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So real im lowk built like a camel

sometimes my head starts to hurt and then i remember i haven’t drank in 5 days

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I just remembered my dream from last night. It was one image and that image was some kind of sachet/packet with "Enjolras" written on it.

I am confused and I do not remember the context.

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happy may the fourth nerds!!! Today is an excuse for me to whip out the anakin cosplay

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Richard writing emo diery entries about how much he hates his home town is so me

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codyyy

didnt feel like rendering the armor idgaf

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Welp. My life has gone to shit so here's a notes game with meeeee hah. (I made the numbers obnoxiously big cause I don't wanna do any of this lollll)

10 notes. I'll brush my teeth(toothpaste blegh)

50 notes. I'll stay clean for a week(arms are healed!)

100 notes. I'll finally finish my book(I worked on a chapter. Out on wattpad now!)

500 notes. I'll clean my room

750 notes. I'll tell my therapist about my suic1al thoughts (<3)

1000 notes. I'll open up to my friends.... (They were chill!!)

2000 notes. I'll talk to my aunt about my mental problem(she gave me advice)

5000 notes. I'll tell my mom about my eating habits. (I now have an eating schedule heh) <3

8000 notes. I'll stay clean for a month

10000 notes. I'll stop isolating myself.

20000 notes. I'll go back inpatient AGH....

Don't you dare do this you all. >_<

(If the goal is white it means its been completed)

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I promise I didn't disappear, I just don't have any impulse control and started several at once again haha

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trans RIGHTSSSSSS

(I’d like my rights please and thank you 😝😝)

To my uk trans people and allies out there.

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tlou season 2 ep 2 SPOILERS

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I AM UNWELL 😭😭😭

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Sir, we are not sick. Please don't. // Please don't do it. Please don't.

THE LAST OF US S01E01 THE LAST OF US S02E02

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If any of my mutuals have seen the last of us season 2 please contact me because I’ve been crying so hard im shaking for the past 25 minutes

I feel sick to the stomach

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Holy shit 😭😭

I played in front of an audience.. in there 😭

Burgos Cathedral, Spain 🇪🇸

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Henry is not this perfectly composed psychopath that some people like to pretend he is. He loved Bunny, and he hated him, and those two things can and do coexist. Killing Bunny broke something in Henry, or maybe it unearthed something that had always been broken. But he still loved him. That was his best friend and his worst enemy and sometimes those two things aren’t so different. In this essay, I will…

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oh my god thank you for the Babi seals I love you <3333

Friend has the sad???!!??!!!!!

I’m coming friend I’ll save you from the sad!!

I am here now you’re going to be okay!!!

You are so beautiful and i love you!!!