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Jan 1 2012, 05:26 AM

I had a really awesome New Years Eve, this is how it all started! Click the spoiler or youtube video for a short song! Just so you know, this is a very private forum. So people who see this will be people I know and the only way t oget to this post is by having a link, you could even click the banner at the top and it will direct you to the main page and you won't be able to find this. It's only accessible via link, unless you register, then you can see it freely. Note: All of the music posted in this are all Instrumental songs. Click the bar that says "Beginning of a journey" to play some music! OR click the video below

Start Adventure? Yes or No? It all started about a week ago, when my friend Donna asked on facebook, if I wanted to hang out soon and take pictures. I said yes, I have not hung out with anyone in a while. It's always nice to get out of the house! New Years fell on a Saturday this time (2011) (As I am posting this, it's already 2012.) I actually didn't go to sleep until like 8 am on the 31st and everyone was going to arrive at 12pm! So I slept for about 2 and a half hours, I wasn't really tired.. so it wasn't a big deal that I didn't get that much sleep. I got up at around 11 am, I started getting ready and I also tuned into the twilight zone. The particular episode had this guy who tried talking to people he knew, nothing happened, I realized that he was dead way before he figured it out. I got an unexpected call from my friend Val, who said that they were running a bit late. Which I was fine with, but made me realize I should change my ringtone again. I don't like having the same ringtone for too long, the one that is for unknown numbers. I changed it to one of the songs I've posted in this topic. I put Val's number in and put her own ringtone in on my phone, so when she did call me again, I knew who it was right away and got my things ready cause they were here now! When I got into Donna's car, Donna gave me a present. My friend Victor immediately says "Donna, did you get him a dildo?!". I thought it was so funny XD She gave me her camera that I had used once before, it was a really great present! I was the last person to get picked up, so then we were on our way! I honestly had no idea where we were going to go, but I knew one thing! That it was going to be an adventure! Aside from myself, Donna, Victor and Val, we had Daniel with us too!

The car ride was a whole lot of fun! At one point we were on a higher road and the clouds looked so close by! I wanted to touch them! In the car we talked about all sorts of things, eventually we met up with one of Victor's friends named Tobi. If you ask me, Tobi is like taking Victor and copying him and creating a female version; they're almost like twins or the male and female version of each other : O Val went to ride with Tobi; but with Tobi joining the party we had six people on our adventure!! Which made me think about Suikoden (A video game, my favorite games EVER) and how the battle parties can have 6 characters! So I thought, we have a full suikoden party! : D It happens to me alot, if anything is remotely similar to a game or a tv show, I will totally think about it. I have a full suikoden party at my job too lol. Sometimes I even imagine my friends in anime like openings.

While we were on our car ride, we were deciding whether to go to eat first or not. We were going to Montauk, but we also stopped by an area called Hither Hills. On the drive to these places, I realized something. That we needed to film Victor, because he get's so silly and crazy, that it would be great to film him! I remembered that I had a video camera with me, so I asked if I could record Victor in which he said yes. We made 6 videos in total! All at different times though. The first one was before we got to our first stop.

Eventually, we took a pitstop! We were on some kind of cliff area, and we went there for a stretch. It's called Hither Hills. The view was beautiful there, I thought it was cool that there was a little trail, the adventurer in me wanted to go in. But the signs were saying things about hunters, so I thought maybe I shouldn't go there since I am not a hunter. There was also a sign that said there was poison Ivy and Ticks in the trail, which made me think twice. It was a really nice area, it even came with a sign and map of the location. Lot's of the people that were there seemed like hikers, bikers and joggers or hunters (Oh my!) One truck there had a Christmas tree in it, me and Val were wondering what that was about. I took a few pictures, which I will put inside the spoiler. So click the spoiler to view! They are all a bit distorted cause I uploaded them on facebook, I'll probably put a few on my online portfolio.

