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JUST. BECAUSE. ITS. THERE. DOESNT. MEAN. I. NEED. TO. EAT. IT.

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tired of this body

cumbersome and heavy

fall apart without me

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i guess you left at the right time

im ugly

im fat

im angry

im annoying

im still just as reliant on attention

and validation from strangers

but now i dont get as much

validation from stangers

because im reliant on attention

because im annoying

because im angry

because im fat

because im ugly

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i need to learn to be okay being hungry again

being hungry is good

being hungry means my bosy is using its fat reserves for energy

being hungry makes me skinny

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I’ll be God today.

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i need to starve myself

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i am a self absorbed lazy uncaring piece of shit individual and a terrible friend :'I

i cant do anything right i cant do anything right i cant do anything

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i cant do a single thing right to save my fucking life

i wish i got injured

i shouldnt be okay

i deserve worse

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i fucking hate myself

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i'm not casual i will keep u forever

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my therapist: you should learn not to be dependent upon relationships my best friend: you should learn not to be dependent upon relationships my mom: you should learn not to be dependent upon relationships my ex fp/gf: you should learn not to be dependent upon relationships literally anyone who knows anything about my mental health: you should learn not to be dependent upon relationships my bpd ass: *gets into another relationship*

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theres no one that i can depend on without RUINING THEIR FUCKIKNG LIFE!!!!!!! IM RUINGING YOUR LIFE! OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES! TBHE ONES WHO LEFT WERE THE ONLY ONES WITH A FUCKING CLUE! IM SO FUCKING SELFISH!!!!!!!!!! FUCK OFF ALREADY!

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unfortunately for the both of us, i really like you

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