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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā INTRO VIDEO:Ā Ā LOVEĀ  ISLANDĀ  QUESTIONNAIRE
Why did you come on Love IslandĀ ?
samĀ  staresĀ  downĀ  atĀ  hisĀ  handsĀ  forĀ  aĀ  moment ,Ā  digitsĀ  aimlesslyĀ  playingĀ  withĀ  theĀ  ringsĀ  adorningĀ  them .Ā  he'sĀ  seeminglyĀ  lostĀ  inĀ  hisĀ  ownĀ  head ,Ā  untilĀ  heĀ  finallyĀ  makesĀ  eyeĀ  contactĀ  withĀ  theĀ  cameraĀ  inĀ  frontĀ  ofĀ  him .Ā  heā€™sĀ  neverĀ  openedĀ  upĀ  toĀ  anyoneĀ  orĀ  allowedĀ  themĀ  toĀ  getĀ  closeĀ  enoughĀ  toĀ  knowĀ  whoĀ  heĀ  reallyĀ  was .Ā  didĀ  heĀ  evenĀ  knowĀ  himselfĀ  ? Ā  Ā  Ā ā› Ā  Ā  Ā iĀ  guessĀ  youĀ  canĀ  sayĀ  iĀ  haveĀ  anĀ  ā€œissueĀ  openingĀ  upĀ  toĀ  peopleā€Ā  orĀ  something .Ā  Ā  Ā  āœĀ  Ā  Ā  theĀ  maleĀ  usesĀ  airĀ  quotesĀ  andĀ  aĀ  rollĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  eyesĀ  forĀ  extraĀ  emphasisĀ  beforeĀ  chucklingĀ  softly ,Ā  fingersĀ  runningĀ  throughĀ  hisĀ  longĀ  locks . Ā  Ā  Ā  ā› Ā  Ā  Ā iĀ  donā€™tĀ  reallyĀ  socializeĀ  much ,Ā  justĀ  havenā€™tĀ  hadĀ  theĀ  timeĀ  toĀ  ...Ā  beingĀ  aĀ  hackerĀ  isnā€™tĀ  exactlyĀ  yourĀ  typicalĀ  9Ā  toĀ  5Ā  job .Ā  thisĀ  wouldĀ  giveĀ  meĀ  theĀ  opportunityĀ  toĀ  meetĀ  someĀ  interestingĀ  individuals ,Ā  forceĀ  meĀ  toĀ  takeĀ  aĀ  breakĀ  fromĀ  work ,Ā  andĀ  getĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  house . Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā āœ
Whatā€™s your type ?
aĀ  slightĀ  blushĀ  spreadsĀ  acrossĀ  hisĀ  cheeks ,Ā  gazeĀ  droppingĀ  toĀ  hisĀ  lapĀ  asĀ  heĀ  remainsĀ  silentĀ  forĀ  aĀ  moment .Ā  Ā  Ā  ā› Ā  Ā  Ā isĀ  itĀ  okayĀ  toĀ  sayĀ  thatĀ  iā€™mĀ  notĀ  completelyĀ  sureĀ  ?Ā  iā€™dĀ  probablyĀ  goĀ  forĀ  aĀ  personĀ  whoĀ  hasĀ  theĀ  sameĀ  sensibility , Ā  Ā  Ā āœ Ā  Ā  Ā heĀ  pausesĀ  toĀ  tapĀ  hisĀ  chinĀ  asĀ  ifĀ  inĀ  thought , Ā  Ā  Ā ā› Ā  Ā  Ā iā€™veĀ  gotĀ  aĀ  knackĀ  forĀ  tryingĀ  toĀ  makeĀ  jokesĀ  atĀ  somewhatĀ  unconventionalĀ  timesĀ  whetherĀ  itĀ  beĀ  toĀ  makeĀ  peopleĀ  smileĀ  orĀ  justĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  sheerĀ  awkwardness .Ā  itĀ  wouldnā€™tĀ  hurtĀ  ifĀ  iĀ  metĀ  someoneĀ  thatĀ  couldĀ  lookĀ  pastĀ  thatĀ  andĀ  wantedĀ  toĀ  getĀ  toĀ  knowĀ  theĀ  otherĀ  sidesĀ  ofĀ  me .Ā  however ,Ā  saidĀ  sidesĀ  areĀ  lockedĀ  inĀ  aĀ  safeĀ  andĀ  theĀ  keyĀ  isĀ  quiteĀ  hardĀ  toĀ  find .Ā  Ā  Ā  āœ
Who are you really trying to go for ? Based on looks and personality type only.