Videos https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qO0Q6QMPIG8

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Slash stories

Here are links to other people's stories. Mac/Flack (CSI NY) Crossing the Line Finding Peace Fortune Favors Hopefully Not Too Late Losing his Temper Taking his pain away Vacillate McDanno (Hawaii Five 0 Slash fiction with Danny and Steve) Busted Exfil Mistletoe Are you still the man I married? Give a man an inch Kō‘eha‘eha i ka lā, wela i ka pō * Steve McGarret was never that observant Four Times Nobody Noticed It Was a Date, and One Time There Wasn’t Any Doubt No plan like mine - Sequel to Ruminations in the dark. Ruminations in the dark So Much For My Happy Ending The Other Daughter Vigilum Cattus, the here kitty kitty remix Destiel (Supernatural Slash fiction with Dean and Castiel) Angel of the morning Glory By the Way, He's in Love With You Dean Doesn't Listen to Eurythmics Feeling Human First Kiss First Breakfast - Sweet Breakfast Forever is far too cliche - Florence Nightingdale was a fraud Forgive me father, for I am about to sin Lost & Found I fell fr you Inevitable Homoeroticism in Spanish Romantic Heroes Sheer Coinidence Sins of Flesh This is not a zebra * ==Other== Palle's Story

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Anime Sites

Here are anime sites in which you can watch anime from, the sites are going to be categorized in specific order depending on what they offer.. such as sub and dub or just dub.. etc... Any site with a red plus sign next to it is a personal favorite of mine that I use all the time. + TV In General Simkl Subbed Anime All My Anime Aniilinkz Anime 1 Anime4you Anime 44 Anime Avenue Anime Blizzard Anime Box Anime Center Anime Check Anime Dose Anime Dreaming Anime Egg Anime Fave Anime Flavor Anime Freak Tv Anime.Fullfights Anime Fushigi Anime Get Anime Here + Anime Jolt Anime Joy Anime Nova Anime Palm Anime Plus Anime Rush Anime Seed Anime Season + Anime Shippuden Anime Show Anime Static Anime-sub Anime Sub.tv Anime Take Anime Ultima Crunchyroll + Gogo anime Hulu Kiss Anime - Has a mobile option Just Anime Stream Kumby Netflix NW Anime Pinoy Anime Subbed Anime The Anime Network Viz Vrv Watch Anime on Watch-Anime Watch Anime on Air Watch Anime Sub Zero Anime Cartoons - Some anime sites may have a few cartoon series, but not many. Most have the Avatar and Legend of Korra series on them. All My Anime Anime Blizzard - Under dubbed anime Anime Dose Anime Fate Anime Fave Anime Flavor Anime Freak Tv Anime.Fullfights Anime Fushigi Anime Get Aniilinkz Anime On Air Anime Rack Anime Toon Anime Tycoon Anime Ultima Cartoon World Dub Crazy Dubbed Scene Free Anime Just Anime Dubbed Just Anime Stream Kumby NW Anime Pinoy Anime Subbed Anime Watch Anime on Watch Anime on Air Watch Cartoon Online + Watching Anime Dubbed Anime All My Anime Anime Blizzard Aniilinkz Anime Center Anime Check Anime Dose Anime-Dub Anime Egg Anime Fate Anime Fave Anime Freak Tv Anime.Fullfights Anime On Air Anime Nova Anime Palm Anime Rack Anime Static Anime Toon Anime Tycoon Anime Ultima Cartoon World Dub Happy Dub Crazy Dub Roll Dubbed Anime . net Dubbed Anime . tv Dubbed Anime Online tv Dubbed Crunch Dubbed Episodes . com Dubbed Episodes . tv Dubbed Scene Just Anime Dubbed Just Anime Stream Just Dubs Free Anime Netflix Subbed Anime The Anime Network Hi Dive Viz Vrv Watch Anime on Air Watch Cartoon Online - Dub + Manga.com NW Anime Anime on Viewster Watch Anime on Drama Anime Flavor Drama Dubbed Scene Drama Tycoon Ep Drama Just Series Mobile Friendly Sites Anime Plus Anime Toon Kiss Anime - Has a mobile option Raw Anime Anime 44 Anime Egg Anime Check Anime Jolt Anime Nova Anime Plus Anime Rush Gogo anime Watch-Anime Downloads Animea Anime Take Anime Ultima Cyber12 Anime 4 PSP Watch Anime on Manga Animea City Manga Good Manga Kiss Manga Manga BB Manga Daddy Manga Here Manga Reader [url=www.mangatown.com/]Manga Town[/url] Manga Updates My Reading Manga Yaoi, Shounen Ai Manga and Doujinshi NW Anime Stream Just Anime Stream Specific Bleach Get - Bleach Anime - Dubbed & Subbed. Other Anime Forums Anime Ground Animenation Maintenance Anime Junkies Anime Storm links http://www.animebox.tv/esteemed-affiliates/ http://www.animedose.net/dubbed/anime/avengers-assemble/ http://www.animecenter.tv/anime-list-dubbed?filter=B

