit on your forehead. “why didn’t you tell me you were coming? i could’ve been ready and we could’ve went to go get lunch!” he let you go and pouted his lips at you.

being the dumbass you are, you still couldn’t bring yourself back to reality after seeing buffed up yuto. “hellooo, earth to Y/N, anyone home? don’t make me tickle you.” finally you snapped out of it and came face to face with your boyfriend. instinctively you hugged him again which jerked him backwards a little bit but he gladly hugged you back.

“ha well someone was dazed a little bit.” he chuckled while you continued to embrace him. “i’m sorry, i was just a little shocked.” he looked down at you and raised an eyebrow, “hell out of all the people here i should be the one shocked.” you both let out little laughs at each other before you loosened your grip and yuto moved just hands down to your waist.

“well i’m glad i surprised you, it’s what i wanted. but you just surprised me with all of, well you know, this.” you dragged your hand lightly down his chest, drawing a straight line down his toned abdomen. “you look like you’ve lost a lot of weight hun” yuto scrunched his nose and randomly kissed your cheek, “ive been working out for the past couple months baby, just trying to make myself look better”. you reached your arms up to yutos neck and looked at him in disbelief, “yuto you were already the hottest, sexiest most perfect man on the world. you didn’t need to change yourself.”

a small smile pricked his lips and he reached down to kiss yours. oh how you missed his gentle kisses and just the feeling of being close to him again. “do you not like how i look now?” he asked jokingly which earned him a light slap to the chest, “of course i like how you look now, you’ll always be perfect in my eyes. i just want you to stay healthy, i can’t monitor you all the time now yuto. i just worry about you overworking yourself.” you rubbed his cheek and gave him a small smile. “i promise you im fine, i just wanted to gain more muscle that’s all, i promise. i still eat all the cookies and goodie bags you send me.” you laughed at each other and it made you feel a little better knowing that he wasn’t trying to unhealthily force himself to workout.

after a small moment of silence yuto finally speaks out “i missed you Y/N” he whispered as he pressed his forehead against yours, “i missed you too yuto.” you connected the space and kissed him again but this time it lasted longer than the first, it was more passionate and deeper. when you both pulled away it caused you to laugh and fall into his arms. moments like these are what makes you miss him every time he goes away...

now that yuto knows you’re here, you both decide to make your way back to the dorm and get yuto all cleaned up and you must say, the man smells much better now. laying on his bed playing on your phone you waited for him to return from his brisk shower. suddenly without warning a big plop landed right next to you. the strong scent of old spice rolling off of him. you had never forgotten that distinct smell of body wash since you were the one to buy him that specific brand.

“im.so.glad.you.came.to.see.me” moving around, yuto placed kisses all over your face as he spoke to you which made you a giggling mess. once he stopped he calmed down and pulled you into his chest. of course he still had no shirt on, but you were never one to complain.

“yuto” you said which made the wet red striped haired boy look down at you. “Y/N” he replied sarcastically, “is it weird that on my way here i just had a nervous gut feeling that something was gonna go wrong today?” the little smile on your face turned to serious as you asked yuto the question you had been wanting the answer to all day.

even though you couldn’t recall the memory at the moment, yuto knew exactly why you were so anxious about seeing him after such a long time apart, “you know i would never do to you what he did to you, right?” he played with a strand of your hair while you tried processing what he had just said. and then it hit you.

your ex, he had cheated on you, after he went on vacation for awhile and met a foreign woman and slept with her... it was your last relationship before you dated yuto and it was something you always told him that bothered you. it explains why you were so anxious to go see him, you were just in terror that you’d find him cheating or find out he’s been cheating and half to drive 45 minutes back home all broken-hearted again.

you made eye contact with yuto and faintly smiled. he has made you realize that you can trust someone and fall in love again without having to second guess his every action. you really really loved him and you couldn’t ask for someone better.

“i know, i know you would never, i guess i just get paranoid sometimes.” he rubbed a little circle on your cheek and smiled, “i would never do anything to hurt you, i love you a lot Y/N, there’s no one in this world other than you that can make me feel like i own all the stars in the sky.” for a moment you felt tears prick your eyes but you held them back, this time you just dug your face into his chest and let him hold you. this is truly the thing you had missed the most, just being able to rest in each other’s presence.

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If Renjun and Chenle get put in wayv SM is never gonna let them interact with 00’ line and Jisung again like the little trick asses they are😐

WTF IS THIS

IS THIS THE NEW NCT LINE UP?!?!?!