ā› Ā  Ā  Ā ohā€”Ā  iĀ  thinkĀ  iĀ  kindĀ  ofĀ  answeredĀ  thisĀ  oneĀ  before ,Ā  oopsĀ  !Ā  Ā  Ā  āœ Ā  Ā  Ā heĀ  letsĀ  outĀ  aĀ  breathĀ  whileĀ  rubbingĀ  theĀ  backĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  neck ,Ā  teethĀ  tuggingĀ  atĀ  hisĀ  bottomĀ  lip .Ā  Ā  Ā  ā› Ā  Ā  Ā ifĀ  youĀ  heldĀ  aĀ  gunĀ  toĀ  myĀ  headĀ  andĀ  toldĀ  meĀ  thatĀ  iĀ  hadĀ  toĀ  chooseĀ  thenĀ  iā€™dĀ  sayĀ  someoneĀ  withĀ  eyes ,Ā  aĀ  nose ,Ā  mouth ,Ā  hairĀ  ...Ā  iĀ  thinkĀ  thatā€™sĀ  prettyĀ  standard .Ā  Ā  Ā āœ Ā  Ā  Ā heĀ  laughsĀ  toĀ  himselfĀ  beforeĀ  shakingĀ  hisĀ  headĀ  andĀ  scoffing . Ā  Ā  Ā ā› Ā  Ā  Ā thereĀ  iĀ  go ,Ā  tryingĀ  toĀ  beĀ  funnyĀ  whenĀ  iĀ  probablyĀ  shouldnā€™t . Ā  Ā  āœ
Would you break up a solid couple to get what you want ?
theĀ  questionĀ  isĀ  aĀ  littleĀ  shockingĀ  toĀ  theĀ  male ,Ā  notĀ  expectingĀ  toĀ  beĀ  askedĀ  soĀ  candidlyĀ  aboutĀ  hisĀ  ownĀ  selfishness .Ā  heĀ  wasĀ  usedĀ  toĀ  notĀ  gettingĀ  whatĀ  heĀ  wantedĀ  growingĀ  upĀ  andĀ  hadnā€™tĀ  quiteĀ  graspedĀ  whatĀ  itĀ  meantĀ  toĀ  putĀ  yourselfĀ  first .Ā  maybeĀ  thatĀ  wouldĀ  beĀ  hisĀ  downfall ,Ā  orĀ  somethingĀ  elseĀ  heĀ  needsĀ  toĀ  workĀ  onĀ Ā ?Ā  Ā  Ā  ā›Ā  Ā  Ā  iā€™mĀ  comingĀ  ontoĀ  thisĀ  showĀ  withĀ  theĀ  intentionĀ  ofĀ  findingĀ  loveĀ  soĀ  itĀ  wouldnā€™tĀ  makeĀ  senseĀ  forĀ  meĀ  toĀ  goĀ  afterĀ  aĀ  contestantĀ  Ā whoĀ  alreadyĀ  foundĀ  someone ,Ā  rightĀ Ā ?Ā  iā€™dĀ  considerĀ  thatĀ  lookingĀ  inĀ  theĀ  wrongĀ  place .Ā  iĀ  mean ,Ā  neverĀ  sayĀ  neverĀ  butĀ  thatā€™sĀ  aĀ  need-to-knowĀ  basis . Ā  Ā  Ā āœĀ  Ā  Ā  samĀ  looksĀ  intoĀ  theĀ  cameraĀ  andĀ  givesĀ  aĀ  playfulĀ  wink .
