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i haven’t cleaned toasts slow feeder bowl since he last ate from it and when i was cleaning it

it hurt so much i just couldn’t stop crying

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i’m getting a new corgi maybe but what’s stopping me is that

toast was my golden child

he was literally perfect. not just because he’s my baby but

he literally is the perfect dog. only thing is he didn’t get along well with other dogs but that’s okay as long as he gets along with his brothers i guess

he was friendly

approachable

never bit wires when he was a baby or shoes. just wood. but we let that wood get bit anyway cus it was already worn down

like he was literally so independent and playful when he wants to be at a good time

like i know my new puppy can’t be carbon copy but plmdjebejbfjeje

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trying to learn how to do freckles cus i’m trying to cosplag ace from one piece for anime expo

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is toast okay?

he passed away last month due to blood cancer

so no matter what treatment i do and even if i want to prolong his life. the blood levels going to keep dropping

he passed away at home though. i schedule to euthanize him so he’s pain free but he decided to go 2 hours earlier than his appointment in the comfort of his own home.

the vet said i can do surgery for 12k but that will only prolong his life for 2 months.

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i need someone with money who can buy me pounds and pounds of mangosteen in AMERICA

cus that shit is expensive

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oh how i miss this so much i would do anything for life to be like this..

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my baby and his goose. (it was an alligator before he used to be clingy too but played tug a war too hard it ripped 🧍🏻‍♀️)

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my dogs favorite goose he likes to sleep on. his scent is still lingering and i’m embracing all of it while i can

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i miss the way he smells. i miss the way he follows me to the bathroom. i miss the way he would boop my hand to pet him.

my world is just stopping because he’s gone and i don’t know what to do

i’m just embracing his toy goose cus it still has his stinky breath scent on it. but i love it oh so much

i’m so scared to not remember your scent

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toasty is back home. still waiting on the cytology results to see if it’s benign or malignant

hiii if you can please help by sharing this. i would absolutely love that

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hiii if you can please help by sharing this. i would absolutely love that

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hiii if you can please help by sharing this. i would absolutely love that

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so i got a call back from the vet and they just got ultrasounds done and they told me he has cancer in his spleen.

and they’re running more tests to see if it’s benign or malignant

idk what to do i don’t know what to fking do

im so sorry toast

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hiii if you can please help by sharing this. i would absolutely love that

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hiii if you can please help by sharing this. i would absolutely love that

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had to limit my parmesan grating cus i will literally just all be cheese

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can i have parmesan cheese with a side of caesar salad