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OMG hi
pls i am so sorry for inactivity NOTHING IS BEING DISCONTINUED i just got locked out of my account for literally the longest time i am so sorry omg i will update soon hopefully
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im the anon that asked about current concern, i found it on wattpad and read it all. it was so good! it really made me cry, my heart ached for aone. especially at the end when he said he didnt want anyone else to sit next to him on the train
i’m glad you enjoyed it!! i put a lot of time into researching the condition the reader has because i didn’t want to mess it up, so i’m glad to see that work pay of!!
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i was going through the aone x reader tag and i came across your post about current concern but none of the links worked and i couldnt find it anywhere on your page/archive. do you know where i could find it? or did you delete it? it sounded really good and i was looking forward to reading it
ah shoot i don’t even know what’s with that bc i didn’t delete it, but the story is on my wattpad @/mllys-mlk along with all my other stories !!
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Cinematic Masterpeice || scene 16
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“We’re here!” You gestured excitedly to the bridge in front of you two from your spot in the car. You had parked the car in a parking lot not far from said bridge, hoping to cause minimal traffic issues.
“A bridge? What?” The brunette beside you asked, his face more than painted with confusion.
“Yes sir! I’m gonna start up the live for a little bit longer and then sign off for the night. The rest of the time is best friend bonding!” You tell him, melting his heart a bit at the enthusiasm in your voice.
“Alright, but why at a bridge?” He asks, still confused by the oddly familiar choice of location.
“Do you not remember?” Your tone had his heart shattered in a split second, you sounded so dejected. “Nevermind that! It was almost 4 years ago, I don’t blame you for not remembering...plus we haven’t really been back here since.” You let out, sheepishly scratching the back of your neck to hide embarrassment.
“Is this-” Matsukawa lost his train of thought, to focus on the flood of memories that suddenly came back to him at your words.
“Yep! So you do remember! I figured it would be fitting for tonight.” You tell him, letting out a sigh of relief at his sudden remembrance of the location. You found yourself enjoying the comfortable silence while you and him both looked at the bridge in front of you.
It wasn’t high at all, maybe 10-15 feet, and the water flowing beneath it was almost invisible due to the lack of light. It wasn’t quite old enough to look it, but it wasn’t new. Anyone could tell by the newly forming dips in the asphalt and the slight decay of the concrete siding. Almost 4 years (technically 3 years and 6 months), in the summer leading up to your first year of high school, ago you snuck out with your best friend for the first time.
You two met at this particular bridge because it was in between both of your houses, and since neither of you could drive you had to make due. That night was so special to you, really. It was the night you were really hit with the full force of your feelings for Matsukawa Issei, and the rest is history.
From that point on you two snuck out at least once a week, it just became tradition. Life wasn’t right if you weren’t with Issei in ungodly hours of the night, just screwing around.
Tonight was really no different. The only thing that had changed was time, and the intensity of your feelings.
You started and ended the live fairly quickly, it was just a final goodbye for the night and telling your followers new information for your channel.
Matsukawa was left in his own head, thinking about what to say to you. He wasn’t too worried as he had figured that you two had the same general plan for tonight: confess. He just wanted to make sure he gave you a night to remember you know?
“Issei. Live’s over, you okay?” You asked, concerned about the way the boy beside you had been spacing out.
“Yea yea, I’m fine. We gonna get out now?” He asked, shifting the topic as best he could while gesturing to the car door handle.
You nodded, grabbing the cookies and heading toward the edge of the small bridge, sitting against the concrete ledge.. After a couple seconds, Matsukawa joined you, taking the cooking you were about to take a bit of and stealing it for himself.
“Hey! Not nice!” You whined, trying your best to not crack a smile. Eventually you couldn’t help it and just started giggling over nothing, which turned into full blown laughter once Matsukawa joined you. You would never get tired of moments like this. Laughing over nothing at all with the stars above you and Matsukawa right beside you. It was paradise.
Suddenly the laughter stopped, and you two were left staring at each other. You could feel the heat of embarrassment on your face once the boy in front of you gave you the cutest grin you’ve ever seen.
“What’s that smile for? You look like Dopey..” You said, trying to calm yourself down.
“You know what I’m about to say right?” He asked, his voice lower than usual, and of course you knew, but that doesn’t really mean you were processing it.