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[taps mic]Ā  isĀ  thisĀ  thingĀ  onĀ Ā ?Ā  hey ,Ā  hi ,Ā  helloĀ Ā !Ā  youĀ  canĀ  callĀ  meĀ  ness ,Ā  itĀ  rhymesĀ  withĀ  mess ,Ā  andĀ  iĀ  useĀ  theĀ  she/herĀ  pronouns .Ā  iĀ  turnedĀ  twenty-oneĀ  thisĀ  yearĀ  andĀ  iā€™mĀ  residingĀ  inĀ  theĀ  easternĀ  timezone .Ā  itā€™sĀ  beenĀ  twoĀ  monthsĀ  sinceĀ  iā€™veĀ  beenĀ  inĀ  aĀ  groupĀ  andĀ  iā€™mĀ  so ,Ā  so ,Ā  soĀ  excitedĀ  toĀ  beĀ  hereĀ  !Ā  iā€™llĀ  beĀ  playingĀ  samĀ  andĀ  heā€™sĀ  basedĀ  offĀ  ofĀ  707/lucielĀ  fromĀ  mysticĀ  messenger ,Ā  idkĀ  ifĀ  yā€™allĀ  knowĀ  thatĀ  gameĀ  butĀ  youĀ  canĀ  readĀ  moreĀ  aboutĀ  himĀ  underĀ  theĀ  cut .
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[ CHAE HYUNGWON, 24, CISMALE, HE/HIM, BISEXUAL ] - welcome to the love island villa, SAEYOUNG ā€œSAMā€ OH! theyā€™re a HACKER from SEOUL and theyā€™re the ENIGMA. people describe them as IMPULSIVE AND VOLATILE, but once you get to know them theyā€™re ECCENTRIC AND INTELLIGENT. iā€™d recognize them by their ( clothes that are one size too big, mismatched socks, sad eyes that you could get lost in ). honestly, i think theyā€™re really here for LOVE.
saeyoungā€™s birth was the result of an affair between his father, a highly regarded chairman, and his mother whom worked as his maid. it was crucial that the public didnā€™t find out about this scandal as he wanted to keep an upstanding image. in return for keeping silent about saeyoung and his paternity, she blackmailed the businessman into giving her money every month or else sheā€™d expose their secret. there was no need for her to work considering the amount was more than enough to live off of, so she spent most of her time at home to take care of saeyoung.
he had a normal childhood and never questioned how they maintained a roof over their heads when she rarely left the house or the fact that his father wasnā€™t around. of course, the woman made up an elaborate story to tell the boy to ease his curiosity and keep him from pushing for more information. his mother was very, very paranoid about his father sending someone to get rid of them so she turned to alcohol to cope.
( TW: CHILD ABUSE ) he was an obedient child that never stepped out of line and tried his hardest to be a good son and make his mother happy, however, she became a completely different person when she drank. she would often lash out and blame him for ruining her life along with forbidding him from leaving the house and refusing to give him food for days.
saeyoung got into coding on his own after toying around on the computer when he was stuck indoors, eventually checking out books on the subject and teaching himself. as his skills increased and he began hacking, he took on the aliasĀ ā€œsamā€ and started off breaking into game servers then working his way up to corporations. it wasnā€™t for any other reason than to give himself a sense of pride to know that he was able to accomplish something that not everyone could. heā€™d found his calling, passion, and an escape from his cruel reality.
he received a job from an anonymous person asking him to retrieve some information for money when he was seventeen. after completing said job, it was revealed that the benefactor was none other than a member of a secret agency that was interested in recruiting him. it was somewhat of a dangerous job since he was dealing with receiving and sending confidential information, but the pay was too good to turn down and he was even given his own secure apartment to live in.
thereā€™s nothing left to say about his past other than he still lives in said apartment, goes by sam both on and off the web, and has taken some much needed time off from work to be a part of love island for reasons which are explained in his introduction video.
birth name:Ā  oh saeyoung alias: sam age: Ā twenty-four zodiac: Ā gemini birthplace: Ā seoul, south korea gender: Ā cismale pronouns: Ā he/him/his sexuality: Ā bisexual occupation: Ā hacker height: Ā 183 cm. Ā (Ā  6ā€² 0ā€³ Ā ) build: Ā slim, Ā average notable attributes: Ā glasses hair color: Ā brown eye color: Ā dark brown alignment: Ā chaotic neutral mbti: Ā entp, the debater hogwarts:Ā  ravenclaw
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*spins a wheel to decide which unhealthy coping mechanism I should use to handle distressing feelings*
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And you make jokes because youā€™re afraid to take anything seriously. Because if you take things seriously, they matter.
House, M.D., Damned If You Do (via intensional)
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tagĀ  dump.
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