I think I'm evil now 馃サ
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It's been more than a month. When am I gonna find the stranger that I ran into for an hour in another country that completely mesmerised me??? Why haven't they shown up yet in a random bookstore???
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When I said I wanted to relate to a Taylor Swift song I meant New Romantics not fucking champagne problems lmao
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Ever since I was sexually assaulted my outlook on so many of the people in my life that I thought of as close to me changed. Because I realized, if I tell these people what happened, they'll put some blame on me. And I think since then I've been subconsciously pulling away from all the people that I know will have that reaction. I'm grateful to be someone that understands that what happened to me was in no way or form, my fault.
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Am I seriously planning my next break up rn 鈽狅笍鈽狅笍鈽狅笍
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I have officially fallen out of love and I literally cannot feel anything at all now lol
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Sometimes I truly think something is wrong with me. In fact I don't think it; I know it. And I know I wasn't always like this. Ive developed into this being that feels no guilt or remorse anymore for things that'd make a 'normal' person quiver in disgust at. And I look forward to those things. I actively plan them. I can't wait until the next time I get to carry out my schemes cuz those are suddenly the only things that make me feel anything at all. I am actually incapable of feeling 'love' and empathy. I just know how to blend in now. I know all the right things to say, all the right ways to react, all the right moods to put yourself in when something 'bad' happens.
What now?
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David Bowie
Catherine Deneuve
"The Hunger" [1983]
Peter Murphy, also The Hunger [1983]
The Hunger is a marvelous movie that asks what if David Bowie and Catherine Deneuve were sexy vampires. Also what if Bauhaus showed up. In my rockier years I used to go to YouTube and just watch the opening ten minutes on a loop.
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How does one 15 minute encounter with a stranger have my head in a buzz 2 weeks later. Omfg. Who am I lol.
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The person I am today is someone my 14 year old self would be in awe of, but also extremely disappointed in. Fml.
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LABYRINTH
1986 | dir. Jim Henson
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Skins (2007-2013)
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Unfortunately I just want to be choked lol
i want a soft connection. i want to be asked how my day went and if i need anything. i want forehead kisses. i want the back of my hand kissed at red lights. i want to be asked how i鈥檓 mentally feeling. i want to hold hands everywhere we go.
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Girl get over it. You'll never see that flame again. But right now it's still burning so bright in my mind, it shines away everything else, all I can see is that light. I can't wait for it to dim and die.
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Now I know I'm never gonna love again
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Foolish one stop checking your mailbox for confessions of love
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