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Birthday Boy: N.J

“Jaeminnn~” You cooed out to your sleeping boyfriend. Jaemin’s head tossed and turned a couple times before finally opening his eyes. “Wh- Y/n, baby whats wrong. You ok?” As soon as Jaemin recognized your figure next to his he immediately assumed the worst. “I’m ok NaNa. I just wanted to be with you.” You traced little circles on his chest as he studied your expressions. “Oh, that’s fine baby. Does Taeyong know you’re back here?” You shook your head no and Jaemins eyes grew big. “Y/n, you know I’ll get in trouble if you’re caught in here.” Already beginning his scolding lesson you whined at him. “Nana~ I just wanted to be with you on your birthday.” Giving him the best pouting face, Jaemin cocked his head at you. Reaching over for his phone he looked at it to indeed confirm it was 12:00am August 13th... His birthday. Resting your head on him you placed small kisses on his neck. “Happy Birthday Jaemin.” He smiled and ran his hands through your hair before placing a kiss on your forehead. “Thank you, gorgeous.” Just melting in his embrace you felt your heart pound like the first time you met Jaemin. “Since it’s my birthday...” Jaemin started to placing small kisses all over your face making you squirm and giggle in his bed. “W-what?!” You chuckled out as he continued to shower you in affection. “I. Want. To. Snuggle.” He said in between long exaggerated kisses on your lips. “Can I be the little spoon?” He looked at you with absolute love in his eyes. “Of course.” And with those words you turned on your side and let Jaemin engulf you with his long arms and legs. Being held by him made you feel like the only girl in the world, you wished every girl could experience this type of love. After a couple minutes of laying together, you could hear the same methodical breathing patterns from Jaemin and he had once again fallen asleep. You smiled to yourself with satisfaction before relaxing and closing your eyes. “Good Night Nana, Happy Birthday.” And those were the last words you said before drifting off in Jaemin’s arms.

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I want a “just checking in” kind of love.

a “baby did you eat today?” kind of love.

a “you’re the first person I told” kind of love.

an “I gotta kiss you before you leave” kind of love

an “I love you” before we say bye kind of love.

an “I noticed that you need this so I got it for you” kind of love.

a “we’re not going to bed til we’ve made up” kind of love.

a wipe my tears away kind of love.

a nonstop joke fest until I smile again kind of love.

a goofy smile when I walk in the room kind of love.

a hold me until my panic attack passes kind of love.

a rub my back after work kind of love.

I just want to feel completely, totally, truly loved.

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This... This is art

wallpaper` ateez ft. stray kids, nct.

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mood; missing his mullet

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Ateez reaction:

Their Kid calling them “Daddy” for the first time

ℍ𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕛𝕠𝕠𝕟𝕘

It had been a stressful day when you decided to FaceTime Hongjoong. He answered within seconds and a huge smile was plastered on his face when he saw you and his lovely baby boy waiting behind the screen. Ten months ago you and Hongjoong welcomed a healthy baby boy and you’ve never been happier. Your son was almost a year old now and he had picked up several words such as “no”, “yes”, “momma”, and a new word you were excited to show Joong. Hongjoong was waving to his son excitedly through the screen, slowly gaining his attention. When your son saw his father the words immediately flew out, “Daddy!” Hongjoong would look at you in disbelief before becoming overwhelmed in joy. “Did you hear him honey? He said daddy! Oh my god-”

𝕊𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕨𝕙𝕒

The boys had some free time today and had been begging you to bring yours and Seongwha’s baby girl over to the dorm. You figured that it wouldn’t hurt, Seongwha wanted her to get used to them and she seems to already have a bond with them all. You and Seongwha had been sitting on the couch together when San and Yunho came in chasing your daughter around the room. Her little one and a half year old legs waddled as fast as they could to find protection from her silly uncles. Seongwha was within sight and sure enough she ran straight towards him. Reaching her arms up for him, her pleading words shocked him. “Daddy, Daddy!” She giggled as Seonghwa scooped her away from her Yunho’s grasp. “Daddy? Well that’s a new one. It’s ok sweetie, daddy’s got you safe and sound from those monsters.”

𝕐𝕦𝕟𝕙𝕠

Yunho decided to give you a break from parenting and let you have a girls day with your girl friends. He’s been on tour and very busy lately, leaving you to single parent for a while. He figured you needed time for yourself and he needed to spend time with his daughter, so this was a great opportunity. Yunho had taken her to a small park with Mingi and Yeosang tagging along. There was a slide that had three different slots on it and Mingi wanted each of them to stand at the end of one and have her pick one to slide down. She stood at the top looking down at all three of them. Three grown men begging her to go down their slide. Yunho had his arms outstretched to her and she recognized her father instantly. “Daddy!!” She yelled as she ran to Yunho’s slide. When she reached the bottom, Yunho caught her and picked her up into a hug. “T-that’s the first time she’s ever said that.”

