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anonymous requested: sam + blood 

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anyway sorry but sam and dean are not remotely the same and I resent any suggestion to the contrary. dean is Ideal and sam is Other. dean is Power-Holder and sam is Power-Loser. dean’s role is Masculine (positive, to most of the writers and most of the audience) and sam’s role is Feminine (negative, to most of the writers and most of the audience). dean is Active and sam is Passive. dean is the Leaver and sam is the Left-Behind. dean is the Pursuer and sam is the Runaway. dean is Righteous and sam is Unclean. etc.

more to the point - forget the surface-level shit for both of them; I don’t wanna hear anyone saying queer sam readings are just as canonically unsubstantiated as queer dean readings. sam’s demon blood arc is the crux of the whole damn thing. how are you gonna see one of our two central characters perfectly exemplifying the Monstrous Other and straddling the line between Hunter and Hunted to prompt you to think critically about these classifications overall, and then claim that character is no different from his counterpart who is unquestionably part of the dominant group that counts him as Hunted. baffling to me!

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honestly i think the reason why crowley's such a fun character is bc he acts exactly like one of those sexy femme fatale villains a la catwoman except he's not, in fact, a hot woman but a middle aged fat gay man. which is to say if he flirted with me the way he does with dean i would risk it all in a heartbeat

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“we need more male sa victim representation” you guys couldn’t even handle sam winchester

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Gonna have to delete my search history after this

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i'm having a ball on this bitch!

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dean and bobby: aw man we gotta go stop dick before he brainwashes everyone with evil burgers!

sam in the psych ward:

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sam memory fuckery is so crazy actually like...

he was alone in a timeloop and spent extra 6 months of life and had to remember it, interwining with his "real life", but only He remembers. trials sam suddenly remembering seemingly little childhood events, but they make him find out things that change his self view and make him question his own beliefs and thoughts. soulless sam being erased in his mind at first, but then he suddenly Has To remember, knowing he didnt actually live through those events, but has to claim them as his own actions and life anyway. 160+ years worth of memories from the cage (first erased and then thrown back as well), knowing lucifer is able to alter memories/dreams in any way he wants to. are sams current memories actually his real ones, or did he mix them up along the way, remembering a made up version of them? he has over 200 years worth of memories before even hitting 30. sam finding out how many of the people he knew in the past had actually been azazels demons, that its not things that just happened by chance, but that those friendships/relationships/mentorships were demons acting in a play. that these memories were made for him. that he didn't know about that for Years, and now he has to work every single one of them over in his head. when he remembers someone from his past, does he wonder if they were human or were they just another of azazels demons? was that random event planned and directed for him? is this good memory actually a bad one? who even is he, at this point?

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Castiel asking what a salad is. And then Sam going on a fully fledged rant about how good salads are and how many different salad varieties there are and Castiel just sits there in front of him realizing that they definitely do in fact have feelings for Sam

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im in pieces!

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porcelain doll

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if sam tried to get a normalcore job he would land in one of those everyone’s a family startups and things would actually probably go okay until they did their first friday “bonding event” and went to the nearest axe-throwing bar and despite having already drunk like seven beers which is making all of his coworkers start calculating bmi to blood alcohol ratios and coming to the conclusion that this guy can drink sam manages to hit a bullseye with every one of his axes and even break the target a little from the force of his throwing. when asked how he was possibly able to do that he absolutely fumbles the bag and laughs out “just got good at chopping off heads, you know?” which makes everyone think maybe that WASN’T a joke and it’s only because his coworker ethan hit “reply all” on an email talking about how one of the ladies in HR is pretty sure this guy’s real name is sam winchester and he’s wanted for pretty much everything that sam doesn’t show up to work on monday where an FBI team is hanging around his cubicle. once he’s moved to a new state he leaves them a one star review on glassdoor

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dont judge me for using reddit but this comment is killing me. dean does not deserve a home or loved ones

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been samming out lately

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season 7