“Wait! Give me like 2 minutes, I’ll be right back! Don’t go anywhere!” Before Issei could continue or protest, you were running off to the car, grabbing the camera from your backseat. While simultaneously turning on the camera and making you way back to where the brunette was filming, you heard a laugh come from him.
“I thought you said no filming. If I remember correctly, this is “best friend bonding” time.” Matsukawa asks in a teasing tone through his grin.
“Well, it was best friend bonding, but it’s about to be boyfriend/girlfriend bonding so you have to let me record! I’ve been waiting for 4 years for this shot, you won’t be stopping me, sir!” You pouted, furrowing your eyebrows.
“Fine, fine..” Matsukawa started, lifting himself off the ground to stand in front of you and the camera. “I love you. I love everything about you Iwaizumi Y/N.” It took every fiber of your strength to not melt on the spot at those words.
“Now, the camera is gonna have to go for this part, kay doll? Our first kiss can’t be in one of your films.” You nodded, slowly closing the camera lens with glossed over eyes.
Man did you love that bridge.

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after way too long: i give you 😘filler😘
there’s only 5 more chapters left in movie 1 and i’m super excited for movie two ahhhhhh
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yo ....... current concern got me FUCKED up at 1 am on a mf wednesday. bitch I’m CRYIN WHATCWHFISJIDSKX
lMAO better stay off my wattpad then bc it’s only sad stories over there 🧍♀️ but thank you for reading 😏
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“Matsu? Did you start it?” You asked, not really looking at either your phone propped on the stand on the dash or the brunette beside you.
“Yes ma’am, gonna start answering them as soon as we get going.” You hum in response, making sure your various lenses and such were all where you needed them to be.
There was a couple seconds of comfortable silence in the car, no one acknowledging the flood of questions popping up on your screen. Matsukawa drive for a bit, very slowly, allowing you to find a comfortable position to film.
“Alright, first question. “Is it safe for me to be driving and reading chat at the same time?” Uhm, I probably shouldn’t, but we’re going very slow and there’s literally no one around, so I think we’ll be okay. I promise I won’t crash with her in the car, I’m too scared you guys would find my house or something.”
You let out a small laugh under your breath at his response. What kind of answer was that?
“Alright next! “What do I do?” Your mom. Next question-.”
“Issei!” You gasp and look up from your camera, trying to stifle a laugh. “Just answer the question like a normal person.”
“Fine, if i must. Well I don’t really know what you were asking but I think you meant like my hobbies? Like how Y/N films, I play volleyball. I’m actually getting ready for a tournament now.”
You smiled a bit at how he talked so naturally to the online audience. It was very endearing to see the most important person in your life be so comfortable with something equally important to you.
He had always been like that actually. As soon as you told him that you had gained a following, he was immediately becoming a part of it in any way he could. He always told you that “you needed to share the fame so it doesn’t go to your head”.
The playfully atmosphere lasted for quite some time. Everything was good. You were getting the clips you needed, and eventually were able to start answering questions with Matsukawa.
Everything quieted down though when Matsukawa read a particular question.
“What are your plans for the future?”
Was this the universe telling you that you needed to tell Matsukawa now? You couldn’t... not on live. He’d get upset you put him in such a vulnerable position in front of 10k+ people, right? You should just keep your mouth shut. Yeah, that makes sense. Just tell him later...
You were so caught up in your thoughts about how to avoid giving answers that you didn’t even notice Matsukawa calling out to you.
“I’m sorry! Guess I must’ve zoned out, my bad.” You apologized, scratching the back of your neck in an awkward manner.
“Alright well, are you gonna answer the question?” Matsukawa asked, gesturing to your phone and the chat that had now slowed down.
“I- uhm-” you took a second and collected your thoughts. It would be easy to answer without telling them about CFSY. You’re just overthinking. “I’m actually not sure, but as long as my camera and Issei are there, I’m sure I’ll be alright with whatever I end up doing.”
The chat exploded at that, too focused on pointing out that you said you wanted a future with Matsukawa to acknowledge the fact that you hesitated to even answer.