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Here are links to other people's stories. Mac/Flack (CSI NY) Crossing the Line Finding Peace Fortune Favors Hopefully Not Too Late Losing his Temper Taking his pain away Vacillate McDanno (Hawaii Five 0 Slash fiction with Danny and Steve) Busted Exfil Mistletoe Are you still the man I married? Give a man an inch Kō‘eha‘eha i ka lā, wela i ka pō * Steve McGarret was never that observant Four Times Nobody Noticed It Was a Date, and One Time There Wasn’t Any Doubt No plan like mine - Sequel to Ruminations in the dark. Ruminations in the dark So Much For My Happy Ending The Other Daughter Vigilum Cattus, the here kitty kitty remix Destiel (Supernatural Slash fiction with Dean and Castiel) Angel of the morning Glory By the Way, He's in Love With You Dean Doesn't Listen to Eurythmics Feeling Human First Kiss First Breakfast - Sweet Breakfast Forever is far too cliche - Florence Nightingdale was a fraud Forgive me father, for I am about to sin Lost & Found I fell fr you Inevitable Homoeroticism in Spanish Romantic Heroes Sheer Coinidence Sins of Flesh This is not a zebra * ==Other== Palle's Story

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Forums I’ve Owned

This is a total list of all of the forums I have ever created.Offline Indicates that it is dead.Online Indicates that it is still active or that I haven't given up on it yet.Personal Use Indicates that it is really only used for my own personal uses.sdhjfkjshfkjfhsjdfs Indicates that I am not sure what to do.Click on the name of the forum that is after the number.2. The Rave Master Offline My first ever forum was for the anime "The Rave Master", which I made when I was 14 in 2004. It was hosted on proboards, and still has the highest member count of any forum I have ever owned, the second being suikocross. 1. Hotspot Fan Offline However, I made a mistake with the link the first time; I had created this. It's actually the original, but I didn't go anywhere with it. I made it into a teen titans and ben 10 forum. 3. Fosters Friends Offline My second forum was a Fosters Home For Imaginary Friends forum. 4. Greatest RPG's Offline My fourth forum was known as greatest rpg's, but some of you may know it as Suikocross, which later I moved to invisionfree and then zetaboards. 5. Mega Couples Offline My fifth forum was a forum I made for Teen Titan couples. 6?. Static Shock Offline, since I lost the link! I made a Static Shock forum, but I lost the link a long time ago. 7. One More Chance to Wish Offline My seventh forum was my first forum on invisionfree, it was about video games and anime that you would want a sequel to. We would hold petitions and all sorts of stuff, unfortunately the forum was hacked. Fortunately all they did was delete all of the categories, the topics are all there; but jumbled up! The hacking made me create the Winds of fate ~ Kya Dark Lineage forum. 8. Suikocross Offline My eighth forum was Suikocross! I first made it as invisionfree, but then put it on as zetaboards. As of 2012, I've merged my Suikocross, Winds of fate and Dark Horizon. Making Suikocross, Winds of fate and Dark Horizon Offline. 9. Kelops Testing Forum Offline Personal Use Nine was a testing forum that I had made for invisionfree. 10. Winds of Fate ~ Kya Dark Lineage Offline Online Winds of fate ~ Kya Dark Lineage was a forum I made because of OMCTW's demise. It is to date the second Kya Dark Lineage forum to be made, and to be frank; more successful. As of 2012, I've merged my Suikocross, Winds of fate and Dark Horizon. Making Suikocross, Winds of fate and Dark Horizon Offline However, I am going to keep Winds of fate open for the reason that there is no other forum dedicated to Kya and I will use it for stats.. just in case a creator saw it and was like WOAH! They got 100 people to join! Maybe we will make a sequel! 11. K-Chat Advertising/Hotspot's Archives Personal Use In 2007 I decided to take a crack at forum advertising! It went okay, but it really boomed when I put it back on the map in 2010. It slowly died though and then I used it to archive things. 12. La Odin Soul Grimoire Offline, the link doesn't even work anymore! They got rid of it! LaOdinSoulGrimoire was a forum I made for La Pucelle Tactics, Soul Nomad, Grim Grimoire and Odin sphere. I put it on PHPbb, I had difficulty with it so I stopped using it. 13. La Odin Soul Grimoire sdhjfkjshfkjfhsjdfs La Odin Soul Grimoire, on zetaboards! It hasn't really went anywhere, I do not know if I will continue it or not. 14. Kelops Testing Forum Personal Use This is the zetaboards version of Kelops Testing forum 15. Vanilla Testing Forum sdhjfkjshfkjfhsjdfs Personal Use I tried out the vanilla forums, this is the forum I made. 16. Dark Horizon Offline I wanted to make a forum that was very user friendly and not as strict as most forums. As of 2012, I've merged my Suikocross, Winds of fate and Dark Horizon. Making Suikocross, Winds of fate and Dark Horizon Offline 17. Hotspot's Journal Online Personal Use I made a forum where I could post links and stories, without having a billion guests like K chat get's. This is how my seventeenth forum was born. 18. Suiko-Kya-Cross~Over the Horizon OnlineI decided to merge my three forums, Suikocross, Dark Horizon and Winds of fate.. into one super forum!I don't have the time like when I was younger, I have lot's of important things now and I don't have the time to handle three forums.. so I decided upon this.

