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Went to my first pup party! It was honestly really fun! Had the most fun in the ball pit.

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what are your headcanons for aziraphale and crowley’s baby? who would carry it, what would its name be, etc

Ugh THANK YOU for asking me this!!!! It is. LITERALLY. My favorite thing to think about with those Ineffable Idiots!!!!!! (˶˃ᆺ˂˶) (…I also have a little bit of a pregnancy kink so it’s a double bonus… XD) I totally think Aziraphale would carry the baby, I mean, let’s be real, he has those.. might I say Delicious birthing hips (๑>؂•̀๑) and we all just KNOW he wanted to carry the baby for Crowley (and also to be filled up by him on the bottom for once LOL), like he definitely would volunteer for all of the reasons above. It would be a hard pregnancy for Aziraphale, he’s never experienced having a womb for starters and all the new and strange cravings he’s starting to experience would worry Crowley SICK trying to cater to his every need and constantly asking him if he needs anything, but Aziraphale would always reassure him all he needs is his love and support for the baby. Aziraphale would definitely pig out on his new and overwhelming cravings and Crowley couldn’t stop himself from getting him whatever he needs and just Watch because that demon gets so helplessly turned on watching his lover gorge himself. I love to think the baby would be pink haired and they would call it Cherub. Even though Aziraphale carried him in his big stretched belly for 9 months, Crowley has arguably even a softer spot for little Cherub than his ineffable husband. Crowley loves to sing the child lullabies and falls asleep with little Cherub when Aziraphale comes in to check on the two. I just love them as a little domestic family, it’s TOO sweet ₍₍⚞(˶˃ ꒳ ˂˶)⚟⁾⁾ And you know what those two get up to after hours after Cherub has gone to bed… Crowley loves to service Aziraphale for those long months he spent growing the baby in his big swollen belly… and Crowley LOVES that Aziraphale’s belly is still pretty big after the birth before it goes down… if you know what I mean ;)

Anyways, thanks for your ask, dear Anon!!! Sorry it’s a little late. Feel free to ask me ANYTHING! Always at your service!!!

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where on your body did you get your tattoo? :O

I’m getting it on my chest right under my neck! So excited!!! (˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵)

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Getting a tattoo! Here is the design I picked.

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WIP Wednesday

My spouse looking at this page: Is any of this safe to post?! How about this little corner, maybe that’s not so bad? 😅

I know some of y’all need healing after NBAD, so it’s coming Friday 😆

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"He's Just An Angel... I Know"

"He's just an angel... I know" is not Crowley saying that he and Aziraphale are not romantically involved. It's actually saying the exact opposite of that and telling Nina that he and Aziraphale are lovers.

How so?

Crowley's significant beat in pause, followed by the verbal italics putting emphasis on the word know. Plenty of other scenes show that Crowley loves to use the verb to know in its Adam & Eve-rooted, Biblical meaning as an euphemism for sleeping with someone. As in...

Crowley's last words to Aziraphale when Satan was coming and he thought they were going to die: It was nice knowing you.

Crowley's "I love you" to Aziraphale at The Ritz at the end of 1.01: And if you weren't just enough of a bastard to be worth knowing.

Crowley laughing in 1601, amused at Aziraphale's euphemism-laden lies that he and Crowley didn't know each other...

Those are just a few of the instances of Crowley and Aziraphale using to know as a dry and comically Biblical euphemism for sleeping together-- the way that many humans have also done for a long time. Just made funnier by the fact that Crowley and Aziraphale themselves are of Heaven and Hell.

This very same scene between Crowley and Nina that many are using in support of the idea of 2.06 being Crowley confessing feelings and his and Aziraphale's first kiss is, amusingly, really a scene in which Crowley is actually saying that they're already lovers, which supports all of the many, other scenes suggesting that Crowley and Aziraphale have been sleeping together for a long time.

Like, for a very, very long time...

"He's just an angel... I know" really meant that they're lovers in love who are partners in every way there is to be but for openly. The tone showed how evident it is that Crowley longs to be able to offer Aziraphale more than that.

He'd love to make an honest frequently-man-shaped being out of that angel but he can't because he's been damned to spend eternity as a bride of Satan over here, remember?

So, at present, Aziraphale is just the angelic sweetheart he loves and knows. They are a couple in secret who are well-aware of how much they love and adore each other and who are each other's partners in every way anyone would define it but for openly. They know they are that and they also know that, by this point in their relationship, they have no desire to be with anybody else. They're well-aware that, for all intents and purposes, they are partners, and have been for ages.

So, why not just call it that? How are they flirting with words related to this-- king, queen, spouse, wife, etc..-- and plenty related to love and so admitting to one another that they are a couple but... also then, at the same time, not admitting that they are one?