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i see a matsukawa smau mmmmm yes TO READ TO READ TO READ wooo im so excited for mattsun content. ppl who write mattsun content are just very elite so yeah u have your place woooo yes u seem very cool i like the fic idea cant wait to see what u do muah — mar
eye- lemme just fix my bang to read this again 😀


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Aone wouldn’t ever forget the day everything happened. How could he?
Having your best friend/ the girl that you love basically drop dead right in front of you was a lot.
The day it happened, everything felt like a blur, but now looking back on it it’s all so clear. Aone could remember just about every detail.
At first, he was so confused. You had never told him anything about any health problems, so when you suddenly were on the floor in your room not moving, Aone was more than a bit clueless.
Once he actually realized you weren’t messing with him, he ran to get your parents.
“Mrs. L/N? Mr. L/N? Hello? Y/N passed out upstairs!” Before he heard a response, Aone heard glass shatter.
“Aone! Call 199!” Opting to just do as he was told rather than question, Aone called the emergency services without question. After about a minute, paramedics were on the way and D/N was placing Y/N’s unconscious form down on the couch, anxiously waiting for help to arrive.
Your mother hardly said anything, just muttering “not again” over and over. Your dad was silent for the most part as well, but after a while, he spoke out to Aone.
“She said something about not telling you, you must be awfully confused right now.” Aone nodded. Not telling him what?
“Y/N has arrhythmia, it's a type of heart disease.” Heart disease? And she just wasnt going to hell him? “Basically, her heart rate is very irregular. It can speed up or slow down, and sometimes it can be really bad.” Your dad explained, trying to give his daughters best friend some sort of understanding.
“Here grandfather, my father, had it as well. He died of it a couple months back. Thats why we moved to Miyagi to begin with, so that we could run the family shop.” You mom spoke up for the first time. “This happened in her second year of junior high as well. We had her pulled out, she did homeschooling for rest of junior high. She managed to beg her way into us letting her go back to school this year.” Aone frowned. Y/N seemed like the kind of person to go crazy if she had to stay home all day, he couldn’t imagine how much you hated homeschooling.
“She was just getting worse and worse, she knew it was a matter of time. I think that’s why she wanted to go back to school. To live her last couple months as a regular teenager.” You dad continued, clearly on the verge of tears.
“Thank you. Y/N cares about you a lot you know? Please don’t be upset she didn’t tell you, she just didn’t want you to hurt. A lot of her previous friends got really worried for her, and she couldn’t take it. She hated seeing them in so much pain because of her.”
Aone wanted to say something. He wanted to say something so bad. But how could he? His throat was so dry, it felt like he hasn’t had water in years. On top of that, his head was so clouded. His Y/N had a heart disease? And she didn’t tell him?
He wasn’t mad, of course not. He was just scared to lose her. If he would've known his days with her were limited, he would’ve told her everything. How much he loved you.
The eerie silence was caught off by the sound of an ambulance, and distant voices getting closer.
“Is this the L/N residence? Where is she?” A paramedic spoke from the door. Your dad picked you up, and your mom rushed to open the door. Aone just sat there. He sat on the couch he had sat on so many times before with you. He couldn’t move. Couldn’t talk. Nothing. He was frozen.
A few days had gone by, and Aone hadn’t been to school once. The team was worried about you and him, no one had heard anything. Aone just couldn’t bring himself to say anything.
He was told that you had gone into cardiac arrest caused by a sudden spike in your heart rate. They managed to revive you from it, but you were currently in a coma, and things weren’t looking good.
More days passed, Aone was forced by his parents to return to school where he told the team everything. Everyone was shocked to say the least. They all went to visit you when they could, they even skipped out on practice one day to take a trip to the hospital.
Excluding Aone, Futakuchi was taking it the worst. You were like his little sister, and there you were laying in a hospital bed. Pale and fragile looking, helpless. It was so far from the Y/N he knew.
Why did this have to happen to you? You were such a kind person, you would never deserve this.
Maybe it was the universe punishing Aone? It was because he was so selfish on the train. He just had to have someone to sit next too. So the universe gave him one, but since he wasn’t grateful enough for what he had when you weren’t there, it’s going to take you from him. Thats the only explanation because something like this should have never happened to you. Never.
It was his fault.
