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ok squad i think this is my goodbye 🥺🥺 made a new blog. reach out if u want it. ily <<<3333
#if it's any consolation pls know I'm doing well!#like actually well for the first time in like.. a year ?#not just convincing myself that mania energy is what healing feels like#took me almost a year but I got there :)#i'm honestly devastated to leave this blog behind but it's unsafe for me to feel so surveilled in a space that I want to be safe#that's ok. i'm excited for new beginnings as well. it's symbolic#going to get my toesies done after work and meeting up with a new friend tomorrow#my last http been updated#i will wait a bit to delete just in case anyone wants new url#<3
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not sure what comes next
#i want to make a new tumblr but it seems so :/ so so yucky#ive had this one for so long#but im so fucking paranoid haha#not a safe space#anyways. i broke my streak todau#i was doung rlly well#im working with a hynotherapist hahahahahahahha and doing exposure therapy#theyve upped my prozac i used to just be like a depressed bpd girlie who had a little ocd flavouring and now i am a ocd girlie ://///#but idk i feel like the villain. maybe i am#maybe it was all hugely malicious and evil and selfish and unwarrented#it is possible#anisha says no. but i feel like anisha sticks up for me no matter what. maybe im just too good at victimising myself. anyways#i still get sick to my stomach with jealousy and regret n whatever but thats not /enough/#i dont think i can ever explain it i dont know#i dont think i can ever excuse it i dont know#but i dont take it back. its what needed to be done and i know that. i dont think the letter is going to help. i think it only makes things#worse#im not sure#i want to#ive wanted to this whole fucking time im not emotionless i dont KNOW#but i dont want to confuse wnything i stand by whatni did i need more help i need more alone time i need to learn what the heck is going on#with me#ofc everything reminds me of it i miss it#idk i dont want to address#this is the wrong thing to do also and i kmow that but its happening#im crying at my desk and typing this out at record speeds hehehehehhe#anyways. this is a self report and not a letter ao im being careful even tho im just being in denial about that too#anisha is going to be sooo disappointed in me#today might be the day <3 no more for sash. take care of yourself
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Hope that you’re okay!
ty i'm alright
#never speculating on who sent me an ask ever again lmao but genuinely#thank u#if i kmow u or not#thank u so much
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hello i am a silent follower who thinks your cats are super freaking cute, if you feel comfy sharing new url if you make it i would love to follow any kittie updates
That's so sweet ty for putting up w my shit I will make a new account :) I'll keep u updated
#just severing all my ties :/ its unfortunate but i think a fresh start will be so welcome#i havent stopped crying in like 12 hours hehehe work told me to go home but i dont want to#so theyve put me in my own little office to work away where clients cant see me lol#i feel so pathetic. so exhausted. im so done w it all. too old for this. i need to be better#be different#i cant wiat tbh
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figured out why there's been an uptick in me getting blocked by seemingly cool people recently. apparently my description looks like this on ios:
it's supposed to say "transmisogyny not welcome". tumblr fucking "coolsville sucks"ed me. i'm literally a trans woman.
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#good morning everyone!#i am struggling to get out of bed rn scroll scrolling#which is a habit ive generally overcome#anyways. not a liar xox ur funny#this is so ridiculous i have to laugh im going 2 go psycho part 7#lolololololololol#anyways#im doing good generally much better tbh#its always the right decision to prioritise yourself#n its ok to recognise that u were being delusional and get urself OUT of that situation#reality is hard but oh boy. it is nice to be there for the first time in... 7???? years#im going 2 do this right#i should stop looking lol. i tried to keep caring for you. it was not good for me. i dont apologise for putting myswlf first#i do however apologise that i KEEP LOOKING OMFG SASH LOG OFF. MOVE ON
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I've seen posts going around claiming that petting animals is basically tricking them into thinking they're being groomed, and it's bugging me because, like, there's no trickery afoot. Petting and scritching are grooming activities. They help to dislodge loose fur and foreign objects and more evenly distribute protective oils, among other things. Primates are social groomers, and the human impulse to scritch is the legacy of our primate ancestors. We see an animal we like, even a dangerous one, and the monkey brain says "groom that thing".
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o welllllll looking at houses and puppies :))))))
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knuckle tats that say YSIK YHMT (acronym for "you said i killed you—haunt me, then!")
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:') need 2 stop caring
#log OFF miss sash#god i was on such a good streak of not looking#i luv to punish myself#oh well. btw babe i only used that language bc you repeated it over n over again#u said it first. n second n third n forth. so like#what do u want me to do ? ive given up on defending myself#say what u want ig :/ but dont pretend ur the only one suffering lol
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when the warmer weather starts it's like, this is it. it's time to start reading a fuck-off huge novel and cart it around various parks to read throughout the summer
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