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My Blogs

I have a bunch of blogs! Some of them are about video games, some of them are about just everything and others are about hot guys!۵۵۵۵ My own blog for actually blog like material ۵۵۵۵http://hotspotsportal.tumblr.com/ http://hotspotsportal.blogspot.com/ ¤¤¤ Dream Blog ¤¤¤ http://hotspotsflamecave.tumblr.com/ ๑๑๑๑๑ Kya Dark Lineage Blog ๑๑๑๑๑ http://kyadarklineage.blogspot.com/ http://kyadarklineage.wordpress.com/ http://kyadarklineage.tumblr.com/ ~~~ Job Blog ~~~ http://transcendingintojobs.blogspot.com/ ♦♦♦♦♦ My Yaoi Blog ♦♦♦♦♦ http://hotspotsyaoi.wordpress.com/ http://hotspotsyaoi.tumblr.com/ - I update this one more. ◘◘◘◘◘ My hot guy blogs ◘◘◘◘◘ http://justhotguys-hotspot.blogspot.com/ http://hotspotsedenofmen.tumblr.com/My Yaoi blog and hot guys blog are no longer open, I do not blog on those anymore.I do not blog alot though ヅ

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April 11th, ironically, the person I was/is after... I was going to see the next day.. but I hadn’t seen him for two weeks and it was driving me insane.

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I really really like you?

