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i’ve been a god awful mun, that’s lit the only way for me to start this thing that i don’t want to be a ramble but will end up being a ramble bc of my need to explain everything at all times, it’s the truth after all JGDFKSLJLG 

ik i never rly did anything here, more so recently, but that’s mostly bc i’ve been in a slump abt my writing where every time i try to work on something, i end up getting more frustrated with myself than the last and it just sucks the muse and desire outta me.. then i let the cycle continue and make it all worse sgfdkjl. it starts preying on my.. i can’t call it depression in a way, but this near-rock bottom and self-deprecating mood i’ve had going for a while now, which sucks bc writing’s an escape for me and it going to shit, at least imo, is fucking with me sm at the moment. so, aside from hogging spaces i rly don’t deserve here, idt a group rp is the place of productivity it once was for me ( kinda bc i have such a huge distrust of the rpc within the last few months/year to begin with but trust me when i say you’ve all been great and you don’t contribute to that part sgjldfk, i’ve loved being here ) so yeah, i’m gonna ask the main to unfollow my accts for hyeran and jinri. if anyone wants to stay in touch or anything, 1x1 even since that’s still an option for the time being — we’ll see how that goes tho, it’s starting to earn my distrust too djgfksl — just hmu ! 

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lemme do a quick fix with my plots page before i answer everyone who’s stILL waiting on my ass, jinri’s pages still aren’t done and i’m not starting at almost 4am so.. yeah rip LFKSJGLFKSG

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                                            TASK ONE | STATS

HEADCANONS ;

hyeran is usually a sight for sore eyes admittedly, at least during her first hours of wakefulness. her habit of taking on late night livestreams or projects — plus her status as a night owl as a whole — leave her with eyes bloodshot and a heaviness of sorts on shift. she considers it a blessing now that she works within close proximity of coffee !

she’s among the minority of people who despise orange and grape-flavoured candy, it seems. there’s no explanation behind it besides a preference for the natural flavours of the two fruits, thus sharing or tossing them out are her only options !

she has a small scar hidden beneath her head of hair from hitting her head on a park bench when she was four; it’s an embarrassing story to tell as the reason for it was tripping on her own two feet in the most untimely manner. hot coffee spilt on one’s leg holds no flame to anything she could do to herself !

she’s a sucker for dark humour and romance, but she can’t sit through a horror movie without seeking comfort in a pillow, a pal’s shoulder or her kitten’s cuddly form. if you hear her screaming through one of the walls of her apartment, she’s likely being scarred by a gory scene ft. a chainsaw or another torture device !

she spends sunday evenings at her aunt’s place for dinner and some other side activity, without fail. it’s perhaps the only promise ( or even rule ) that she doesn’t break unless she’s absolutely incapable, in which case her aunt will come to her !

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this gif is a mood since i’m fucking done with myself, someone come beat my ass thanks

for once i’m making an ooc on my laptop !! gdsjflk first off sorry i’ve been slacking off incredibly since i’ve been here — i can only imagine the beginning of the semester will keep that pattern going a bit so.. i’ll prob end up leaving at the first sign of possibly damaging imbalance — and how embarrassing is it that last night’s excuse was me failing to fix my ps issues/override having to pay for it and all that ( i.. can’t do graphics regardless so yeeeah gjslkf )

anyways i’m all read up on tn’s part of outcast so i’m gonna get that task up for hyeran once i get her hcs in order since my dumb ass had a meltdown over the quality of a reply on jinri and got unfollowed ( punctuation ?? what’s that ? )

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happy new year from the weirdest tz on the planet !!

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sext: hey i’m genuinely wondering how youre doing

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dowccns:

‘ i’ve got about two hours before i have to go back to the LUXURY of being behind a cash register. i love having to explain to people that they cannot use coupons that have already EXPIRED. not to mention how thrilled i get when the customer asks to speak to my manager.’ dowoon rolled his eyes at just the THOUGHT of work. ‘ if you’re too busy or whatever, it’s cool. maybe i can join you for lunch ?? but i understand if you want some time alone. dealing with people this early must fuck you up. ’

“ YOU COULD ALWAYS WORK here instead, ” she teased, “ free coffee, tips, me, only… one or two customers on average that you risk pissing off. ’s not bad. ” she was likely better off sitting for the time being, though that would only encourage her to stay for longer than a few minutes at most rather than work. “ NO, no, it’s fine ! if anything, it’d make me more rejuvenated than dozing off; but we can wait and see if there’s time to go shopping, maybe push it ahead to after our shifts instead ? ”

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turnover – pure devotion

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biTCH I JUST REALIZED

W*RLD JUNIORS START TOMORROW AND I’M HYPED !!

.. can you tell that i’m canadian by now ? i mean that’s rly feeding into a stereotype but still JLKSGFDL so there’s still quite a few messages to answer, i’m so sorry i’ve been neglectful in that area but last minute christmas prep and just.. general cluelessness held me up. i’ll answer them tomorrow hopefully, if i’m not too busy with mandatory family visitation and the game ! also praying this headache goes away when i wake up in the morning or else i’m in for a rly Bad day

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