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I’m posting here again which means I find living intolerable, again

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I hate summer

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I wish that brain tumor had killed my father when I was young

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I hate being alive and I just want to die

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I guess I never found people to be supportive

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what if we made a world that wasn’t soaked through with booming noises

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Another night fantasizing about being deaf

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it’s cool how there’s nothing I can do to stop hearing booming noises, low hums and rumbling. I love waking up too early so I can cry.

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great how I got to be alive during a time where everything either slowly decays or gets worse quickly

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not much feels worthwhile

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there are definitely cows smart enough to see the horror of being cattle

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I’ve only grown wearier and everything hurts more. It’s not worth it

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another day waking up wishing my last had been yesterday

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I completely and genuinely hate being alive

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“The rest of my life” sounds like bullshit at this point. What life what future

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Another cancer scare yay!

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what is there to look forward to???