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i’m disappointed in you guys. really i am.

isola mods, what happened to you guys? why are you going behind people’s backs to talk shit about them? why aren’t you apologizing for getting caught changing something without informing the masterlist? i remember when i saw some of you trash-talking one of my longtime friends on your locked accounts on twitter. when i post this, i wonder if you’ll do that about me, too.

my friend had some very valid complaints to make about how things have been handled in this group, and the collective dismissal was very telling. it told me that this environment would not be getting any better. and it’s why i haven’t tried to rejoin. between that and some smaller incidents, i’ve realized that this group simply isn’t going to help me stay mentally or emotionally healthy.

i remember having a muse complain about the changes made to one of the areas and i expressed my dissatisfaction in the tags, and a mod took exception to me and a friend being vocally unhappy about the changes. sure, maybe it stings to know your work isn’t being appreciated (and god, do i know this!), but people have different opinions on how things are handled, and not everyone likes change.

i wish i could say i’m having second thoughts about posting something like this, but i’m not. i was around when citta went down, and i was excited to join a new setting, but now i’ve realized that some of the problems have followed from there to here and they’re still unaddressed. maybe they’ll stay unaddressed until isola eventually dies or ends up imploding, but i hope that neither scenario comes to pass.

some of you need to learn to accept criticism. you need to learn how to apologize and do better, instead of burying your heads in the sand and listening only to the people patting you on the back and telling you that anyone with even a slightly harsh word is just ‘a troll’ or ‘a hater’ or ‘wants to see the group fail’.

i am being as nice as i can about this. i’m sad to say that i won’t ever come back here again, because there are quite a few good people i’ve met. i can only hope i’ll see them again somewhere else. but this isn’t it -- not for me, not in good conscience, not after the way some of my friends have been treated here.

if you’re a mod or assistant, don’t contact me please. i’m stressed as it is, and you probably won’t end up talking to ‘me’ as a result.

goodbye, yall.

- hennie

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                   “ Don’t worry inspector. I’ll clean tha’ record for ya’. “

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motorcitymutt​:

“I’ll be honest, that statement raises some questions. Did somethin’ happen that I didn’t hear about?”

“I ate one of those candies while uh, ‘dressed up’ as some random person, and now I’m alive! Fixed my hair after that. I’m alive for now!! So I’ve been taking advantage of that by doing things that living people do, like sleeping and eating food and turning the water up in the shower so it’s hot.”

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“Sorry I haven’t been around! I’ve been too busy being alive again!”

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describe your character using shitty negative ebay reviews

blog

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darkmoondelusion​:

“Yes! I wonder if I can do anything more for thee now? There’s my always useful, now permanent Darkmoon Blade enchanting technique!”

“... I’m trying not to be as bitter as I was in the past, but... that enchantment did come in handy some time ago, so I wouldn’t mind the enchantment. I’ll prepare an offering in exchange, if you’d like.”

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His anger is weirdly inspiring.

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darkmoondelusion​:

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“Guess what, Yomiel! I have all my power back!”

Fussing about not being alive is OVER. It’s time to fuss over something else instead!

“You have all of your power back!!! That’s awesome!!”

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man fuck you guys

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“Okay Google, how do I cope with my anger and existential dread without always resorting to violence?”

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Is it cheating to focus on the aftermath?

...nah

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hosttrick​:

tell him not to put another hole in his head for this halloween please tell him no

NOBODY TOLD HIM NO

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tell him not to put another hole in his head for this halloween please tell him no

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“... Oh, it’s almost that time of year again...”

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losingmyjustice​:

… Oh. Yeah, that ain’t good.

“Understandable. I’ll take it they’re from the latest eclipse? Luck’s not been nice to you, huh?”

“Considering the severity, I’d guess staying far truly is the only approach you’ve got. They’re not in the same Ward as you are, though, right?” with all housings being in rows … “I’m not sure what you usually do to pass the time, though try to distract your thoughts, or something.”

“— Kudos to you for trying, at least. That’s more than plenty here can suppose of themselves.”

“Yep, just rolled in. I make a habit of checking my phone, and his name was there. He better hope I don’t find him, because I don’t think I’ll be able to restrain myself from hurting him if I see the guy.”

That, or he could just make him hurt himself. Something Yomiel’s wanted to do for quite some time, but he had to wait for him to be properly executed. Too bad it never actually happened...

“But we are in the same ward. At least I barely spend time at my assigned housing. I’ll just have to get back to committing petty crime, I guess. Sheesh...” He sighs, slipping his sunglasses up to pinch at the bridge of his nose. “Thanks for the compliment, though. Needed that.”

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losingmyjustice​:

“Well, I’ll suppose you’re not going to go ahead and try to talk with them diplomatically and peacefully?” scoff.

“If ‘not murdering them on sight’ is your only goal — just avoid them, sure. But if you’re trying to diminish a grudge of yours, become a ‘better person’ and all that, I’d argue that avoiding them will solely have the opposite effect.”

“… If it won’t work in person, alternatively you could check in with a message.”

“Listen, the person -- you know I’m dead, right? The person I’m talking about is the one who got me killed in the first place. He cornered me with a hot gun. I’m really not ready to make nice.” Especially with fall coming so close...

“I don’t think I’m ready to talk to him. I’m not ready to speak with someone who had a hand in ruining my life. At all.”

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losingmyjustice​:

“Avoid them, if possible.” a shrug. “Might help to lash out on something else lest you end up intentionally looking for them instead.”

“That’s... ugh. I guess. I can try. I’m trying to be a ‘better person’ because I’m tired of being so full of hatred. But I don’t know what the hell else I should do instead of going for the guy.”