hutyshs

[hutyshs]

Little do you know how much I miss seeing your uncontrollable smile, such a hole has been left without it.

[hutyshs]

I'll wait forever and then wait some more.

A Lingering Longing

[hutyshs]

For the past month I've slept on my sofa because I cannot bring myself to sleep in our bed without you. Save me.

What once was. 

[hutyshs]

I lied to me and to you. (Faith)

[hutyshs]

It's 0330am, I'm wide awake, I can't breathe, my chest feels empty, my stomach is turning, my heart is racing. I miss you.

[hutyshs]

What once was. 

[hutyshs]

Her

Every second is a minute, every minute an hour, every hour a day and every day is an eternity without her.

[hutyshs]

I lied to me and to you. (Faith)

[hutyshs]

“

my mouth is full of burning candles 
and hot wax seeps from between my teeth. 
my tongue knows nothing but rage and fire
and i don’t know whether to swallow this flame 
and choke on the smoke until the heat burns holes in my throat,
or to spit it out 
and watch everything around me burn down.


”

— impulse control

[hutyshs]

Suicide

The thought of suicide engulfs me daily, maybe if I think hard enough about it then I'll die in a freak accident. A man can dream.

[hutyshs]

Bunch of fucking cunts

[hutyshs]

Fuck youuuuu

[hutyshs]

Fucking cuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnt

[hutyshs]

And then there were none.

[hutyshs]

Don’t give up. Don’t give in.

[hutyshs]

Stop fucking lying.

[hutyshs]

“

my mouth is full of burning candles 
and hot wax seeps from between my teeth. 
my tongue knows nothing but rage and fire
and i don’t know whether to swallow this flame 
and choke on the smoke until the heat burns holes in my throat,
or to spit it out 
and watch everything around me burn down.


”

— impulse control