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Peter Parker: my back hurts…

from carrying all of Marvel

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uh mm hii i really love your writing and i was wondering if you could write a chan x reader angst where the reader is reolli reolli insecure about both their looks and personality uwuwu i understand if you don't want to write about a pretty sensitive matter, i hope you're happy and healthy

“Are you serious?” Chan muttered sadly as he saw you tearing up while staring at your reflection in the mirror.

“Love, i thought we talked about this— you’re the prettiest girl i’ve ever. ever laid my eyes upon, you pretty much know that, right?” Chan said, as his fingers brushed your shoulders lightly, trailed doen to your hands and squeezed them reassuringly.

“Why are you with me Chan? I’m full of flaws and insecurities,—“ you said before hiccuping and continuing

“You could be with someone better— hell, you deserve someone better. Someone prettier, more talented, more confident and caring. I hate the fact i’m not good enough” Your sobs filled and echoed through the entire hall, and you broke down completely. Chan was shocked. How could you think so lowly of yourself? You were the best thing he could ever ask for, the biggest gift in his life. He couldn’t believe his eyes and ears that you were so insecure. It was unfair. It was unfair how amazing you were but you couldn’t see it. It was unfair how the wind blew your h/c hair so beautifully, it was unfair how your e/c eyes were shining everytime you were happy. It was unfair how generous and humble you were. To Chan, it was incredibly unfair how your sweet laugh filled and brightened up the entire room, but you couldn’t realise that.

Everyone around Chan liked you. The other members adored you, admired the person you are. They were so thankful their leader ended up with someone so caring, kind and compassionate.

“I hate myself Chan. I want the best for you. I just really want you to be with someone who’s better, someone who deserves you. What do you see in me? I can’t help but glance at all the other girls that are around you. There are incredibly pretty and talented— and they are way nicer, more respectful and stable than i am. Why me? I’m not as nearly as perfect as they—“ Your ramblings were quickly interrupted by your boyfriend tightly hugging you and caressing your cheeks.

“You don’t need to meet up these stupid standarts to be perfect in my eyes, you know that Y/N? Do not try to meet them, the standarts are always unrealistic, unnecessary. I’ll always love you and i’ll be always thankful for you. You’re the best person in my life. You’re humble and caring, you’re pretty and you never fail to make my heart flutter. You’re so charming, God, how did I end up deserving someone as amazing as you” Chan cried as he hugged you tighter, squishing you in his embrace.

Your eyes watered and you tried your best to process what just Chan said. Did he really mean all of that? Were you really just so focused on your insecurities that you forgot about everything and everyone else?

“I love you so much Chan”

“I love you Y/N. So much more than you can imagine”

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my brain 24/7

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Marvel: Loki’s actually dead dead guys.

Loki Stans:

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Tom Holland's Arm's

Thank me later.

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If this isn’t the face of a man who is about to stab his brother for the 178383848th time then I don’t know what it is

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this makes me so fucking mad that this poor girl had to be treated like that by assholes. props to tom for being compassionate towards his fans👏

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the idol zone. | yang jeongin

pairing: yang jeongin x reader

genre: fluff, a little bit of angst, idol x fan

description: jeongin walked into the variety show with bright hopes. what he didn’t expect to happen was that he fell in love.

word count: 3.4k +

author’s note: i don’t remember if this is the first longer writing i did in 2020 that isn’t a part of anything i have already established? but hey, i wrote something at least… anyway! thank you for reading this!

warning: none

One month and seven days. That was how long the reality show was supposed to run for, Jeongin checked the night after his manager pulled him aside from dance practice and told him he was voted in amongst other male idols to join the brand new idol-fan reality show that has been hitting big lately.

The show would let viewers vote for an idol, and randomly select a fan from an array of applications to put them together to spend time with each other for an entire month. Most pairs have been really successful, meaning that nothing too drastically bad has happened aside from the initial awkwardness of being unable to communicate with each other coherently. It was understandable, though; nobody expected a fan to immediately be able to chat like the person they looked up to the most has been their friend since their childhood times.

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jisung wanna know who your crush is,,,

request open for stray kids,,,

sorry for the last picture,,,,,,

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You know what day it is

It’s Wednesday my dudes

Only reblog this on Wednesday.

It’s a lucky day.

