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         INTRO VIDEO:  LOVE  ISLAND  QUESTIONNAIRE

Why did you come on Love Island ?

sam  stares  down  at  his  hands  for  a  moment ,  digits  aimlessly  playing  with  the  rings  adorning  them .  he's  seemingly  lost  in  his  own  head ,  until  he  finally  makes  eye  contact  with  the  camera  in  front  of  him .  he’s  never  opened  up  to  anyone  or  allowed  them  to  get  close  enough  to  know  who  he  really  was .  did  he  even  know  himself  ?      ❛      i  guess  you  can  say  i  have  an  “issue  opening  up  to  people”  or  something .      ❜      the  male  uses  air  quotes  and  a  roll  of  his  eyes  for  extra  emphasis  before  chuckling  softly ,  fingers  running  through  his  long  locks .       ❛      i  don’t  really  socialize  much ,  just  haven’t  had  the  time  to  ...  being  a  hacker  isn’t  exactly  your  typical  9  to  5  job .  this  would  give  me  the  opportunity  to  meet  some  interesting  individuals ,  force  me  to  take  a  break  from  work ,  and  get  out  of  the  house .        ❜

What’s your type ?

a  slight  blush  spreads  across  his  cheeks ,  gaze  dropping  to  his  lap  as  he  remains  silent  for  a  moment .      ❛      is  it  okay  to  say  that  i’m  not  completely  sure  ?  i’d  probably  go  for  a  person  who  has  the  same  sensibility ,      ❜      he  pauses  to  tap  his  chin  as  if  in  thought ,      ❛      i’ve  got  a  knack  for  trying  to  make  jokes  at  somewhat  unconventional  times  whether  it  be  to  make  people  smile  or  just  out  of  sheer  awkwardness .  it  wouldn’t  hurt  if  i  met  someone  that  could  look  past  that  and  wanted  to  get  to  know  the  other  sides  of  me .  however ,  said  sides  are  locked  in  a  safe  and  the  key  is  quite  hard  to  find .      ❜

Who are you really trying to go for ? Based on looks and personality type only.

❛      oh—  i  think  i  kind  of  answered  this  one  before ,  oops  !      ❜      he  lets  out  a  breath  while  rubbing  the  back  of  his  neck ,  teeth  tugging  at  his  bottom  lip .      ❛      if  you  held  a  gun  to  my  head  and  told  me  that  i  had  to  choose  then  i’d  say  someone  with  eyes ,  a  nose ,  mouth ,  hair  ...  i  think  that’s  pretty  standard .     ❜      he  laughs  to  himself  before  shaking  his  head  and  scoffing .      ❛      there  i  go ,  trying  to  be  funny  when  i  probably  shouldn’t .     ❜

Would you break up a solid couple to get what you want ?

the  question  is  a  little  shocking  to  the  male ,  not  expecting  to  be  asked  so  candidly  about  his  own  selfishness .  he  was  used  to  not  getting  what  he  wanted  growing  up  and  hadn’t  quite  grasped  what  it  meant  to  put  yourself  first .  maybe  that  would  be  his  downfall ,  or  something  else  he  needs  to  work  on  ?      ❛      i’m  coming  onto  this  show  with  the  intention  of  finding  love  so  it  wouldn’t  make  sense  for  me  to  go  after  a  contestant   who  already  found  someone ,  right  ?  i’d  consider  that  looking  in  the  wrong  place .  i  mean ,  never  say  never  but  that’s  a  need-to-know  basis .      ❜      sam  looks  into  the  camera  and  gives  a  playful  wink .

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[taps mic]  is  this  thing  on  ?  hey ,  hi ,  hello  !  you  can  call  me  ness ,  it  rhymes  with  mess ,  and  i  use  the  she/her  pronouns .  i  turned  twenty-one  this  year  and  i’m  residing  in  the  eastern  timezone .  it’s  been  two  months  since  i’ve  been  in  a  group  and  i’m  so ,  so ,  so  excited  to  be  here  !  i’ll  be  playing  sam  and  he’s  based  off  of  707/luciel  from  mystic  messenger ,  idk  if  y’all  know  that  game  but  you  can  read  more  about  him  under  the  cut .

[ CHAE HYUNGWON, 24, CISMALE, HE/HIM, BISEXUAL ] - welcome to the love island villa, SAEYOUNG “SAM” OH! they’re a HACKER from SEOUL and they’re the ENIGMA. people describe them as IMPULSIVE AND VOLATILE, but once you get to know them they’re ECCENTRIC AND INTELLIGENT. i’d recognize them by their ( clothes that are one size too big, mismatched socks, sad eyes that you could get lost in ). honestly, i think they’re really here for LOVE.

saeyoung’s birth was the result of an affair between his father, a highly regarded chairman, and his mother whom worked as his maid. it was crucial that the public didn’t find out about this scandal as he wanted to keep an upstanding image. in return for keeping silent about saeyoung and his paternity, she blackmailed the businessman into giving her money every month or else she’d expose their secret. there was no need for her to work considering the amount was more than enough to live off of, so she spent most of her time at home to take care of saeyoung.

he had a normal childhood and never questioned how they maintained a roof over their heads when she rarely left the house or the fact that his father wasn’t around. of course, the woman made up an elaborate story to tell the boy to ease his curiosity and keep him from pushing for more information. his mother was very, very paranoid about his father sending someone to get rid of them so she turned to alcohol to cope.

( TW: CHILD ABUSE ) he was an obedient child that never stepped out of line and tried his hardest to be a good son and make his mother happy, however, she became a completely different person when she drank. she would often lash out and blame him for ruining her life along with forbidding him from leaving the house and refusing to give him food for days.

saeyoung got into coding on his own after toying around on the computer when he was stuck indoors, eventually checking out books on the subject and teaching himself. as his skills increased and he began hacking, he took on the alias “sam” and started off breaking into game servers then working his way up to corporations. it wasn’t for any other reason than to give himself a sense of pride to know that he was able to accomplish something that not everyone could. he’d found his calling, passion, and an escape from his cruel reality.

he received a job from an anonymous person asking him to retrieve some information for money when he was seventeen. after completing said job, it was revealed that the benefactor was none other than a member of a secret agency that was interested in recruiting him. it was somewhat of a dangerous job since he was dealing with receiving and sending confidential information, but the pay was too good to turn down and he was even given his own secure apartment to live in.

there’s nothing left to say about his past other than he still lives in said apartment, goes by sam both on and off the web, and has taken some much needed time off from work to be a part of love island for reasons which are explained in his introduction video.

birth name:  oh saeyoung alias: sam age:  twenty-four zodiac:  gemini birthplace:  seoul, south korea gender:  cismale pronouns:  he/him/his sexuality:  bisexual occupation:  hacker height:  183 cm.  (  6′ 0″  ) build:  slim,  average notable attributes:  glasses hair color:  brown eye color:  dark brown alignment:  chaotic neutral mbti:  entp, the debater hogwarts:  ravenclaw

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*spins a wheel to decide which unhealthy coping mechanism I should use to handle distressing feelings*

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And you make jokes because you’re afraid to take anything seriously. Because if you take things seriously, they matter.

House, M.D., Damned If You Do (via intensional)

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tag  dump.

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