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[i-dont-miss-you]

you're so awful. you hurt people and then immediately make yourself seem like the victim. and you know what the worst part is? i think you believe it. no matter what i say to you, nothing is going to make any difference because you enjoy it. i can tell you in detail about all of the ways that you hurt me. all of the ways that you hurt my friends. but it won't change anything. it won't change anything because you'll just agree with me. you pity yourself. when people tell you you're the bad guy, you smile and nod and respond with all of these empty apologies....and i really believe you can't wait to go out and do it all over again. you paint yourself as this villain people should feel bad for, this sad person who desperately wants to change but is built for failure. and i think you believe that. i think you have fun with it. but in reality, you're just a shit human being who doesn't want to change even though you know how. you're not a villain. you're not even an antagonist. you're just a liar.

[i-dont-miss-you]

i hope you see my ghost all over this town.

[i-dont-miss-you]

I don't miss you. But sometimes it feels like I could. I wish I knew how to deal with all of this. I hate you, I really do, but I miss your touch. I miss your lips on mine. I wish I didn't. I wish I was truly over you. I want to learn how to handle these feelings; I miss all of these things about you, while simultaneously hating your guts. Feeling genuinely disgusted and repulsed by you. I guess I'll just keep saying it until it's true; I don't miss you.