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yes, after all this time, I.N is hyunjin's guardian angel.

remember when I.N tried to calm Hyunjin down in Side Effects?

remember when I.N sacrificed himself for Hyunjin in Astronaut?

or when he monitored everything in MIROH?

Jeongin always be on his track(:

@thrccracha

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a penny for your thoughts.

pairing — han jisung x female! reader

genre — trope inversion of the soulmate au, college au, enemies to lovers, angst and fluff-ish, smut; oral, possessiveness kink, praise kink, safe word, size kink, first time

synopsis — life isn’t easy when you belong to the 1% of the world population that has a soulmate, know who your soulmate is and happen to be utterly in love with said soulmate’s best friend. alternatively, jisung can hear all of your unfiltered thoughts and has heard enough of your horny fantasies to the point where he wants to throw up, so he takes matters in his own hands. 

note — i think i’m gonna cry this work is my 11k word BABY i’ve never been THIS invested over a fic. this is purely self-indulgent and an emotional rollercoaster ride if you ask me. this fic is all over the place it’s chaotic and i apologize in advance for many italics you are welcome i hope you CRY and SUFFER with me because completing this bitch was a midlife crisis in itself. that being said, i appreciate any form of constructive criticism so pls go ahead and rip my baby apart sdkjl

“You’re staring again,” Hyunjin notes. Seungmin and Jeongin stifle a burst of laughter while Felix, whose head is resting on Hyunjin’s lap, sends you a look that resembles Candace from Phineas and Ferb whenever she finds her brothers creating some whacky futuristic shit, laughs like a madman and then resumes to call her mother with an ear-splitting MOOOM! because she’s so certain that her brothers are busted this time.

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ot9 skz “as teachers” matching icons pt.2 ♡ ♡

🌅🌅 • like or reblog if you use • 🌅🌅

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Character: Isaac Foster

Series: Satsuriku no Tenshi

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hi, im currently having a hard time so i’ll be taking my leave for a while, but i promise i’ll return soon with many new series and skz imagines!! stay tuned

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hiiiiii omg do you plan on making more series similar to adventure to his heart???? pls

hi there! i actually dk, depends whether i get good ideas or not. my dear friend suggested a minho bodyguard au where minho is the reader’s bodyguard so i might consider that after i end with adventure to his heart! stay tuned, ily babies.

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adventure to his heart ❦ hyunjin pt.6

⇴ genre: apocalypse!au ; angst ; future fluff

⇴ part : 6        | 1 ; 2 ; 3 ; 4 ; 5 ; 7 ; 8 ; |

⇴ description: just when you thought your crush, the well known school heartthrob hwang hyunjin, was your biggest problem, a crazy alien invasion managed to prove you wrong.

⇴ author’s note: inspired and based on the book and movie “the fifth wave”! this might be a slowburn, but I promise you a good ending awaits for y/n and hyunjin.

⇴ warnings: apocalypse, swears.

⇴ word count: 1278

two days passed since alddreu turned into a pile of ashes. it turned out an inside man, exploded the air force base and somehow things took a great turn. the others left the earth, or at least, it seemed like it.. there were no longer any traces of silencers, the others, or anyone in general, besides you, the kids that made it out. most of the people managed to escape with you, but other kids weren't lucky enough to make it out alive. they sacrificed themselves. they were gone for good.

and even thought the whole end-of-the world fanfare ended, these days you were no longer yourself. the optimistic and hopeful y/n was no longer alive. she died, along with those other kids.  she turned into a pile of ashes, just like alddreu, just like the others. 

"y/n you have to eat. take this" jisung commanded as passed you the canned beans. "look, I know hard it must be for you, but please. we don't want to lose you" his voice cracked as he rubbed your back in attempt to calm you. "jisung, I appreciate your effort but I hate this. i feel suffocated. not only did I lose my parents, my sister, but I lost myself too. melanie hates me. everyone does. i can feel it. it’s a matter of time you give up on me too." you let out a loud sob, your throat aching as well as jisung’s heart.

melanie and hyunjin actually broke up the same day you escaped the alddreu airfield. in the end hyunjin admitted to not actually loving mel, which didn’t take the rest of stray kids by surprise. melanie didn’t cry or throw a tantrum, she was just salty at him for being oblivious to his feelings and pretending and at you, for being alive and returning, and stealing felix from her. did the others ruin her? or was she never honest with you to begin with? you didn’t know, but you hated it. you felt truly guilty for not dying that day you were cornered under that car and for meeting felix. 

and after all these weeks and months of suffering, you still realised you liked hyunjin. your heart ached every time you went out of your tent to scavenge for supplies and saw him staring at you from a distance.

the past few days hyunjin was always glancing at you. there wasn't a single second where he didn't spare you a pitiful glance. you didn't know if he was just pitying you or if he was worried. you became close to jisung and had him and felix, so it didn't bother you much.

