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[hunterharada]

just another day, still in the morning yet i’m not in the mood, more like disappointed,, maybe i should exhale inhale

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fuck i hate today, none of things is even good today, none, everything’s giving me anger

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overthinking really kicks in tonight

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listening to this again 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

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is leaving comfort zone really a good thing, is it really built you to be the better version of you, is it really a part we all have to get through, is it really worth it, because i’m tired

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the more i think about life the more i don’t want to continue the life, it’s not really like the urge to kill myself, it’s just the missing of purpose(?) of life.. like i can’t find the meaning of life no more, i’m fine now.. idky i choose the word “fine” instead of “okay” to describe my situation, i wrote “okay” before and change it to “fine” pfftt like it means something..

i hate parents,,, i don’t want to be a parent, also.. i’m starting to hate something about family, the warmth, the joy,,, idk,, doesn’t suits me..

it’s sunday, i usually call my mom just to say hi and checkin up on her,, that’s a good old times,, but not anymore.

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i wish i could take care of myself better

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i look ugly today

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no one probably cares but i cleaned up my house today and i eat my breakfast and i shaved too but i didn’t go to church today i’m sorry

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birthday gift 💝 🍀

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Today i bought myself a birthday cake, so i can blow a candle, whishing my wish on exact the 1st minute of August 30.

this year have been so tough and it’s hard and it’s emotional and it’s sad and it’s lot of curse, lots of angry and disappointment, lucky me i still have many friends and people that i love that still support me even though we’re apart from each other. i really fed up this year, i must add, that’s lot of crying too this year,, gosh i really really tired.

but it’s not all bad and wrong, i can cook now, i can drive my bike, i’m improving my baking skills too and most important thing is, i’m improving my surviving skill here oooohh i’m dealing with monkeys, big fat lizards, snakes, scorpions and also the flood 🤦🏻‍♂️lmao

this is not such a powerful writing too…

it’s so depressing here… but anyway i live bitch 👅✌🏻

my wish on my birthday this year are to be the better version of myself in every aspect of my life, wellness for my family and the people that i love, and my parents understanding for every decision that i make and i hope them to always support me no matter what,,, also the new job,,, new great job,,, so i can escape from this ghetto ass place goddamn it🙄

it’ll be one of the biggest decision that i make in my entire life so finger crossed wish me luck on this🤞🏻

i really hope that it’ll change my life to be better and i can prove to them all that i’m responsible for my own life and it will be great,, so whoever read this, i hope you’re doing fine and i hope you can live your life the way you want it and i hope you can get what you want what you dreamed of.❤️

so i’ll just have to wait until midnight :3 see ya 👋🏻

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why i always unhappy

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Cutest??!!!! ❤️💕💗💖💞💓❣️💝💘

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you see this universe?! 😭 now i’m in pain for missing him that bad 😭😭😭😭💔💔

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he uses the blanket that i gave

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i don’t even know why but i’m sad

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he said.. 🦋❤️ stay winning bitches