𝕐𝕖𝕠𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕘

Waiting backstage, Yeosang was chatting with his members about how you both had been trying to get his infant little girl to say “momma” and “daddy”. The momma part had been successful but she seemed to have no interest in saying daddy. It sort of hurt Yeosang but he couldn’t let his memebers know that, knowing they’d tease him. You’ve seen how down he’s been about it so you’ve been working with her, hoping thappiness back up. That’s when you walked through the curtain holding your baby’s hand as she waddled toward Yeosang. “Go to daddy baby.” You let her go and she waddled her way to Yeosang. “D-daddy?” She said with hesitation, but the word was clear enough to understand. Yeosang sat her on his lap with a huge smile on his face. He’d have the proudest look and would brag about it to his memebers for making fun of him. “What can I say boys. I have a smart little cookie here. Isn’t that right baby girl~”

𝕊𝕒𝕟

Ateez’s manager allowed San to take a week off to spend with you and your son. He was relying on FaceTime calls and pictures before this moment, so he was very excited to spend time with you both. You were ecstatic when you heard the news and couldn’t wait to see San after all this time. The baby boy you shared together was currently taking his midday snooze and you didn’t want to wake him. San would have plenty of time to see him when he awoke. One of the first things he asked when he got home was where his little clone was. When you informed him of his slumber San was patient and understanding and you both sat down and talked. While getting a drink from inside the kitchen he felt small arms wrap around his leg and he looked down to see his glowing little boy. “Daddy? Daddyyyy~” San smiled so wide his dimples seemed to push into his cheeks for miles. He’d be so overcome with emotion after being gone for so long. He almost forgot what it felt like to be a father. “Honey? Did you teach him to call me Daddy? Now you’re gonna make me cry.”

𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕚

It was the weekend Mingi promised his members they could spend some quality time with his twins. They were twin boys only eight months of age and with Mingi’s tight schedule it was hard to fit time to be with them. But he took his members over to your house to fulfill his promise and there you were. In the kitchen, babies in high chairs, and food on the stove. The members just gawked over how cute the twins were. Maybe it was their sleepy expression and their matching pajamas that sent them over the edge. “How’s daddy doing?” You asked him after he placed a kiss on top of your forehead. The members all gagged at your comment all while maintaining their attention on the children. “DaDDEe.. Daddy?” One of the boys mimicked your words. The members went quiet and Mingi turned around to his kids. “DahDy? Daddy?” The second boy began to catch on as well. Next thing you know they’re both saying Daddy fluently. Mingi’s mouth was wide open in disbelief. Hearing such things from his kids gave him pride. He would place kisses all over their face and might even cry from joy. “They finally said it! They finally called me Daddy! Well... I guess they DID learn from the best 😏”

𝕎𝕠𝕠𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕘

Wooyoung had encouraged you to come to the filming of their new mv and to bring ‘pumpkin and peach’ with you. Pumpkin and peach is what he liked to call your kids. Pumpkin was a little past a year old and peach was 23 weeks still in the womb. Being in the second trimester of pregnancy AND having an infant was quite the job, but you loved it. Showing up at set, you sat down and watched Wooyoung work his absolute ass off for this mv. While they were having a break he caught a glimpse of the you and the baby. He waved with a huge smile on his face. “Say lets go daddy!!” You encouraged your daughter. “Gho DahDY!!” She clapped and yelled down at Wooyoung. Wooyoung looked up at us and I laughed and shrugged my shoulders. He pointed to himself and mouthed “me?!” I nodded and he started jumping up and down and hugging his memebers. “DID YOU HEAR MY PUMPKIN! SHE CALLED ME DADDY, SHES CHEERING FOR ME! DID YOU HEAR IT!”

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Jongho was in the KQ gym, trying to bulk up for their June comeback and you told him if he didn’t stop by five o’clock you’d be forced to come get him. It was a quarter past five and he hadn’t returned yet. You started to head down to the gym area when you felt small arms crawl up your leg. It was your dashing baby girl crawling at your feet. You picked her up and carried on to find your stubborn husband. And as you assumed there he is, a sweaty mess benching all by himself. I shook my head and and approached Jongho. I could hear the music blasting inside his headphones, maybe that explains why he didn’t come down by five, the man must be deaf. As soon as he realized my presence he shook his headphones out but continued to bench press. “Hello my sweets~” you rolled your eyes and shook your finger at him, “bad, bad, daddy. You didn’t listen to me.” The child watched your finger flop around at Jongho before doing the same. “Bah Dah-dee~” it was a little choppy but she managed to say the word Daddy. Jongho put the weight on the rack and sat up with a shocked expression. “Jongho...” you were as shocked as he was at your child’s first words. He’d get up and hug you both and quickly apologizing for being late. He would later boast about it to the members. “She said her first words today and you’ll never guess what it was. DADDY! She called me Daddy today. I’m so proud of her, she’s so perfect.”

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