"hey y/n, how are you feeling?" felix said as he entered the tent you, him and jisung shared and ruffled your messy hair.

"never have been better" you said, hinting the sarcasm in your voice.

"cheer up y/n, everything is fine now. the others left and we can finally rebuild the civilisation." he smiled cheerfully. every person in your big camp that you made had a role. felix’s role was too cheer people up. after the whole thing ended, many kids were depressed and anxious so there had to be someone to try to help and entertain them. that was felix and jisung's job. and yours? you haunted and scavenged for food, supplies, medicine. since you had the skills, after being in the open for months, alone, they decided it'd be the best if you and hyunjin who was also good in this area to scavenge.

you had only went scavenging once with him and you both maintained your distance and kept silent.

but that.... was until today.

"hey y/n. how are you?" hyunjin awkwardly asked you, while we were walking. it was apparent he didn't know how to strike a conversation with you.

"not too good. you?" you asked. your heart skipping a beat. your stomach flipped. you remembered the times you used to spy on him and admire him in the flower garden. you missed those times. it was never going to be the same again.

"I know we didn't start too good before. I’m hwang hyunjin. your sister has told me a lot about you" he said, smiling, his eyes forming a little crescents.  typical hyunjin, his smile alluring every person on this planet.

"look hwang, I don't need your pity. i don’t need your help, i’m perfectly fine scavenging out here on my fucking own so you can go back totthe camp." you spat out, picking up your pace just as your hopes that you could escape him. however, before you could pass by him, he grabbed your wrist and spun you around, making you directly bump into his chest. due to the height difference between you two, you had to lift up your head to see him, but when you felt his eye-piercing  gaze on you, you lowered your gaze to his chest.

"what if I refuse to leave you then?" he smirked but soon enough, he became completely solemn, catching you off guard. your heart palpitated and your face heated up, as you gritted your teeth, trying not to give in.

"w-what?" a blush crept on your cheeks and you gulped.

"I like you y/n. i have months before the whole thing started." he said so straightforwardly.

"you're lying. I was invisible to you and your friends back then-- well, except felix. plus why would i care if you did?" you refused flatly, rejecting the idea of hyunjin liking you back. 

"why would i lie? felix always blabbered about you and praised you. that's how I started liking you. you were more shy and stayed closed in your own bubble, world of make-believe, unlike the other girls that had liked me." he stated and lifted your chin, making you stare at him directly. his face had gotten so close to yours and you could feel his hot breath on your own face. he didn’t change a bit since the invasion started. his childish smile never left his face, his playful eyes remained the same. 

"why did you never talk to me? approach me? you know, I always felt like a loner. why are you telling me this now? you like my sister, not me. stop it hyunjin.” you were frustrated. he liked your sister. he dated her. he never told you he had liked you. this turned out to be even more complicated than the whole apocalypse thing.

"I don't, y/n." he sighed before continuing. "I liked the idea of loving someone and them loving me back. she really likes felix, not me. and I really like you, not her. we were fooled by this whole apocalypse thing. it tricked us into thinking we like someone we don't, because we missed each other and felt lonely" he replied before finally closing the tiny gap between you and pressing his lips against yours. his plump lips feeling so soft. it was different from felix's kiss, you had to admit. this kiss was full of love and sincerity, it made you feel safe, helped you forget about everything. there was love rather than lust. it felt right. the moment felt euphoric and lasted a few seconds before you both pulled away to take shaky and shallow breaths. 

"why is life like that?" you hiccuped, your��voice wavering, exhilarated because of the tension you shared before the kiss.

"I want to get to know you more y/n. forget about school. forget about felix, melanie, the past. we’re starting fresh."

“let’s take it slower, eh?” you snickered before running away happily, maybe the pieces finally coming together, allowing you to feel at peace.