Here is where in the Nina scene Crowley explained why he still refuses to acknowledge that Aziraphale is his partner when everyone in the known universe can tell that's the case:

[TW: Satan harming Crowley discussion.] Pure of heart means free from sin. Crowley and Aziraphale correctly see no sin in love or sex. Their relationship isn't a sin to them. They do not see their relationship as an affair, either, the way that some in Hell and Heaven would, because Crowley's abuser is owed exactly zero loyalty. Loving one another and sleeping with one another is not sinful and they don't see it that way. So, where does the sin that Crowley is bringing up with "pure of heart" come into this?

The reason why Crowley cannot bring himself to admit that Aziraphale is his partner is because the moment they go from being madly in love best friends who have great sex and support each other through life (you know... partners lol) to being admitted partners?

Then he's Aziraphale's partner and Crowley, madly in love with Aziraphale, would only think someone a partner worthy of Aziraphale who would be faithful to him. Assault is not infidelity by any stretch of the imagination but that doesn't stop plenty of survivors from equating the two. Crowley, in his mind, believes that he cannot promise Aziraphale fidelity because he cannot free himself of Satan.

It goes without saying that Aziraphale would not, in any way, shape or form, view Satan's abuse of Crowley as Crowley cheating on him-- but Crowley does.

It's not an uncommon response for people who have been raped by someone outside their partnership to feel like they've been unfaithful to their partners. Part of the violation of rape for people who have a partner is that the survivor has been robbed of choice when it comes to who to share their body with. It's especially difficult if the survivor's preference is to only do so within their closed partnership, which is what pretty much everything in the story says would be Crowley's preference. He would be perfectly content sleeping with only Aziraphale for the rest of eternity and he would want to be able to offer him a partnership where that was possible.

If they view their relationship as their own but unable to be a full, open partnership because Crowley isn't free to offer that-- as they have been viewing it-- then there is no sin to it to Crowley. It's two people in love and who gives a fuck about Satan because his abuse of Crowley negates any need for fidelity.

But if Crowley were to allow he and Aziraphale to admit that they are the partners they really are? Then, because of Satan, he'd never be able to see himself as a faithful partner to Aziraphale, and that's really all he wants to be.

Crowley feels like he wouldn't be able to offer Aziraphale a true partnership without first being free of Hell-- and the whole thing with damnation has been that he is supposed to never be free of Hell.

In Crowley's mind, how can he promise to be only Aziraphale's when, aside from when he's with Aziraphale, Crowley's body isn't even his own?

He can't.

So, they aren't partners.

Even if they also absolutely are.

Crowley would love to be free of his messy entanglement with this evil asshole enough to marry Aziraphale, even if he thinks that Aziraphale could do much better than him for a partner, and it sounds all a bit like the drama of a certain someone's novels 😂...

Nina didn't understand that, though, because she lacked the context we have for their relationship. Yet, she also kind of nailed the truth about their relationship, anyway: You've got a husband? Or a boyfriend? Is the bookseller your bit on the side?

We might think this is ridiculous-- of course, Crowley doesn't have a husband or a boyfriend, other than Aziraphale!-- except that, well... Satan and others in Heaven and Hell might view what Crowley has going on with Aziraphale as an affair. It isn't one-- Crowley owes his rapist nothing-- but how Crowley & Aziraphale's relationship would be viewed depends upon whose point of view we're talking about-- and this scene is also by far not the only mention of this during S2.

Nina's hair falls in the above scene in such a way as to cut off one side of her t-shirt and make only the word tings visible-- side ting is MLE slang for bit on the side. Lindsay's abuse of Nina is stirred up by the idea that Nina is having an affair with Maggie. By the time we're in The Final 15, Mr. Carpet is even walking around with a newspaper [new/knew/know] that has been bit on the side, as if underlining and highlighting in neon this phrase. (Aziraphale, earlier: "I'm what's known as a newspaperman.") Beez also used the word affair to Crowley earlier in the season when trying to get his help with the Gabriel disappearance.

Crowley is just one of several characters loving angels in secret in S2, with the paralleling Beez and Nina emphasizing this as an important aspect of the story. The story getting into the perspective Satan would have and having parallels (Lindsay) to him in S2 (where all the flashbacks also revolve around Hell) is the setup for his return, which some of us think has already happened in the end of S2 but which is definitely going to happen before the story is over.

This is also then partially what leads to the confusion between Crowley and Aziraphale in The Final 15. Crowley proposing doesn't raise alarm bells to Aziraphale, though-- even after what we just looked at here-- because they had both just seen Gabriel and Beez try something different. Aziraphale thinks that maybe Crowley wants to follow suit, even if his situation is a bit different.

They don't have any space to talk alone, though, because they're being watched-- very likely by the very being at the heart of why this team, group, group of the two of them have been trying not to admit that they know they are the partners that they have been all along.

Bonus, related scene: that time that Crowley highlights the meaning of what he said to Nina to us by saying the same line-- without the emphasis implying innuendo at all whatsoever 😂-- to Muriel.

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It's a New Craze: First - Next

It's a New Craze Written by attheboarder Art by anotherwellkeptsecret

Crowley and Aziraphale are very possibly the people least qualified, on the entire planet, to start up an advice podcast. But what else is there to do when the world isn’t ending anytime soon, you’re technically on indefinite sabbatical from your lifelong careers, and you need a plausible excuse to spend more time with your best friend who you’re definitely not, absolutely not, maybe just a little, actually maybe overwhelmingly in love with?