So I don't know what to do with myself! So we got this new security guard at work,... Okay so here's what happened.... When my store first opened up, we had three security guards...two of them left and the other one got fired for not locking the store doors.... That one I thought was kinda cute actually.. Then we got these two guys, Moises and Steve...they were both cool, I thought Steve was cute and Moises was actually muscular..it was kinda hot but he wasn't lol..I can like the muscles but not the man. His jacket always hid his tight fitting clothes..... Anyways Steve got let go last year and Moises left in like August ..after Moises we got this jerk-off named Elliot who lasted two weeks because he was a douche! Then we didn't have any security until Christmas for like a month and then he was gone..but he came back at night when the security systems weren't working... So far the only guys that I like end up being security guards...ok there were two normal associates too but I only kind of liked them But anyways so today we had the head of security from corporate in..they realized that we need security because the store lost so much from thieves...every day we find security tags cut in two..these aren't just crooks, these are professionals. But anyways so there's this guy with the security jacket on, but it's a short sleeve one and you could see some arm muscle and I was like...I love a man who shows some skin. Lmao I kept looking at him from my department and at first I was hiding cuz I thought it was the head of security ..but I asked my manager who it was and she was like its a guy from another store... I say my manager because she's the only good manager and I'm under her because she's the manager of my dept. But every now and again I would peak at this new security guy, but I couldn't tell what he looked like... Then I was doing something and he was nearby and asked me a question, I answered and he introduced himself to me...he shook my hand and he told me his name was Mike and that he was the new part time security here. When I shook his hand I felt some kind of connections and after that I couldn't stop thinking about him....I was very distracted....then later I had to ring and he was up there and when I went to get something he said hi to me again which some people do... But I don't know what to think right now, but I definitely like him lol... I get a bi vibe from him but with my luck he's probably, straight or married or something lol He's like my age, I hope he's older tho...apparently he's been in the army, which I figured cuz he is bald by choice Oh yeah, last summer, not the one that just passed...we had a security in training guy for a week an I liked him too lol.... Of course the last day he was there a 50 was missing from my draw..I don't know how and I looked everywhere on my register to find it but it was not there...that freaked me out cuz I didn't want them to think I took fifty dollars. But the funny thing is that yesterday, this was my horoscope on my zodiac app.

See it could mean one of two things, or both even. It could be about the new guy at work, so I wonder if that means more.. and this horoscope could actually line up with that. It could also mean that I’m going to get my act together, and I can actually focus on my stories and the game I am making. I tend to veer off the creative track and procrastinate too much, but I would like to focus more on my creative side. Or it could be both... or neither even.. but hopefully at least my creative side will break through, that is 100% all on me. But see, it's just crazy. I fan girl over hot guys all of the time though.. and I'm just like.. who's to say this is any different?! But there is ONE thing that is different.. when I see a hot guy IRL, usually they're just hot. But with this guy Mike, I FEEL something more than just, oh he's hot.. I feel a really good feeling when I see him. But I don't know for sure yet, I could be going through a phase, or maybe he's not available (Which is very likely to happen).. but then even when I get all fangirly and giggly, usually nothing happens anyways. At the same time I'm hopeful, but more or so pessimistic, because the likely chances of him being into girls is about 50-90%, because that's what usually happens! The fact that there are only three gay men out of 50 associates also puts in some statistics too.. although I don't think we have any bisexual people in the building.. well maybe one, but that's just a hunch.. doesn't matter anyways because he has a wife and a daughter (He's also a huge douche, what his wife or any of his sexual partners see in him, I will never understand.. he's ugly on the inside and out). But I don't know if I should be going so fast when I just met the guy.. I'm going banana's! But I need to calm down and the least I can do for now, is just to get to know the guy. My friend was saying I should mention I'm gay this way he'll notice me like that, if he's into dudes that is. lol At the same time, I'm also getting into the mode where I don't need a man and I am good with being single. I don't know what to do with myself, but I guess we'll all just find out later then. 

I was listening to Carly Rae Jepsens song all day yesterday, called I really Really like you.

