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[i-need-tea]

Till the last breath of mine

drowing in my mind until the end of time

is this my destiny? Is this my fate ?

Oh I can hardly wait , I can hardly tell

With the living flesh and a Decaying mind

A fucking corpse can do work better than mine

Thus I'm back . Spiralling down

One day you see me

and I sincerely hope the next time you wont.

[i-need-tea]

the thought of self destruction exites me ,

finally, this moronic world fading.

a different kind of euphoria, isn't it just lovely ?

differentiating between dream and reality is exhausting.

perhaps this is nothing but a cruel joke

a place beyond anyone's reach.

I try to grab anything stable while I choke,

I take solace in these meaningless words, that's what I preach.

Crawling out crawling in.

a circle of madness within.

addiction that has never been heard

nothing more than a flightless bird.

hallucinations that drown me

no. It's s me dragging myself down.

an abyss with people

an abyss filled with hope

yet why don't I want that ?

maybe I'm just craving for attention

I'm fine you know , really I swear

all I want is your eyes on me, my dear.

a worthless piece of shit, I am

Because l'll be back in my hole

after I've devoured your love

I'll never come out . A monster I am.

[i-need-tea]

Hey Everyone this is 'Trade'. I write poems or quotes in my leisure time. I'm a sucker for good music and learning how to edit pictures in Lightroom so you might see them here and there in my posts.

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