Read the fic here.

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Bunny boys and girls pt.1! Twitter made me do it.

(PLEASE DO NOT REPOST ⚠️)

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DEMON RULES

Inside the bookstore, night.

The lights are low.

It’s raining outside.

Inside, the air is heavy.

Crowley is leaning back in one of the leather chairs. Dark glasses, shirt unbuttoned to his chest, slow, serpentine smile.

Aziraphale stands before him, motionless, the book still in his hand, but his hands are shaking slightly.

Crowley (low, heated voice):

“Drop it.”

Aziraphale (hesitates):

“The book? It’s rare, first French edition, not…”

Crowley (rougher, eyes fixed):

“Not the book, angel.”

Aziraphale swallows.

Slowly, he leaves the volume on the table.

Tense silence.

Crowley (stands, circles him like a predator):

"You know what I like about you, Zira? That underneath all that morality... there's something that quivers. Something that is just waiting for permission.»

Aziraphale (almost scandalized):

«I don't… I don't shudder.»

Crowley (whispers behind his ear):

«No? Then why do you feel short of breath every time I get this close?»

He barely touches his neck with his nose.

Aziraphale closes his eyes.

His breathing is hitched.

Crowley (softer, but firm):

«Trust me. Let me lead. Let me take away… everything that weighs you down.

The rules. The duty. The wings.»

Aziraphale (very quietly):

«And what… what do you want from me?»

Crowley (takes him by the chin, lifts his face):

«To kneel.

Not to submit, but to choose.

And then to look into my eyes while you let me see everything that Heaven has always wanted to hide.

The desire. The fire. You.»

Pause.

Long.

Then Aziraphale does.

Slow.

Decisive.

His eyes never leave Crowley's.

Crowley (voice breaking):

"Good. Now… stay there. Don't move until I tell you to."

All the tension is concentrated in the looks, in the unsaid, in the power given and received.

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Stopped my walk while scrolling just to show yall the most 'upset wife' pose I have ever seen in my life

If this is not the picture perfect of 'I don't believe I am married to this dumbass', I don't know what is

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Wrong eel, Aziraphale. Wrong eel...

Another cute AU where Aziraphale is a fisherman in Scotland during the 30's and Crowley a dangerous, terrible sea monster grrrrr!

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What if, during the body swap, Crowley had been a snake?

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New chapter of Bending at the Heart

Chapter 5: Faciam iterum

mature rating, aziracrow (good omens), legend of zelda alternate universe, hurt/comfort

ao3 link ! (4685 words)

“Th-That hair! Those e-eyes! Doctor Purah!” She yelled out. “The swordsman! The swordsman has returned!”

“Never liked that nickname.” Crowley muttered under his breath as loud footsteps stomped down stairs inside the lab. The wood underneath his feet seemed to shake with the force of it.

The door swung open with enough force to rattle the shutters of the lab. Purah hunched over, the goggles on her face crooked from the run down the stairs. Her chest heaved as she took him in. Not fully believing her own mind.

She collected herself a bit before she spoke. “Okay, now where have you been?” Purah righted her strange goggles and walked towards Crowley with a flute pointing at him accusingly.

“Uh-”

Her eyes fixed on his right arm. “That looks interesting…” Crowley flexed his hand at the attention given to his unfamiliar arm. He wasn’t quite sure what to think of it himself. So far, he tried not to think about it as much as possible. Sometimes hoping that it was all a horrible nightmare and he had his own— healed— arm after all.

“Okay, one step at a time.” Purah lifted the strange goggles off her face, revealing the red glasses underneath them. “What exactly happened?”

Summary:

Crowley had been assigned to protect the prince of Hyrule, Aziraphale, a long time ago. And the one time his abilities and protection were most needed, he failed. But now, the attack on Hyrule had been thwarted by Crowley and the Champions. Ganon promised that he would be back. But that was probably an empty threat to spread seeds of doubt in their minds, right? Either way, Hyrule had started recovering. Towns were rebuilt and people slowly began trusting the world around them again. And after 6 years, it all seemed like they were done fighting. So when Aziraphale led Crowley into the caves beneath Hyrule castle to investigate the strange gloom that had started appearing around Hyrule, it came naturally to him to say yes. Who knew it could all end up going so wrong...

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At my cousin’s graduation… and….. totally just zoning out thinking about huskerdust anal

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yeah i've become a damn simp for caine from the digital circus recently (don't get me wrong jax is cute too and i understand why so many people simp for him because he's a purple furry and a sassy jerk).  but fucking caine really is something else (it's definitely the drip outfit and the heterochromia).  oh and bubble is licking his amniotic fluids to clean up the mess (caine doesn't actually think his baby is a parasite btw, it's just his hormones making him cranky).

Bubble, Caine, and the Amazing Digital Circus is owned by Gooseworx