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My job

So I currently work in retail and it's an absolute nightmare! Sometimes it gets better, sometimes it gets worse. Most of my besties left me, all in one week actually, back in the end of August, beginning of September. First, my friend Heddy left for a new job, because they weren't giving her any hours at my job. Then my friend Karina got let go for being late, but the only reason why she was late so much is because her boyfriend is a douche and made her late on purpose..that and I don't think the managers liked her.. because she was a part of the old store.. and when the new store opened up, they only wanted new employee's, they were mean to the employee's that came from the old store. Then my friend Rebecca had to be put on call because they wouldn't work with her school hours; so I only see her every blue moon. It's not like I don't text them, I do.. but it's not the same without them there. It's like, sometimes you need a really good friend to get you through the day, especially when you have to deal with nasty customers. You need to talk to someone, so it's more tiring when you don't have someone to talk to. The good thing however, is that I am making new friends with newer people, but it's not the same because they're only friends or good friends.. not besties. But when some good people are around, it always makes the day better. The bad thing is that The more I work here the more I just want to punch someone in the face.. I was very close to whacking an old lady with a stroller once because she was being annoying... XD (That's not the price! Blah blah blah... It was the price.. and then she ended up getting the stroller for a ridiculously low price, and I told her if she wants to buy another one it is not the price she got it for. There was an incorrect sign that was a flimsy piece of paper on the floor.. I ripped it up and threw it out. All of the strollers were 19.99 .. but it said some where 15.99.. but they weren't and since 15.99 doesn't exist I had to give it for 14.99.) Most of the time people don't read signs, and then the ones that do read the signs also give problems! lmao I think the big problem I've been having lately is with the back room manager, you see he wasn't always a jerk.. but once he became a manager he started turning into a jerk. You know there is a problem when most employee's AVOID the back room because of him! But the problem with him is that he assumes things, bossy, he's rude and gets mean with people. A simple problem becomes a big deal with him, and instead of addressing it nicely, he says things with a nasty tone and he makes it 100 times of a bigger problem than it actually is. There can be a simple solution to everything, but not with him... you have to go through the woods to grandma's house to find the solution. He's actually made me cry twice in the last 6 months, although the more recent time was also because of a customer. (He doesn't know it though because it wasn't until a few minutes later) But because he's been such a jerk to me, I just want to take a two by four and smash his face into a black hole.. hopefully at least. The black hole part might be a bit hard to do... I told the newest manager about it and she was like.. a new side of you I've never seen! XD (She's a new manager, but she's not new to the store, she just got promoted.) But she's just like, don't let it get to you. But I really need to use my line such as... Not only do you have a dick, but you act like one too! or, hello captain jerk off of the S.S Dickface! This happened about a month ago already, and since then I haven't had such problems.. but the manager gives me some lip, but not as bad, but I'm ready to talk back to him if he gets antsy with me again. So about a month ago, So what had happened was...he was being a dick like usual.. But like he was giving me problems and I just wanted to take a two by four and whack him in the face! What happened was...we have pegs for the walls to put merchandise on, Well there are 4 different types of pegs and they're all just thrown In this big box In the back room...what I did is I sorted them into two shoeboxes...one box has grey pegs and the other has silver ones..each color has two size types too..so sometimes it is good to have one or another...one can be stronger while another can fit items with small holes...Both styles have a thinner one too, and the other is stronger. So you also want to use a stronger one when putting heavier items up. So I have been putting these boxes of pegs in the back.. I told the lady that also works in my department where they are..so she can use them too...because we're always looking for pegs.. So I go into the back room to get something and he gives me this lecture and he's nasty about It too about how "he has the pegs so organized and that I have to get rid of my peg boxes and that other people will start boxes of their own". And I'm like really?! Everyone else is lazy they don't got time for that.. My little boxes are more categorized and it's easier for me and the lady in my dept...so why cause trouble? I just yeah yeah yeah him..so he would leave me alone... BTW his "Organization" is not organization, everything is just thrown everywhere. But of course a few hours later I come in the back for something and let me tell you...I HATE going in the back because he's there and he's always being a douche to me or someone else. So I go back and he gives me ANOTHER lecture about the pegs...like I heard you the first time bitch!!! He's still being nasty and he was like I better not see them tomorrow..which I flash backed to my dad being a Dick. So that pisses me off that he's telling me what he told me already...which he does a lot..he repeats himself and it's annoying cuz like I got you the first time..I'm like "do I look like Amber to you?!" . (Amber was this girl who recently FINALLY got fired because she's lazy and doesn't do anything. So it's annoying cuz I heard the first time and he does this a lot and it's annoying... It's like I know already, so shut your pie hole before I jam something in it. So right after the douchebag was talking to me...I had to deal with a douchebag customer... I'm walking with a cart, I had just come from the back to get some hang things to hold pictures up that are for sale...and I had ten pieces of these hang things and as I'm walking, one of the ladies I work with pulls me aside and asks me for help about a kids car seat...I help the customer out and then the customer asks if she can take my cart...I told her I was using it..and just so you know..another customer asked me for my cart earlier and it gets annoying..why do you have to be lazy? Get one yourself?? It's like I have stuff In My cart..I told the lady we'll watch the car seat and she can grab a cart of her own, so she says something and I don't know what she said, she says the same thing and I still don't know what she said...she says something about customer service and she says it again and again and she just freaked me out and I had a panic attack because she was being rude and being a bully so I just screamed here here and I grabbed all ten of he hang things and I just ran another direction and my associate goes James!? In a confused voice...I ran and I dropped the hang things and I just ran to the bathroom and I was crying for a few minutes and I was just saying how much I hate this place and I hate people and I just can't do this anymore and why are people jerks...but my sadness was turning into anger and I was like that ladys is just a douchebag and she can get her own cart if she wasn't lazy!! And eventually I got over it..and I just wandered the store for a minute and I came back to the associate and I was like sorry for before and everything was fine with her and she asked if I could reach something for her. And then of course I was called to register..also the customer from before was calling me by my name which I think is insensitive.. I don't know you, don't say my name. So I get to register and ringing people and I saw that jerk off lady..she was next but she let the lady in front go.. Then when someone took her she didn't buy the stupid car seat that she was nasty to me about!!! Like really bitch!? I was afraid she was going to talk to me when she was leaving but she didn't. After register I was a bit nauseous and I took an extra break.. And I was only nauseous because of everything, that happened that day..douchebag manager, jerk off customer and I had a few annoying customers...I was just done with it all and I was feeling sick now so I took the extra break..and one of the guys I work with was in the break room and I was telling him about what happened and he was telling me what I could do if I needed to and he made me feeling better and then one of the older ladies came by and I was talking to her and it made me feel better and I wasn't feeling sick anymore... I was telling one of the girls, "Flor" that I need anger management and she said I should get a punching bag and I told her I wanted to but my mother said we have no room for it...which is true and she was like..you should find a room and just scream to get all the anger out! Lol So yeah, that was my terrible day at work a few weeks ago.

