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me STILL get rebloggings and kudos on my fics all these years later XD

seeing people reposting some of my posts on sfh twt jumpscares me EVERY TIME like ??????? 😭😭😭😭 it’s been like three years omg how did you find this account ?? 😦

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someday i'll write my paper on the complicated tropes of power and love and homosociality that are inherent to Sam and Frodo's relationship but for now i'm stuck sitting here saying i kinda like Samfro but also there's a power balance there that makes it hard for me to ship wholeheartedly

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gonna participate in kinktober for the first time this year 🙈 have several jongmoon and hannigram fics planned so as long as i have enough time i will be doing my best to keep up :DD! plans may change but ive made an entire spreadsheet in advance for this years prompts

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why can’t gay people just be normal and say I love you, why’s there always gotta be some great dragon in the middle saying shit like “a half cannot truly hate that which makes it whole” and “you’re like two sides of the same coin”

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Arthur with attractive women: *has to be placed under a powerful enchantment to show an interest in marriage*

Arthur with attractive men: do you want to be my knight? I mean Camelot’s knight. A knight of Camelot. I need— I mean, Camelot needs. Knights.

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If not gay ... THEN WHY EACHOTHER'S NARRATIVE FOIL?🤨 hmmm?? 🤔🤔🤔 WHY THE LIGHT SIDE TO HIS DARK ONE?? WHY CAN'T GO WITHOUT THE CAMERA POINTING AT FACE FOR MILLISECOND WHEN OTHER'S NAME MENTIONED??? why SO MUCH VISIBLE SUBTEXT IN CONTEXT?? 🧐

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Hey man sorry about your male co-star. Turns out you guys had too much sexual tension on screen so he was written into a lazy, heterosexual romance arc that lacks chemistry and depth and actually just makes him look even more queer tbh. Now he's off pretending to be happy with somebody else when the love of his life was right there all along. I'm so sorry dude. It will probably happen again :/

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Sometimes when I’m crying about Hannigram I stop and realize that they literally ran away together??? Like hello??? They are confirmed to be alive AND in love??? Ur saying that it’s canon they survived and ran away together and that’s literally the happiest ending ever wtf?? And then I move on with my day

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A thing I try to remember about Hannibal Lecter is that when he says god would drop a church on a room full of beloved grandmas and laugh about his abuse of power. What he means is, god would murder a little girl in the cruelest manner imaginable then feed that little girl to her brother. Her brother who was a stange little boy that no one understood. A little boy who had no human connections but that little girl. A little boy who as elder brother was supposed to protect that little girl.

He means he believes god did that, destroyed his sister, his life, future, and universe, not because god works in mysterious ways, but because God works in obviously cruel and capricious ways, because god enjoys the power of destroying the innocent and faithful. He's saying that he has looked at the world, seen the worst and best of humanity, and the only conclusion he could come to was that god thinks hurting his creations is funny.

He has a god complex not because he believes he is a god, not even because he believes he is capable of being as cruel and arbitrary as God.

Hannibal Lecter has a god complex because he believes that a god who would kill a child cruely, and deliver an even more cruel fate on another child for no reason but because he could, does not deserve honoring. He believes that any god that would do such a thing, should not be worshipped, that he should be unseated entirely.

Like Kronos, utterly destroyed for his cruelty to children

He defies god because he believes god should be defied. He worships Will in defiance of god because even as a flawed human who is vicious, vengeful, petty, and mistrusting, even with all his human flaws, Will Graham is more just then god, more reticent to kill then god.

He worships Will Graham as his own personal god of love, death, and war bc he believes Will Graham is more worthy of worship then god.

And that is one hell of a thing

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god bless dr. chilton. he really told jack that disemboweling each other was will and hannibal’s idea of flirtation and then jack did not believe him. he was there for reputation and the money. i can understand that. my king really be making a lot of points that no one listens to. he said yo hannibal makes a lot of jokes about eating people maybe we should look into that. and he was RIGHT!! curse of cassandra goddamn

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wasn’t able to finish hannibal before i left home so this is me posting from the void.

the scene when jack asks will, “will you slip away with him?”

and will replies, “a part of me will always want to.”

and jack tells him “you have to cut that part out.”

that hurts so bad. not just because will is admitting that he cannot un-attach himself entirely from hannibal, but because once again, jack crawford is commanding will to be something he is not, ignoring will’s humanity.

will and hannibal understand each other and that’s something that will latches onto because no one has ever understood him. its mutual, hannibal feels the same. jack has never cared about will’s social or emotional needs. jack pushed will until he broke and then blamed will for breaking himself when in reality jack never gave him a choice. jack used will like his bloodhound and when hunting dogs no longer have purpose, they are put down. will’s well-being, his need to connect with others and be seen and have a healthy mind was never a concern for jack.

so even though will had been working towards justice, towards finding the murderer that had destroyed all these people, consumed them, it makes sense that will would turn to the evil he’d been fighting and embrace it. when forces of justice strike you down unjustly, how can you ignore the hand stretching out from the other side?

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for all intents and purposes, does hannibal mostly only eat men? ik there are some complications with this so let’s say just for the sake of eating and no other reason.

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i lied i just didnt like bottom will

doing so much hannibal posting but this may be one of those fandoms i can’t read smut for T^T idk if its just the specific fics im finding or what but they’re all kinda rubbing me the wrong way

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(Prompt courtesy of @duckslif3)​

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doing so much hannibal posting but this may be one of those fandoms i can’t read smut for T^T idk if its just the specific fics im finding or what but they’re all kinda rubbing me the wrong way

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howling laughing rn at these tags