You died two days later. Aone didn’t go to the funeral. Aone didn’t go much of anywhere actually. School, practice, home, repeat. That was all he knew for weeks after you were gone.
Once he was starting to understand that you were really gone, and that it wasn’t his fault, or anyone else's, his mood lifted. He wasn’t as gloomy anymore, still sad, but not as sad. His best friend was a happy girl. She lived a happy life. She would want him to be happy as well.
“Aone! You’re late!” Futakuchi yelled at the middle blocker entering the gym about 5 minutes after practice had already started. “You miss the train or something?” Aone shook his head and pointed to the bike parked outside of the gym door.
“A bike? Why not just take the train?”
“I don’t want anyone else to sit next to me. If it isn’t Y/N, they don’t belong in her seat.” Aone explained monotonously before heading to go get changed.
Aone Takanobu: current concern: He now has to wake up 20 minutes earlier to bike to school and he gets very tired in his first class.
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Much to Aone’s delight, you sat next to him on the train everyday you were at school. Every morning flashing him that blindingly-bright smile. Oh how he loved that smile.
“Taka-kun! How has your morning been?” You asked, finding your spot next to him on the train.
You and Aone had been close friends for months now, the blonde had even begun crushing on you, but he’d never voice that.
Aone nodded, letting you know his morning was okay. “That's good. Do you have practice today? Can I come if you do?”
You were often following Aone to volleyball games a practice, which he found endearing, but today was not the best day for that.
“We have to stay late today, I don’t think you should come.” Aone’s voice was low and quiet, basically a loud whisper. He looked up at your once beaming face, the breath-taking smile replaced with a frown that could easily shatter his whole heart.
“Why do you say that? Do I get in the way when I come? I’m so sorry! You shoud have told me-” You were cut off by Aone placing his hand on your arm, doing his best to end your rambling.
“It’ll be dark by the time we finish. I don’t want you to walk home in the dark.” Aone explains simply, trying to let you know you weren’t a bother to him or the team. In fact, everyone enjoyed your presence at practice. Your cheers lit a fire under everyone, and you were even able to keep Futakuchi under control (probably because he was too focused on keeping the first years from flirting with you to be mean to everyone else).
“What if I got someone from the team to walk me home? I’m sure Futakuchi wouldn’t mind.” You reason, not quite knowing what that suggested did to Aone’s heart.
“I’ll walk you home.” Aone announced, shutting down the thought of someone else from the team having so much alone time with you.
“Great! Thank you so much Taka-kun!” You wrap your arms around his middle, giving him an awkward side-sitting-hiug. Better than nothing though right?
Later after practice on the way to your house, things were quiet. Something which is fairly rare. Normally you’re telling Aone anything and everything, keeping his ears entertained. However, tonight youre just… looking at him. Aone did his best to ignore it, but after about 5 minutes of pure silence, he couldn’t stand it.
“Why are you watching me Y/N?” He asked, trying not to sound upset as he didn’t want you do think he was angry.
“You smiled this morning when I hugged you. Which had me thinking. I hardly see you smile Taka-kun. You always look upset or bored.” You explain, confusing Aone just a bit.
“Oh?” Aone tried to edge you to elaborate further without seeming suspicious.
“It’s nothing bad! I just think you should smile more. A smile looks really good on you Takanobu.” That caught him off guard. You hardly ever used his first name, normally just “Taka-kun” or “Taka”, but Aone figures he likes the way his name sounds coming from you.
That night was playing in his head as background noise for quite a while. Ever since then, you were constantly reminding him to smile. Not in a mean way of course. Just ever so often giving him a little whisper in his ear to “Smile Taka-kun!”.
Your little reminders for him to smile always made him roll his eyes. He knew that you were well away, he wasn’t upset, so why care about anyone else? As long as you knew how he was feeling, a smile was irrelevant.
He wished he could go back a hit some sense into his past self. If he could change it all he would. He would make sure that every single time you reminded him, he would give you the biggest, dopiest grin he could offer.
But he couldn’t.
He still heard your whispers, your soft voice in his ear. Now though, instead of “Smile Taka-kun!” it’s just “Why wouldn’t you ever smile for me Aone?”. It sent shivers down his spine, and knives straight into his heart.
You were driving him crazy. He wanted to. So bad. He wanted to give you his best smile, and explain why he never did smile. It was just because you were all he needed.