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Yesterday’s horoscope was interesting for me.

See it could mean one of two things, or both even.

Yesterday at work, we got a new guy who I thought was cute.. and there was something different about him. So I wonder if that means more.. and this horoscope could actually line up with that.

It could also mean that I’m going to get my act together, and I can actually focus on my stories and the game I am making. I tend to veer off the creative track and procrastinate too much, but I would like to focus more on  my creative side.

Or it could be both.

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My dream last night 7/18/2013

I had a dream last night, I was in a weird classroom that I wasn't in..like it wasn't my class. But all of my friends from college were in the class, all sitting down near the door and the room looked like an auditorium. I remember my one friend Victor was wearing an odd olive type outfit and he was throwing cardboard shaped as an airplane to someone and he obtained this odd look like it hit someone off-screen of the dream.

There was another room to the left of the isle that divided the seats.

It's all blurry there, but the dream merged into another one.

I was with the Doctor from Doctor Who, and there were these weird zombie like people that were all Olive colored and bloodied. The Doctor said touching them would infect us; and we were hiding from them finding out a way to defeat these creatures. There were other people that were a part of the team, but I don't remember them well enough.

I just remember that The Doctor had a plan that would kill the monsters, but kill him too.. and I remember telling the other characters this and trying not to get upset.

At some point, Dean and Sam from Supernatural burst through one the doors. They were hunting this zombie person thing as well. In the dream I thought about how Supernatural and Doctor Who are kind of similar in ways. XD

Everyone was trying to think of a plan, when the zombie things busted out of all of the doors and two of them started to attack me, and I was attacking them both at the same time with my fists and then I woke up.

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Two dreams I had a few days ago of 3/14/2013

I had a dream on the 8th of March 2013, it was a Hawaii Five 0 dream. Steve was with a fake girlfriend, and her friend (Who doesn't know they aren't actually together). Later on, Steve had to go on a mission with another woman. Steve and the woman had to infiltrate a house, and they were caught by his fake girlfriend's friend. She was shocked because she thought that Steve was cheating on his fake girlfriend with another woman; but in reality he actually had a boyfriend, Danny, whom he was hiding his relationship from everyone. I woke up after that and thought of a cute Scenario where Steve is at a table outside, and Danny comes towards the table and puts a bag on the table saying "Hey babe, I got lunch." In which he leans in to kiss Steve. 

