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Hey, I’m alive and writing again.

Is everyone else dead? Lmao.

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Saying goodbye to two of my babies in less than two and a half months has been rough. We helped Arwen cross the rainbow bridge back in May - her cancer was spread too far and she was too sick - and we suddenly lost Kili last night. She was never the same after losing her sister... Needless to say, it’s been rough. Didn’t mean to come back here with depressing news but I mean... I’m lost right now.

Goodbye, my loves. Till we meet again.

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This fandom has drawn my back in and it’s KILLING me.

“I’m sorry for everything.”

Latest chapter has me an emotional wreck adhhjhjkl

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We’re already half way there! It’s amazing the support. Please considering sharing 💜

Please help if you can! Anything helps, whether it be $5 or even just a share. Thank you <3

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Please help if you can! Anything helps, whether it be $5 or even just a share. Thank you <3

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I apologize for making so many posts of my cat - it’s gonna be a long time coming, but I just love my baby.

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Girl knows what she wants.

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At least she has some energy to try and steal my friends ice cream 😂

My little baby is fighting cancer like a champ 💜

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She’s quite content after getting some of my haddock (we couldn’t get her to eat anything else). She’ll be treated like a queen until the end. 💔

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My beautiful baby has lymphoma.

I don’t know what to do with myself.

I’ve had her since we found her at 5 weeks old. She was so little. She couldn’t even clean her own butt after using the litter box, so I would have to take her and put her tiny self into the sink and wash her at 2am. It was like having a baby. She slept in between my boyfriend and I.

And now she’s 7. And she’s dying of cancer. We’ll only have so much time with her with chemo, but it won’t be enough. I was supposed to have another 10 years with her. Now I’m lucky if I’ll have 6 months.

It’s not fair. I’m heartbroken.

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CLOTI THROUGHOUT THE YEARS

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I tried to keep it alive as long as I could. But now… it’s dead and buried. Like the bar… our home… and everything else. They took everything from us. Again. 

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So… you know Tifa, right ? It’s not really my business, but are you guys close ?

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Well, seems this old friend of mine’s in a tight spot...Long time ago I said I’d be there for her, Made a promise, so...

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This is... this is beautiful. And I’m in love with it.

DO NOT REPOST

Ah yes. Me. My girlfriend. And her girlfriend. And her boyfriend. And Sephiroth

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BEAN CLOCK BEAN CLOCK BEAN CLOCK