Now, all he has is guilt hanging over his head while you're off smiling without him in the clouds. Nothing to smile about without you with him, even if he wanted to.
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More than anything, Aone wanted someone to sit next to him on the train. Ever since starting in junior high, he has taken the train to and from school, and he has yet to have someone sit next to him. Well, not by choice that is.
He thought things would be different in high school. Everyone was older and most understood that people didn’t always act the way they looked. Aone wasn't going to do much talking if they did sit next to him, probably opting for just a nod, he just wasn’t one for words. However, that doesn’t mean he was going to attack someone if they sat next to him on the train. Even if no words are exchanged, that doesn't mean it wouldn’t be nice just to have some company.
Then, like a godsend, you appeared. The memory was most definitely one of his favorites with you.
A few days into his first year, nothing had changed. People still avoided him on the train like the plague. But after the fourth day, there you were. It took him by surprise at first. Someone actually sitting next to him? A cute girl nonetheless…
His shock ended though when you spoke up, offering him a small wave.
“Hi, my name is L/N. Is this seat taken?” Even if Aone was going to talk, he couldn't. Your smile was demanding too much of his attention for him to do anything other than nod “no” (not that he would’ve spoken anyways).
“Great! Based on your uniform I’m assuming you go to Date Tech as well?” Aone nodded once again. “Ah, I’m sorry! You don't seem to be much of one for words, if I’m bothering you, you can just let me know..” You trailed off, rubbing your neck.
You were absolutely not bothering him. Your voice was like music to his ears. Having someone talk to him so comfortably was rare, and he quite liked it if he was being honest.
“I like listening.” Aone spoke up, trying his best to get you to continue.
“Oh! Okay! Well in that case, today is my first day there, I’m a first year! Due to some… family issues I couldn’t start right away, but better late than never right?” You laughed a bit, looking up at the ceiling of the train. “What about you? What year are you in?” You asked him, turning your attention back to the boy next to you.
Aone lifted his finger into a 1, indicating you two were in the same year. As soon as you realized what the 1 meant, your eyes widened and shock was written all over your face.
“Huh?! No way! You’re so tall!” You rambled for a bit, before calming yourself down. “That's really cool though. I bet if someone were to get on your shoulders, it’d be like they were touching the sky!” Your eyes glossed over, shining with excitement.
Touching the sky?
Aone smiled at the meeting. Your excitement was enough to make the dullest person in the world shine. That was one of the things he loved most about you. Even when Aone, a quiet, intimidating, tall guy was around you, he had no choice but to smile. You just had that effect.
After that, “touching the sky” had become a regular occurance with you and Aone. Once you had basically become Aone’s closest friend and vise versa, you would frequently stand on a desk, chair, etc and call Aone over to “give you the clouds”. And of course, he did.
How could he not? There was no turning down the girl he had grown to love, and the smile you gave him was always worth it.
There were times that scared him quite a bit though. Your random dizzy spells while placed atop his shoulders were extremely concerning, even though you assured him it was just because you forgot to eat, or that you didn’t get enough sleep the previous night.
Even though he was worried, he gave you the clouds anyway. Something he would do over, and over again if he was given the opportunity.
Oh how he wished for that opportunity.
The familiar pressure of you placed on his shoulders was something he would chase for the rest of his life, always being just out of reach. Damn you Y/N. How could you do that to him? Getting him so used to having you there, sitting right on top of him was cruel. Especially when you didn’t even need his help anymore.
The clouds were yours now. You weren’t reaching up for them anymore, Aone balancing you from beneath. Instead, Aone was reaching up for you, but when he looked down, he had no balance. No one was holding him up.
So every time he felt the wisp of a cloud, knowing he was oh so close to you, he slipped. Resulting with him on the ground. As far away from you as ever.
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Takanobu Aone: Current Concern: No one will sit next to him on the train.
Takanobu Aone takes the train to and from school every single day. He tries his best to avoid the creepy aura most bigger guys give off, but he supposes it’s no use. No one sits by him either way
Y/N L/N: Current Concern: She would rather die than let Aone find out.
Y/N L/N had decided the very first day she sat with the blonde, he wasn’t going to know. It had already ruined so many people already.
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