I had a dream 2-5 days ago of 3/14/2013, where George Eads was as cute as ever and he was actually gay and had a crush on some unseen guy, he was at a counter at a store working and he was totally crushing on this guy that I didn't see. He was too shy to say hi.

I thought I was over famous straight actors that I could never have?! XD

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All of my January 2013 dreams so far

I had two dreams last night 1/7/2013.. One involved me at my grandmother's house, I had somehow unlocked a feature in Suikoden II that allowed me to change the hero and walk around as another character. I first chose Fubar from Suikoden III, which doesn't make sense since he was only in the third game, not the second! XD Then I chose Millie as my hero character... someone that was there with me said they tried walking around as Van from Chrono Cross, which also doesn't make sense since that is an entirely different series! My second dream involved a setting you would see on the show Supernatural, I was hiding under papers.. literally... I was in a forest and this guy in a red robe was doing something, and I remember being afraid of him. When he left, the robe turned into four red towels and they all flew to me. Later, I dressed up as a woman to get the attention of one of two guys that I liked... then I asked someone that I was friends with in this dream...about this weird basket, it had a tree like thing in it. It had red fruits/orbs on it and it had eyes on them, and I asked if it had to do with the show "Legend of Korra", in which the person said yes. Apparently the basket with the orbs was the same thing as the towels, they transform.. I don't remember much of it so it's a bit confusing. XD 1/15/2013 I had a dream where I was in my neighborhood, and I was hanging out with a human sized pink hermit crab. The hermit crab was being bullied by another hermit crab, it was trying to enter her shell. She refused, but eventually she just gave in and let him in, but he decided not to.. We drew our attention something else we started admiring the neighbor down the street, he was in his 40's, salt and pepper hair and the most beautiful muscular body. As well as incredibly cute and sexy. (He was basically the kind of man I want, my dream man... literally.) The hermit crab was telling the man how attractive he was, and then she went on to say to him that I must have a boner, in which he reacted very nicely and I just like made an uncomfortable movement "I just got a boner". Fortunately, I had a blanket wrapped around me... The neighbor mentioned something about his wife to the other neighbor, in which I wasn't surprised with since I always fall for the straight guys that are married to women, so I had that sad feeling at that moment. The hot neighbor decided to start walking to us and he was on the other neighbors lawn, he started talking to another neighbor about something. In which the story shifted to bringing me to some kind of LGBT gathering with Kathy Griffin, there were tons of people... even someone that looked like my friend Victor. Kathy said something and she got into a silly argument with one of the audience members, it wasn't a serious argument, a silly one that was filled with jokes.

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End of the world

The so called end of the world was supposed to be on 12/21/2012, and I think the perfect recipe for the world ending if it actually does end. Is to hang out with your friends on said end of the world, this way...if you have to. You can fight zombies together, you know... just in case, if it did actually happen.

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Keep telling about dreams you have, they are hilarious! (Robot Gabotcha FTW!)

One of them I made into a story.

http://s4.zetaboards.com/Hotspots_Journal/topic/9121861/

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The Holidays

                                  My days at work this week were very interesting, I was surprised as to how many people said happy birthday IRL and on the internet and to those who didn't , don't think I didn't notice... *Stares at the people who didn't*

It was really nice,  my co workers sang me Happy Birthday and I got a cake too!

I got Pistachio's and colored pencils that are very hard to explain but very kewl too.

I also got cupcakes from my mother that were strawberry or vanilla flavored, the vanilla had pineapple juice and cherry at the bottom and the strawberry with chocolate chips at the bottom. 

For Christmas from my boss I got a cool book holder thing, as well as a calligraphy set, oh and a gift card. I also got a gift card for F.Y.E from a different department.

It was all really nice, no one's ever done anything like that for me before. At east not someone I wasn't related to.

Ironically I started getting sick the day after my birthday; my birthday was on the 20th, it's the early 24th and I've got myself a head cold T_T