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7/31 - the happiest girl in the world goes to... 🤍

[hyleearth]

7/31 - the happiest girl in the world 🤍

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7/17 - fresh from the bed, not taking a bath, messy hair, underdressed, whatever... however, you still find time for us in spite of our unmatched sched (majority ako talaga) i love you to the fullest, my love. i appreciate how you always find ways to make me feel better. im so happppy with you that my double chin speaks it all! 😭

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7/2 - about you 🖤🤍

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6/25 - i love you to the fullest 🏙 🤍

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You belong with me. 💚💛💜❤️🩵🖤

Letter on my site :)

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5/14 - "wandering through intramuros, hand in hand with my favorite person" 🤍🎱

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i love constantly evolving into a cooler version of myself

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i gave my best, i invested myself to this and yes babe, IT IS WORTH IT! 🥺💙

at first, it's not really in my system to take this job seriously, i remembered sabi ko sa sarili ko na this is just for experience. but you know, as time goes by, yung palagi mo na siyang ginagawa, i didn't realize na nag eenjoy na ako, it became my routine. panatag at kampante ako sa buhay ko that time, like just having fun & chill. i personally feel confident that everything is fine. the fact that i'm enjoying what i'm doing, the more it's easy for me to learn and focus.

but sometimes things don't go the way we want. may mangyayari't mangyayari talagang di natin inaasahan. di ako naging handa para harapin lahat ng yon. the feeling that all your energy and enthusiasm suddenly disappeared. may time na parang ayaw ko nalang pumasok, but i managed to keep myself especially when i am at work. it was hard to smile in front of your customers, assisting them and handling their concerns when you know that you're dying inside. when you are trying your best na iset aside nalang muna but the pain always comes back to haunt you. pero naituloy ko. pinili kong huwag imukmok ang sarili ko, kasi ayokong maapektuhan kung ano meron ako nang dahil lang sa nawala. my work can't be compromise kasi ito nalang meron ako, ito ang puhunan ko to believe in my ability to succeed despite the pain. i just dedicate my time to things that i know will make me feel good and happy, yes it is worth it. i have made solid friends. circles that will definitely make you feel like you belong. they accompanied me on my journey in that phase of my life. they were the ones who constantly remind me that i will get to where i am now. the time that i meet them, the time i realized na di lang sa iisang bagay umiikot ang mundo ko. they were part of my journey, and i am grateful for them.

the 6 month journey was not easy, especially the time i was waiting for the call for my regularization. i actually prepared myself for the results whether good or bad. i became pessimistic about my job fate. i showed them na ayos lang kung hindi ma regular, but deep inside i badly wanted it. i prayed and worked for it, sayang naman pag mawawala lang. lahat ng mga ka negahan naiisip ko na. ang dami pa naging proseso that made me feel "ohh, wala na pag-asa to". the time before i got 6 months, i have to prepare myself for whatever the result is. but yes, life is full of surprises. i met this guy na di ko inaasahang makakasama ko sa journey kong ito. at the phase of my journey when i was doubting and worried, someone came to accompany me in everything i did. his efforts to show his support helped me a lot. he transformed my negative thoughts into something positive by making me feel better. i opened up to him everything i felt about the journey without hesitation, i'm glad he was there to listen and ease my mind.

to my officers, ma'am vane, ma'am jas, sm hypermarket cubao, i won't take this for granted. pagbubutihin ko pa 💚

to my cashiers and baggers who helped me feel good. they are living witnesses to what i have been through, from the day they welcomed me and taught me what to do, to the days when i had to lead and guide them. it's nice to think that they are one of the reasons why i am here. forever grateful <3

sometimes we have to go through tough times to get to something better. i understand it now :>

yes again, IT IS WORTH IT!

[hyleearth]

the moment i didn't expect to happen. up until now, i'm still smiling

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yes babe, it is worth it ✨️

it’ll be worth it ✨

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4/13 - wander more, worry less 🕹🖤

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4/11 - just right there 💙🎳

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4/11 - just right there 💙🎳

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his kind of gayuma 🤍🤪

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it’ll be worth it ✨

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STARTING OVER AGAIN 🤍